Stories from friends who have had bad relationships made me realize how lucky I am to have you in my life. But lucky isn't the right time, it's faith in the midst of despair.
I would've said yes to a previous suitor, who gives me expensive chocolates and asks me out on expensive dates. But no, he's too young. Both by age and by way of thinking.
I would've said yes to a friend who shared a "Mutual Understanding" with me. Who's been texting me and calling me all summer. But no, he pays attention to video games that he can't answer to my messages at some specific time or date. He's also too scared to admit that he's courting me. And yes, he turned me off.
I would've said yes to an old crush. Who would send sweet messages, but only once in a while. Who would dance with me all through out college dances. But no, he's too shallow, too full of himself. Too over confident. So, I shook him off.Β
I would've said yes to being single. You know, I can go anywhere, dress anything without the fear of someone scolding me for not asking permission. I would've said yes, and I almost did. But you came, and actually, faith, kicked me, too hard.
I never believed in a perfect world, a perfect man, a perfect relationship. I have been hurt a lot of times. The recent one almost made me hate men. Almost. Until you came.Β
I never thought this could be possible. Like you, wanting me too. It's like being the left slipper and you being the right. Suddenly, I believed in Fairy Tales and Happy Endings that don't end.
I'm thankful more than anything, that you introduced me to a not so perfect world, with you trying hard to make it perfect for me.
Simple things like, giving me the best part of your burger, or the chocolate at the end of the ice cream cone. Giving me the best seat, holding my hand when I feel so down and terrible. I guess I never really knew love, until I met you.
We shared almost all the love quarrels life has to offer. Missed calls, mis-sent messages, late night drinking sessions.
But you never gave up on me, and I on you. Well maybe once. But I came back because you alone give me strength when I have nothing left. You are the Phoenix who cried just to heal my Basilisk Bite that no medicine or potion can cure. The core of my Phoenix and Holly wand.
You obliviated the hurtful memories, the pain of the past. You're Snape, you're Lily, and Ginny. You always give me hope.
You're my Chuck Bass, minus the womanizing schemes. My Dan Humphrey minus Serena Van Der Woodsen. You're my Serena Van Der Woodsen minus all the drama.
You showed me how Queens are treated and other things I never thought I deserved.Β
Chasing Paolo is like Chasing the Sun, except I can hold him and hug him and piss him off.
And that's the best feeling in the world. :)
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