Somebody once told me, the world was gonna roll me

I'm turning 28 next month, have had my topsurgery 3 years ago and I've been on testosterone for 1,5 years, but that's 1,5 years ago. I quit taking T because I was in a very bad place. I'm in a much better place now and I have an appointment with my endocrinologist to start it again, but I'm not entirely sure if I want to. I'm (mostly) fine with how I look, but on the other hand I'm tired of getting misgendered 90% of the time. However...

Hi everyone, It’s been a while since I updated here. As for now, I’m 23 and I’m an intern at school. I’m out as trans to my parents and all my friends. My parent’s aren’t supportive, which is also the reason why I’m not on T yet. They want me to wait until I moved out and until my grandmother is dead, because they think she wouldn’t be able to handle it. The last thing really fucks with me mentally. My grandma turns 92 this year and for all I know she can live another 3 tot 5 years. Do my parents really want me to put a hold on my life for that long? To me, that’s inhumane. 

Anyways, I have a pretty big network on instagram nowadays, which I’m really grateful for. I don’t really care about my mothers opion on my clothes anymore and wear whatever I want to wear. I’ve grown a lot. I know for sure that I’m trans and I know what I want. That takes away a big part of my anxiety.

So... at least that’s something :).