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body.

long legs. short legs. average legs. slender thighs. thick thighs. muscular thighs. skinny arms. soft arms. muscular arms. toned stomach. flat stomach. flabby stomach. soft stomach. six pack. beer belly. lean frame. slender frame. muscular frame. voluptuous frame. petite frame. lanky frame. short nails. long nails. dirty nails. flat ass. toned ass. bubble butt. thick ass. small waist. thick waist. narrow hips. average hips. wide hips. big feet. average feet. small feet. slender feet. calloused feet. calloused hands. soft hands. big hands. average hands. small hands. long fingers. short fingers. average fingers. broad shoulders. underweight. average weight. overweight.

height.

shorter than 140 cm. 141 cm to 150 cm. 151 cm to 160 cm. 161 cm to 170 cm. 171 cm to 180cm. 181 cm to 190 cm. 191 cm to 2m. taller than 2 m.

skin.

pale. fair. rosy. olive. dark. tanned. blotchy. smooth. acne. dry. greasy. freckled. scarred.

eyes.

small. large. average. grey. brown. black. blue. red. pink. green. gold. hazel. doe-eyed. almond. round. close-set. wide-set. deep-set. squinty. monolid. heavy eyelids. upturned. downturned.

hair.

thin. thick. fine. normal. greasy. dry. soft. shiny. curly. frizzy. wild. unruly. straight. smooth. wavy. floppy. cropped. pixie cut. afro. short. shoulder length. back length. waist length. floor length. buzz cut. bald. jaw length. mohawk. undercut. white. platinum blonde. golden blonde. dirty blonde. ombre. light brown. mouse brown. chestnut brown. golden brown. chocolate brown. dark brown. slate. jet black. ginger. auburn. unnatural colour. streaked. thin eyebrows. average eyebrows. thick eyebrows. no eyebrows.

tattoos / piercings.

full sleeve. thigh tattoo. shin tattoo. wrist tattoo. lower back tattoo. hip tattoo. hand / finger tattoo. foot tattoo. neck tattoo. face tattoo. ribcage tattoo. chest tattoo. one tattoo. a few here and there. multiple. no tattoo. monroe piercing. nose piercing. septum. nipple piercing. genital piercing. industrial piercings. earlobe piercing(s). prince albert piercing. eyebrow piercing. tongue piercing. lip piercing. tragus piercing. angel bites. labret. gauges. navel piercing. inverse navel piercing. cheek piercing. smiley. nape piercings. no piercings.

cosmetics.

light eyeliner. heavy eyeliner. cat eyes. mascara. fake eyelashes. matte lipstick. regular lipstick. lip gloss. chapstick. red lips. pink lips. dark lips. bronzer. highlighter. eyeshadow. neutral eyeshadow. smokey eyes. colourful eyeshadow. blush. lip liner. light contouring. heavy contouring. powder. matte foundation. shiny foundation. concealer. wears makeup regularly. wears it from time to time. never wears makeup.

scent.

floral. fruity. perfumes. aftershave. cocoa. moisturizer. natural soap. shampoo. cigarettes. leather. sweat. food. incense. marijuana. cologne. whiskey. wine. fried food. blood. fire. metal. rain. grass. raw wood. ocean. autumn leaves. baked bread. smoke. campfire. lavender. trees. musk. rose. gingerbread. peppermint. oak. honey. lemon. vanilla. coffee. cake. hyde.

clothes/aesthetic.

masculine. feminine. androgynous. jeans. tight pants. cargo pants. overknee socks. tights. leggings. yoga pants. miniskirt. loose skirt. form fitting dress. cardigans. blouse. long-sleeved shirt. button up shirt. graphic shirt. T-shirt. sports shirt. sweatpants. tank top. cut off shirt. designer. high street. online stores. thrift. lingerie. maxi dress. sundress. suit and tie. cocktail dress. high slit dress. scarves. loose clothing. tight clothing. jean shorts. jean jacket. sweater. sweater vest. khaki pants. hoodie. harem pants. kimono. basketball shorts. boxers. briefs. thong. hotpants. hipster panties. bra. sports bra. crop top. corset. leotard. polka dots. stripes. glitter. cotton. silk. lace. leather. velvet. chemise. patterns. florals. neon colours. pastels. neutral colours. black. dark colours. warm colours. faux fur.

shoes.

her tongue poked the inside of her cheek briefly before she shifted and finally fished her pack of cigarettes out.  fuck it.  might as well, right?  she removed one from the pack and lit it with her lighter, pocketing the pack and lighter soon after.   ❝ never in a hurry to leave anywhere, honestly. ❞   she responded with a shrug.   ❝ —–  ironic.  fresh air whilst smoking something that could give us lung cancer.  how fun. ❞

He looks to her. He always does. He sees her with a frightening wonder, a keenness like he means to whittle her down to bone, and it! Goodness, it’s as though he’s caught her, a gravity well. She can’t escape. She’d spoken of heartache, words burdened with an immeasurable grief, and Cường, a grief-and-ghost-dreamer, doesn’t let go. Bella looks up. Their eyes catch. The museum’s music dims. Oh… “Is that why you visit everyone else’s dreams?” he rasps. The resemblance’s stunning: that statue’s gentle brow and hers – the same. “Mine?”

 “     venom  has  nothing  on  me.     ”     she  listens  intently  to  the  brief  story  ,  raising  an  eyebrow.     “     you  have  enemies     ?     tell  me  who.  i’ll  eat  them.     ”     cherry  appreciates  the  segue  into  a  topic  away  from  identities  ,  arms  wrapped  around  bella’s  waist  and  holding  her  close  to  her.     “     only  if  you’re  offering  to  shower  with  me.     ”     she  absently  presses  a  kiss  to  the  side  of  her  face  ,  one  hand  reaching  up  and  running  a  hand  through  bella’s  hair.     “fuck  schedules.  it’s  just  a  radio  show.  no  one  tunes  in  for  those.     ”

       THANKFULNESS IN HIS NEXT SIGH, near - silent as it’s breathed through his nose. it’s rare to find someone to understand :   alune bites at him that she has taste, that she has good intuition, and the urge to roll his eyes is suppressed. the stranger’s questions gives him pause, always uncertain about how to excuse their state of being. he can feel her, wisping around him like she’s caught in the midst of a ceremony, fading in and out of his reality. 

❛ something like that. she’s not here. shy. 

          LIKE A DEER IN HEADLIGHTS - eyes wide and head dipping until hair sweeps into his face. he’s not ignorant of how uncomfortable it is, to catch an imposing stranger staring, and he’s berating himself for giving in to his sister’s insistence for so long. anything to make her happy. after a moment, he looks up again, arms uncrossing to free up his hands. a vague gesture to his throat, shaking his head, before signing in the off chance she might be able to understand. 

❛  i can’t talk. my sister thinks you’re cute.