venus in cancer

being in love with someone when there’s a tremendous distance between the two of you is so tender even if it’s unrequited you text them thrice a year saying “this song reminded me of you” but what you actually want to say is “there’s a mathematical equivalent of the idiom ‘once in a blue moon’ which translated to time will give you roughly 2.7 years and from the moment i knew i loved you fifty seven complete lunar cycles have passed. i remember the day the moon was blue”

pulling up to the yearning competition but king george “i have loved you desperately i cannot breathe when you are not near i love you charlotte my heart calls your name” the third mr fitzwilliam “you have bewitched me body and soul and i love i love i love you” darcy and mr thomas “i must tell you i cannot offer you great wealth or italy but i can offer you my love and my devotion and my hope to build a family one day” hayward are already there so there is really no reason for me to participate

of course it’s always “ily” and never “iiwbaabtiwbfbyhbyftpoye” (if i was born as a blackthorn tree i'd wanna be felled by you held by you fuel the pyre of your enemies)

actually hozier is my fairy godmother and my favorite mythical creature and my childhood best friend whom i also hold like a bug in a jar and shake it while sobbing violently while listening to his old songs HOW does one wake up and choose to write “and though i burn how could i fall when i am lifted by every word you say to me?” and “i'd walk so far just to take the injury of finally knowing you” and “what i had left here i just held it tight so someone with your eyes might come in time to hold me like water or christ hold me like a knife” give me a break