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The Last Enemy series on AO3:
Book I: The Howling Nights
Book II: Dark Marks
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TLE1
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TLE1 playlist

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ok so I am probably going to disappear from tumblr again for another long stretch of time, as I've come to recognize that the dopamine rush of social media is not so good for maintaining the quiet, focused headspace I need to do the actual writing...but before I go, I thought I'd toss a bone (get it) to my long-suffering wolfstar shippers.
don't say I never give you anything ;)
Excerpt from The Last Enemy: Marauders End
ok I'm having a bit of a shit week (I'm aware it's Tuesday), so I have been retreating to my happy place, aka Hanging Out With James Potter.
In the spirit of maybe making someone else's shit week a little less shitty, here is me impulsively sharing a random TLE3 scene.
with the eternal caveat that everything I share could completely change in the final draft. š
Excerpt from The Last Enemy: Maraudersā End
Dear Lily,
Well, Homer isnāt back yet, which I can only assume means heās been seduced by those majestic American mountains one hears so much about. Or perhaps heās decided heās had enough of dreary old England and has gone off to start his new life as a cowboy. I assume thatās the sort of thing most Americans do, though I admit I have only a cursory knowledge on this front, having never been to the States myself. My dad did once, though. Spent a week on a Muggle dude ranch out in Wyoming. Or was it Wisconsin? I canāt remember, somewhere terribly American sounding where they have a lot of cows. Anyway, it was a great laugh, according to him, so maybe Homerās onto something.
If he doesnāt turn up soon, Iāll send this letter via Virgil, my parentsā rather doddering old owl. Iām not strictly speaking supposed to use him for cross-country journeys, but London isnāt all too far, after all, and though itās only been a few days, I am anxious to hear how you are settling into life with that charming sister of yours. Do let me know.
The quill that had been scrawling this cheerful missive paused, and James Potter scrubbed a hand over his face, frowning intently. Nearly a full minute passed before the ink-dipped nib of his quill returned to the parchment.
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The Last Enemy: Dark Marks Soundtrack
Hello my loves! With TLE2 coming to a close, I thought I'd share the full TLE2 soundtrack. You can listen to it here, or I've included the track list below for those who don't use Spotify.
As before, this is a total mishmash of period appropriate and anachronistic music. The genres are all over the place. Some songs directly correlate to the plot, some songs are mentioned in the story, some are pure vibes. It's pretty long...but so is TLE2. š
Enjoy!!!
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The entrance to Hell is hidden at the base of a large willow tree, a human-sized hollow tangled in its roots, ready to swallow you whole.
Down, down, down into the earth.
You find a low tunnel, as stifling as it is starless, an endless, Stygian squeeze to the core of the earth.
Down, down.
It is hot here, like the blaze of black pavement, like the sear of skin under an angry sun. But through the sweat, you press on, as fast as you can, chasing an urgency you cannot name.
This treacherous earth clenches its fist around you, tighter and tighter, a noose around a neck ā until you are forced to crawl on all fours. Tighter and tighter and tighter ā you slither on your belly like a snake, squeezing against the tangle of tree roots that strangle your path, until at last, at last, at last you see it: A way out.
A way in?
You press your palms against the trapdoor. Drip of sweat. Decay of destiny. You pushā¦
And the world is engulfed in flame.
āRUN!ā
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āBut what am I going to do without you all summer? Who am I going to talk to?ā
Sirius gazed somberly at his companion, unsure how, and frankly, unable to respond to this question.
āI do recognize this is a rather absurd question to ask a dog,ā said Lily. āDonāt think the absolutely pathetic nature of this arrangement has been lost on me.ā She let out a snort of laughter and sat down upon the fallen bole of a felled tree. Its tangled roots sat exposed above the earth; a spiral of fungi clung to its bark, a slow devouring.
āListen to me,ā she said, with a derisive eye roll. āāArrangement.ā Ha. Which reminds meā¦.ā She reached into her bag and withdrew a small parcel. āTurkey today,ā she announced, unwrapping the parcel to reveal, predictably, a sandwich. Sirius ā or rather, Snuffles ā padded over and accepted the offering.
Lily smiled. āAnd yetā¦even though you are a dog who has no idea what Iām saying and who I bribe into companionship via turkey sandwichesā¦youāre still far and away a better conversationalist than Petuniaās going to be this summer. Iām going to go mad, I know I am.ā
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The fog hung low upon the dewy lawn as Remus followed the school matron across the grounds, away from the gentle sway of the Whomping Willow, away from yet another full moon. The last of the school year. It had just been him and Sirius again this moon, much to Jamesās irritation.
āI can sneak out after Poppy falls asleep,ā James had insisted from his hospital bed the evening before. āSheāll be none the wiser.ā
āItās not a good idea,ā Remus had countered. āWhat if she wakes up and youāre gone?ā
āIāll say I fancied a walk!ā
āYou need to rest.ā
āIāve had nothing but rest. I am overflowing with rest, Iāve reached my rest tolerance, I am all rested out. Besides, itās the last full moon of the yearāā
āHe said no, James.ā It had been Sirius whoād put his foot down, surprising them all. Perhaps he knew he was the only one who could. āThere will be more full moons. Iām sorry, mate, but you have to sit this one out.ā
āFine,ā was James sullen reply. āIāll just stay here and rest.ā
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āYou have to listen to me āā
āMiss, the mediwizards are right this wayāā
āNo ā Iām fine. I donāt need a mediwizard, I need someone to listen to me!ā
Lily pushed frantically through the chaos of the ruined street, trying to find some authority figure who wasnāt completely useless. The air was acrid with smoke ā plumes of it choked the village as columns of Fiendfyre still raged on ā and though the dueling had ceased and the Death Eaters had vanished, still all was a bustle of frantic, terrified activity as the Ministry officials who had apparated in at last to quell the fighting and flames now attempted to regain a modicum of control over the situation. Wounded students and civilians were herded in a daze towards white tents for medical treatment. Friends separated by the fray reunited with tears and shouts.
Lily didnāt know where any of her friends were. She was desperate to find them ā but first, she needed to get help, and no one would listen to her.
Whatever adrenaline or delusion had kept her moving, kept her feet dancing just out of the way of hexes and flames, kept her mind sharp amidst the chaos ā it had faded now, and she felt as though waves of weariness had crashed upon her as she stumbled bewildered through the wreckage.
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James ran. He ran faster than heād ever run in his whole life. He hurtled out the door of the apothecary, slamming it shut with his wand as he went, lest the others try to follow him into the fray. He weaved and dodged through spell and smoke, flinging up a shield charm just as a masked man raised his wand ā the curse hit the invisible barrier in a cascade of sparks. James paid it no mind. Kept going. Distantly, he was aware of someone shouting at him through all the chaos, recognized adult figures that werenāt masked or dressed in black ā he ignored them all. Only one thought filled his brain, drowning out everything else amidst this swirling hurricane ā only one word, one idea, one purpose commanded his mindās eye: Lily.
He was nearly to the bookshop, just a few more paces. The fire was growing ā roaring, spitting, spreading; it circled the shop like a snake about to squeeze its prey. If he didnāt make it through, the shop would be cut off ā and Lily trapped inside.
A burst of heat blossomed behind him; he pushed harder, ran faster.
Skid of heel against cobblestone; air hot with smoke and ash. He slipped through the circle of fire just as it closed upon itself, a flaming ouroboros. James paused for half a second to catch his breath, sweat pearling on his brow in the heat of the blaze. Then the fiery snake flicked its tail, and a wall of flame crashed into the shop.
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Peter stared.
High above him, bright gleaming emerald stars glittered against a smoke-stained sky. They formed the shape of a skull ā gaping eye sockets as dark and empty as those of Professor Carter-Mylesā several feet away. A serpent slithered through the skullās teethā¦Peter could almost hear its hiss, echoing in his own skull, slinking through his thoughts, unfurling through all the horrors that flitted about his brain. And amidst the hiss, there was a voice ā his own voice ā that couldnāt stop squealing: Itās my fault, itās my fault, itās my fault!
But how could he have known this would happen? His little plot with the mirror had been completely innocent. Heād just wanted to impress his friends, to get back what was theirs, to show them that Peter Pettigrew wasnāt useless. And heād gotten the mirror back, had it stowed safely in his trunk in the dormitory. He hadnāt told his friends about it yet ā there hadnāt been time, heād wanted it to be a moment of triumph ā and he hadnāt wanted to tell them about the little incident with Snape. But he couldnāt have known this would happen! He thought at worst Snape might tell a teacher, or perhaps some of his Slytherin pals would show up and harass themā¦but this? This?
Maybe it didnāt have anything to do with him at all. Maybe it was all just a terrible coincidence.
āThe Dark Mark,ā said Sirius, and Peter wrenched his gaze back from the heavens. āThat meansāā
āI know what it means!ā snapped Peter, and he hated the hysterical shriek in his voice but he couldnāt turn it down.
āWe have to move.ā
āIāve been saying so!ā
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At first, the only thing that registered was the heavy thump of pain that echoed through the body like the aftershocks of a quake, each heartbeat a blast reverberating against this battered bag of flesh and bone.
Then, slowly, Sirius became conscious of the fact that the heartbeats were his own, the pain his own, and he began to make further inquiries into the status of his body. He discovered that he was lying on his stomach, cheek and palms pressed to the hot earth, and they ached. There was some sort of pressure atop him, keeping him down. He couldnāt move. After a heart-stuttering moment, he determined with relief that he could ā though it was most unpleasant ā feel his legs. They also ached, all the way down to his tiniest toenail. Even the gums of his teeth seemed to ache. His skull clanged like a ringing bell.
He tried to determine where he was, to remember how he got here, but he came up empty. Perhaps heād been attacked by his cousins again. It felt about the same.
It occurred to him at this point that he might open his eyes. He tried it. It didnāt make much difference. He could only see straight ahead ā all an endless, dusty grey ā and of that he could only glimpse a sliver as there was most certainly something large and painfully heavy atop him. Like a wall. It was as though a wall had collapsed on him, pinning him to the ground.
That didnāt make any sense.
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āHere we are,ā said James, breezing into the bookshop as merrily as the jingling bell that announced their arrival. āHotbed of dangerous political activity, and all that.ā
He peered around cheerfully. Though he, Remus, and Peter had arrived on the early side, arms laden with signs for the protest theyād crafted in the dormitory earlier, the place was already quite full of activity. Heād been inside this tiny little shop once before, and it had been utterly empty. Today, however, it was teeming with people, all students, all milling around picking up books and chatting.
āBlimey,ā said James. āI guess we successfully got the word out?ā
āIād say so,ā agreed Remus. āHere, give me those signs, Iāll set them up on a table over there to hand out later.ā
āRight you are.ā James unburdened himself of his political paraphernalia and turned back to beam around the shop, basking in the bustle of activity as one might enjoy a really sunny day. Heād been quite grumpy on the way over, to tell the truth. Theyād taken that tunnel hidden behind the mirror, not wanting to draw attention to their protest signs and Muggle clothing, and James had engaged in a good sulk most of the way about the fact that Sirius had opted to stay behind to āget to know Garrett.ā It didnāt take a genius to spot that Sirius was, one might say, up to no good.
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The cup of tea was hot in her hands as Lily watched the milk sheād poured unfurl in a riotous blossom. She gave it a stir, gazing intently at the swirl, the storm, the eventual settling. Eternity in a teacup.
She sat alone at the Gryffindor table. Only a few other students were freckled around the Great Hall, sleepily assembling their own breakfasts. Sheād come down far earlier than was her usual habit. No one would ever accuse Lily Evans of being a morning person, but sheād woken up early today. She couldnāt sleep. The frantic week prior had flitted away like a fretful spring breeze ā all their planning and plotting, whispers in the corridors, owls in the evenings ā until suddenly it was Saturday.
The day of the big protest.
Probably it was some combination of nerves and exhaustion that kept her staring into the depths of her tea, and she lost track of precisely how long sheād been at this before she noticed a presence behind her. She glanced over her shoulder. It was Severus.
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He hadnāt meant to eavesdrop.
At least, not at first. Heād been working on his essay on poison antidotes (trivial stuff, he couldnāt wait to get to N.E.W.T.-level, leave the rest of these third-year dunderheads behind and learn the real art of potion brewing) when heād been distracted by a reference in the text to something call a bezoar. He was in the library, waiting for Lily to meet up with him as they often did on Friday afternoons, but she was late, as she often was, and he found himself irritated by his own shameful state of unknowing, so heād got up to find another book that would provide an answer to this new, itching question. His studies often lead him down such circuitous paths of learning. It may not be the most efficient method, but there was a reason he far excelled his classmates in every subject.
As he stood to begin this hunt for knowledge, he noticed something that made his skin crawl: Sirius Black and James Potter were seated only a few tables away, partially obscured by one of the libraryās tall shelves, so that Severus hadnāt noticed them before. All Black would have to do was tip his chair back and heād easily spot Severus sitting behind him.Ā
This felt like an unbearable intrusion. This was his place, the one part of the castle where they werenāt supposed to bother him. And yet, here they were. Intruding. He wondered if theyād sat there on purpose, if that was their goal, to make sure that Severus knew that nowhere in the castle was safe from their hooliganish behavior, their constant torment that had steadily escalated in the nearly three years theyād been at school.
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The annoying thing about Sirius Black was that he wasnāt just good at things: He always had to be the best. This obnoxious perfection extended, it turned out, to the protective charms heād placed on the remaining half of his two-way mirrors. This was perhaps effective in preventing Snivellus from snooping on them, but it was proving extremely irritating for Peter, who had been working for weeks and hadnāt yet cracked the spells.
At first heād thought it wouldnāt be a big deal if he couldnāt get all the protective magic scrubbed off, but it turned out tracking spells were extremely sensitive to magic, and any deviation from the original charming messed the whole thing up. It occurred to him with a sort of heavy sinking in his gut that this meant any tinkering Snape mightāve done could derail his whole plan and put Peter firmly back at square oneā¦but he wasnāt ready to give up yet.
The frustrating thing was that he knew if just asked his friends for help, theyād be able to fix it in a moment ā but he was determined to do this on his own. To prove that he could do this on his own, to finally show them up just onceā¦so heād squirreled away for the evening in the dormitory while the other boys remained downstairs, spending his evening in solitude, fiddling with charm-breakers and other complex spells that made his head hurt.
After about an hour of this, Peter actually felt as though heād made some progress. None of his revealing spells showed any traces of magical barriersā¦but then he was faced with a new complication: How would he know if heād got it right, if the connection between the two mirrors was indeed fully cleared again?
He stared into the small, square mirror, his scowl reflected back to him as he thought. What harm could it do, really? Just for a moment�
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āDreadful, dreadful thing,ā said Professor Slughorn, shaking his head sadly as he spread a great glob of clotted cream upon a scone. āThereās simply no rhyme or reason to it ā especially when you add those Muggle automobiles into the mixāā āI reallyāā interrupted Lily, because she couldnāt bear it. It was a Saturday afternoon, and Professor Slughorn had invited her to tea in his office. She sat across from him ā he in a plush armchair, she on one of the grand leather chesterfields ā a spindly table set up between them, topped with a tiered tray of sweets and scones, bright and colorful as baubles in a shop. A stout silver teapot glinted in a beam of afternoon sunlight that filtered through the windows. She didnāt particularly want to be here, but she understood this was the sort of invitation a student had to accept. Professor McGonagall had summoned her for the same sort of thing a few days earlier ā a handful of biscuits and the obligatory check in from which Lily desperately wanted to check out.
āI really just want to focus on school right now,ā she said at last. āCatch up on what I missed and everything.ā
āThereās that classic British phlegm,ā said Slughorn approvingly. āIāve always known you were made of tough stuff.ā
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