“At least in this lifetime we’re sticking together”
a sugarduo QMSP angst story
“Look he was here before you, I’m sorry!” Philzas words stuck in Forevers mind as he got ready for the after party of Roier and Cellbits wedding, god how he longed for a lover he would someday do this with, he longed for Philza, but he knew Philza would never accept his love.
he wasn’t going to let that stop him though. While getting ready, forever picks up the custom shirt he made to surprise Phil lter that day and throws it on under his suit, hell he didn’t know what he’d do if Phil denied his love for him again.
While walking out the door, he saw philza standing with Tallulah and Chyanne, when his eyes landed on chyanne a sad look crossed his face. He knew that Phil already had a lover, Missa, and he knew phil wouldn’t leave Missa for a guy like him.
He shakes his head and looks away, but Philza notices his sad look and decides to walk over to him. “You doing alright mate?, You look upset. Do you need anything?”
Forever lowers his head as he walks away from Philza, trying to ignore Phil and Chyanne. Philza gives forever a sad look, then looks to Chyanne.“You think he’s alright?” Chyanne gives Phil a sad look and puts down a sign and writes “I’m not sure, maybe try talking again”
Philza walks back up to forever, calling out, “WAIT FOREVER, WAIT UP!” Forever looked back at him, stopping in his tracks. “What do you want Philza? Philza was surprised by Forevers tone, giving him a confused look. “Umm…you alright?, you seem really upset. Did I do anything?”
Forever just looks at Phil and quietly speaks “just..a bit jealous” as he lowers his head again. Phil, again, looks confused “Why, why are by you jealous forever, shouldn’t you be happy that your friends getting married?” “I-it’s not about that, It’s about you..”
Phil looks at forever, then let’s out a small “oh…look forever I know you don’t know when to quit but you know I can’t be with you, I’m with Missa, hell we have a kid!” Even though Forever dosent look at Phil, a tear falls down his face. “I-I know, I can’t help it phil..”
Philza pulls Forever into a hug, rubbing his back in a comforting manner. “I know mate I know..and again I’m sorry, let’s just go back to the party, maybe it can take your mind off it” Forever cries a bit more, wiping his eyes so he doesn’t get any tears on Phil’s suit.
“Y-yeah…let’s go” his voice is strained and tried, but he sounds a little less sad. He lets go of Phil. “You can go ahead..I’ll catch up to you later” Phil gives him a bit confused look but then decides to nod and looks at Forever again. “If you say so mate..I’ll see you”
Forever walks over to the, now distorted (due to quackity) wedding venue, he looks at the crater then takes a deep breath., then in his head, he speaks- “Maybe it would be better for Phil and his family if I just, you know jumped” Then he closes his eyes, and jumps.
When he lands, he feels a sharp pain in his chest but he isn’t dead, which is a problem in his books, he realizes he has a lava bucket in his inventory. He places it beneath him, feeling the burns on his skin grow as the time goes on but then a water bucket is placed under him.
He wasn’t the one who placed the bucket, but Phil was. “Mate, what the FUCK are you doing?! You said you would *huff* you said you would come to the party, w-why are you..trying to do this!!” Forever winces in pain and guilt as he puts his head on Phil’s shoulder.
“I-I thought it would’ve been better, f-for you and your family if I just..left” Phil’s eyes widen and he hugs forever tighter, some tears of his own rolling down his face. “W-what no..no Forever that wouldn’t make anything better for us..I would’ve been horrified mate..”
Forever cried into Phil’s shoulders a lot harder than before, “you really don’t have to stay..you can’t go..I didn’t mean to ruin your nigh-“ Philza cut him off, and spoke with a sad but determined voice. “No…this time we’re sticking together..”
As more tears fall down Forevers face.. he knew he wasn’t going to say no to that.
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