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Max from Max and Ruby is semiverbal and autistic and hates Autism Speaks!

he’s v paranoid about doing the auguries because what if the stuffed animals have feelings what if they come back alive and attack him what if he cuts one open and it has human organs inside it o h g o d s

he tends to believe that all of his dreams are actually prophecies, ranging from the simple one where he buys some tea to the very, very inappropriate one about percy, and the one where he’s chased by a murderous washing machine

he hates sleeping because he gets sleep paralysis a lot not sure if this is exactly psychosis related but this happens to me sometimes so

he believes that the voices he hears are the gods’, especially after gaea begins fucking with him

being anemic really fucks with his paranoia, not because he could die because of overexerting himself, but because “conquer or die“. he believes if he doesn’t do as good as the able bodied romans they’ll kill him, or kick him out of the camp/city to be eaten by monsters, or worst of all, force him to go live with his family

despite him trying very hard to hide it, he’s gullible, like when annabeth acted innocent about throwing her knife into the water he honestly believed she didn’t mean to

at the same time, he has trust issues due to his paranoia

do not touch the augur

he’s very anxious about what the gods think of him because what if he does something wrong and they hate him and then everyone one else will hate him what if they don’t like how he’s doing the auguries or that he’s not a good fighter or that he’s trans even though he knows that bacchus is literally the patron god of being trans

//As my followers are well aware, I have a great many headcanons about Death Note I feel very strongly about. Yet of all my headcanons, there is only one which I might literally fight someone on–namely that (like me) this badass cutie right here…

…is undeniably, indisputably, irrefutably autistic.

These were made at 4 After I woke up the third time from a nightmare.

atreus: “what are we hunting?”

kratos: “you are hunting deer.”

atreus: “which way?”