dreamer🎃

With every sun comes a new day, a new beginning, with a hope that today is going to be better than yesterday. But sometimes you can have this thing when nothing ends, everything keeps moving and nothing really changes at all. Everything that hurts you, you experience it again and again and again. Sometimes we tend to go to a certain someone so they can take the pain that we have and maybe slowly make it fade away. But what if that person is the same reason of all your pain, what if the person you always talked to when you had something going on is now the person that caused you all the pain you’re having. People will tell you move on, take a distance away from him and you’ll slowly forget him and eventually be happy. But what if you just cant distance yourself away from this person. You keep putting your hope that this person someday will be better than he is right now, that someday everything will go back like it was someday. The day doesn’t come, you keep waiting for everything to work out but nothing is working out at all, everything around you seem so fucked up, everything around you is falling apart. You, yourself feel faded like you don’t exist anymore, like if one day you disappeared no one will even notice you. It hurts, knowing that the only person you care about doesn’t give two actual fucks about you. That the person you’re ready to take a bullet for, is actually the one holding the gun.

GHOST. SKY FERREIRA

Give me something - seafret

you’ll never be good enough

If I believe you // the 1975