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I spent a lot of money and ordered ovos de Páscoa for my bf and his family bc his mom was with a cold and was sad she wouldn’t be able to cook an Easter dinner or dessert and it’s Monday already and nobody ate the eggs 😕 im so upset im crying. I feel so stupid

Crying shaking throwing up bc I miss the spring court and feyre being with Lucien and tamlin 😩 like I can’t find it within myself so far to care about rhys or his inner circle

I am literally so upset because I just started a court of mist and fury and just found out that feyre and tamlin are not endgame. Like wdym you spend the whole first book falling in love with the love story only for the author to spin the story around in the second book to completely change the character and where the story is going??? Can someone validate my feelings or am I crazy? Like should I give it a chance and keep reading? bc now I have no desire to from feeling so betrayed 😩😞😞

And as an addition to my previous post, I can’t believe it needs to be said out loud but ITS OK TO BE ATTRACTED TO MEN! You don’t need to say oh I wish I was a lesbian! Or how you’re disgusted or whatever by being attracted to men. Like it’s ok I promise!

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I want a gf 😩😭😭😭