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i can't really articulate my thoughts by saying it compared to typing it out irl. while i always try to like cram all of my thoughts and feelings into just one cohesive statement when people ask me like a personal question/ question about a topic i like, i just, can't? i feel like with typing, at least i can just jot down my thoughts and edit it quicker than writing it out on a journal (thus, why i’m writing this down right now) ^_^

i've been writing about myself and my thoughts/memories more over the past week or so. yesterday i did this thing where i wrote down positive memories about my time at FPBS (since i forgot most of the stuff that happened there from pre-k to like 4th grade). this is kinda funny since it surprisingly worked and i actually remembered and got stuff down, but this reminds me of how i used to always try to keep like a daily recap of my day on the journal app from either my phone or my school ipad, but i never really kept that streak/practice for more than 2 days. i still thank myself for writing those 3 short entries about those days, and i'll try to write more about myself this week, and if i have anything interesting/important to say after, i guess i'll try to jot it down :)

"If music is created this way through stupid training, then please don't. Although it was hard to expect anything more from the short film on which the full-length film was based. Apparently, audiences enjoy this kind of production process, where the director is constantly yelling at someone and throwing stools. Although in the end, it's hard to tell whether Andrew was pulling it off or pushing it. Overall, the film is for those who enjoy this kind of process. Simply rubbing your fingers raw without understanding is pretty stupid. And Andrew could have simply died, and Fletcher was mourning him at yet another student gathering. Or maybe he wasn't mourning him. In short, the film is complete nonsense for those who are avowedly anti-musicians and supporters of sabotaging concerts and idiotic pranks. The funniest thing is that the actor playing Andrew was probably practicing in comfortable conditions. It's truly funny to see such a dissonance between reality and cinematic illusion. Why do they even make this nonsense then?" - Meetnik