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IN CHARACTER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS .
send an emoji/series of emojis for my muse to answer any of the following questions in character! for some questions, there are fields italicized and bolded for you to fill in with the name of a person/place/event/etc in the muse's life. please remember to fill in these spaces in order for the question to make sense! each emoji is described in case you can't see them, and they are listed alphabetically. ♡
✈️ AIRPLANE — have you traveled anywhere that helped you discover something about yourself and/or about the world?
😠 ANGRY FACE — how easy or difficult is it for you to express your emotions? if you find it difficult, what do you think is holding you back?
🎨 ARTIST PALETTE — what are some hobbies that you like to partake in? do you think they're just to pass time or to distract yourself, or do you believe some of them potentially have therapeutic outcomes for you?
🎈 BALLOON — what is something you've created and/or accomplished recently that you're proud of?
🖤 BLACK HEART — what would you say is the darkest thought you've ever experienced? what do you think caused you to have that thought? have you ever planned on or fantasized about acting on it?
🏹 BOW AND ARROW — if there's something from your past that you'd give anything to go back in time and redo, what is it?
💔 BROKEN HEART — is there anyone in your life you wish you had a better relationship with? if so, how come? what makes this person important to you?
🎄 CHRISTMAS TREE — what is your favorite holiday and why?
🌙 CRESCENT MOON — what would you say is your current biggest dream and/or career aspiration and why?
❌ CROSS MARK — how would your life be different if [name of person] had never been in it? would it be better or worse?
⚔️ CROSSED SWORDS — do you have any skills that you are absolutely grateful you have and that mean a lot to you? how do you usually use these skills? would they come in handy if someone you cared about was in trouble?
🔮 CRYSTAL BALL — what is a core memory from your childhood that you think defines you today?
🗡️ DAGGER — what is something or someone you know you can't afford to lose? how far are you willing to go to make sure you don't lose it/them?
💧 DROPLET — are you grieving something or someone? do you feel like you lost something or a part of yourself with it/them?
😶🌫️ FACE IN CLOUDS — is there something you're hiding from the people you love? if so, how urgent is it for them to hear it? what's holding you back from sharing it?
🍂 FALLEN LEAVES — how would you metaphorically describe your life and the journey(s) you've been on?
👻 GHOST — is there someone or something that you feel is missing from your life? do you know if there's any way to find it/them?
🩶 GRAY HEART — what kind of friend do your friends consider you to be (mom friend, uncle friend, funny friend, etc) and why? what do you think this says about your personality?
🤝 HANDSHAKE — do family or platonic relationships mean more to you? or do they mean different things to you?
❤️🔥 HEART ON FIRE — what angers you the most? what triggers this anger, and how do you cope with it? what does this anger feel like, if you had to describe it?
💋 KISS MARK — if you had to share a romantic kiss with a loved one, where would you share that kiss and why? are you thinking about giving this romantic kiss somewhere other than the other person's lips?
✝️ LATIN CROSS — are you a religious person? did you grow up religious? does your faith mean anything to you today?
🩵 LIGHT BLUE HEART — what do you fantasize about the most often (generally/sexually/etc)? are there any people that are significant to or that you can see in this fantasy and why?
⚡️ LIGHTNING BOLT — how has [significant event in muse's life] impacted you? what has it made you realize about yourself? about others? about the world?
💄 LIPSTICK — have you had any romantic or sexual experiences that made you realize something about yourself?
🪄 MAGIC WAND — would you describe yourself as a superstitious person (someone who believes in superstitions)? do you believe in luck?
❤️🩹 MENDING HEART — how strongly do you experience your emotions? does it depend on who you're interacting with and/or the context of the situation?
🎶 MUSICAL NOTES — what song lyrics do you think most accurately describe you? your journey through life? who you are as a person?
🫂 PEOPLE HUGGING — generally speaking, do you feel very supported by the people in your life? how strong and cohesive is your support system, if you have one? do you often feel like you're at the front of the line or pushed to the side by the people in your life?
❤️ RED HEART — what is/are your love language(s)? how do you use it/them to communicate your feelings about others?
💞 REVOLVING HEARTS — who and/or what are you most grateful for in your life?
🎀 RIBBON BOW — how confident are you with your physical appearance? is there anything about it that you are insecure about? is there anything about it that you are happy about or gives you confidence? how do you think people perceive you based on your physical appearance?
🧪 TEST TUBE — if you knew you were going to die tomorrow, what is one thing you absolutely have to resolve and/or do before then?
🤔 THINKING FACE — what three emotions tend to dominate your mindset? do you know why they do?
💭 THOUGHT BALLOON — is there something or someone you find yourself thinking about more often than other things? if so, why do you think you do this?
💀 SKULL — how has [name of person] 's death influenced your outlook on life, if anything?
☀️ SUN — would you describe yourself as more of an introvert or extrovert, or are you somewhere in between? how come?
🪽 WING — if you could choose to have one superpower for a day, what would it be and why? what would you do with it?
✍️ WRITING HAND — what is one thing you wish you were better at? this can be a tactical skill, social skill, hobby, etc.
-> @curseshared
Chara’s been wandering around the wards since early this morning. It’s habit now, for them to explore, to search through each nook and cranny they come across — something leftover from their time guiding Frisk through the underground.
But all bodies need rest, and Chara’s is no exception. So they’re tucked away in a corner of the city, drawing idly in the dirt with a stick as they sit on a crate that had been left unattended.
Their stomach growls, but Chara doesn’t react.
it’s been a bit since I did one of these, but like this for a quick starter, perhaps?
“— right. I. I apologize . . . mama. I did not ask you for permission, though, so I was. Not sure. my tongue slipped before in my excitement.”
Their cheeks grow ruddier, but they give a gentle, shy smile.
“If you would like, I can help you get started on growing more flowers if yours have wilted. We could do it together. That. . . it would be fun. I would like that.”
* There's No Need To Apologize, Chara * Let's Go Plant Some Flowers Together
She holds out a hand, ready to accompany them to her new townhouse in Cotes.
Instinctively, Chara reaches to accept her hand, squeezing it lightly. For someone so touch averse, they were very quick to accept her hand.
it seems they missed Queen very much.
“I would enjoy that very much. thank you, mama.”

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“. . .”
They don’t flinch, but Chara won’t look at him, either. They stare down at the half-finished flower crowns and ponder for a moment.
“no. He is not here.
It is better that way. He cried easily. This place, with so many strangers, would frighten him. It is better that he is at home.”
“I’m sorry.”
Till starts braiding a shorter flower chain; a bracelet to go with Chara’s crown.
He hesitates for a bit before adding:
“Y’know, I used ta be a bit of a crybaby who was scared of strangers too… And I think that if I had a sibling ta leave me behind, I’d miss ‘em terribly.” He shrugs, “I dunno if that helps or not…”
“. . .
Your sympathy is notes and appreciated, though it is unneeded. My brother and I have been apart for a long time, even before I came here. Circumstances have not been kind to him.”
There’s no mention of themself in that, though. An unspoken belief that, to the child, they feel as if they deserve this.
“I appreciate your attempt to make me feel better.” Chara plucks another flower and twirls the stem, making it into a ring. “Thank you.”
💭 + ghosts
“The question is whenever you are referring to ghost monsters or. . . the spirits of the dearly departed.
Because I have intimate knowledge of the latter! It has its pros and cons, but also, it is just a little awkward when you are awaken from what you assumed was an eternal slumber attached to a stranger.”
starters / prompts taken from various game grumps’ ten minute power hour videos . feel free to change pronouns / tenses as necessary .
“ stop throwing stuff , what is wrong with you ?! ”
“ turn on the magic of colored lights , you jerks ”
“ there’s a warrant out for my arrest ”
“ this is just a blob ”
“ i’m yelling in general not at you ”
“ what if a child ate these , then they would die of glass poisoning ”
“ how did kids do this when they were childs ? ”
“ take your cup off the raft you animal ”
“ how do you not know your soda trivia , you dope ? ”
“ it tastes like cough medicine but good ”
“ i think i’m losing feeling in my right arm ”
“ i should be in a carnival ”
“ i got the sugar shakes ”
“ it’s a four , as in the amount of days i have left to live ”
“ i feel so weak ”
“ i don’t have a sense of smell anymore ”
“ drink it you armadillo ”
“ ew no no oh no no — oh that’s not bad ”
“ it tastes like if i ate a fridge magnet ”
“ i love MSG — that stands for mighty good soup ”
“ if we could get something sharp and dangerous that would be great ”
“ the moral of the story is you have to have a huge hat ”
“ i’m your dad ”
“ you need to grow up . it’s time to grow up ”
“ i can’t open my eye it’s glued shut ”
“ i’m a little bumblebee , bzzzzz ”
“ who knew that eating frosting could be such great exercise ? ”
“ great news on the friendship front : you’re my friend ”
“ we better call some hospitals ”
“ i’m already so sweaty ”
“ there’s some kind of dinosaur wearing pants ”
“ looking at this makes me feel like i’m having a stroke ”
“ what does arizona look like ? ”
“ i’m here with all of my friends in a hot , nasty , sweaty corner ”
“ you see a spiced up dino , you want that boy to smile ”
“ i’m not gonna pretend i’m not jealous ”
“ dude you got a scoodily doop dee woop doop doop wah wah wah ”
“ we don’t have the necessary amount of woops ”
“ i don’t want a pumpkin growing in my belly ”
“ what are you , my bully from middle school ? ”
“ pumpkins were made by god to scare children away ”
“ he’s already dead ”
“ i feel good about what we’ve done here today ”
“ ooo , sparkles ”
“ i’m trying to be beautiful ”
“ oh we’re gonna fucking die ”
“ are we penalized for screaming ? ”
“ we look tasty ”
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“Oh, no, she is not. . . she does not see me that way, I do not think. I am more like a babysitter. Or an older neighbor, maybe. I would be a terrible big sibling.”
The switch of topics seems to be a relief to Chara, though. They hum and roll their shoulders.
“if they are not salvageable, I can help you procure new ones. It is okay, ma’am.”
* If You Say So, Chara * I Think You Have It In You * And You Are A Good Friend To Her Either Way * Also: * "Ma'am"? * Whatever Happened To "Mama"?
She laughs good-heartedly and pats them on the head.
* I'll Keep You Notified Re:The Flowers * And Miss Yellowslug Too (Almost Forgot About Her) * They Assigned Me To A New House In Cotes Fantasci But I Haven't Had The Chance To Get Settled In
“— right. I. I apologize . . . mama. I did not ask you for permission, though, so I was. Not sure. my tongue slipped before in my excitement.”
Their cheeks grow ruddier, but they give a gentle, shy smile.
“If you would like, I can help you get started on growing more flowers if yours have wilted. We could do it together. That. . . it would be fun. I would like that.”
They should be happy about this.
It’s been years since they last saw Asgore as. . .themself. The last time the king held their hand was when their body was broken and dying. They should be happy! They should be excited about being able to start over.
but there’s that —
that guilt.
“I saw . . . his name. During the eclipse. I thought — I hoped — it was your Asgore, but — I was . . . scared.
I was coming home. . . but he bumped into me. And.
I. . .
I made him cry.”
Chara sniffles. They’re glad, at the very least, Kris remembers to give them space. They can’t handle more touching right now.
“I wish he had not seen me. It would be better that way. He would be happier if I was not. . .here.”
Kris listens quietly to Chara, not really sure how to respond or feel. Disappointed that it isn't their dad, that if they ever ran into him, he'd never recognize them and would just see them as a stranger or, worse, like a Chara that got to grow up. Layered on top of that disappointment, is sympathy.
Chara doesn't deserve this kind of hurt and Kris should be ashamed of themselves for feeling envious. It makes them feel like a bad person - more so than usual anyway.
"... That's not true." Kris says finally, quietly. "I think... he probably spent his whole life mourning you. If he's anything like my dad... then he didn't let go easily. And... this is probably the happiest he's been in a long time." Kris picks at the knees of their pants.
They offer Chara a small smile despite their muddled feelings.
"You deserve to be happy, and... if you want to have a relationship with him, you should while you have the chance." Kris has no idea if they're giving good advice. They don't even know if they would be able to take that advice. "It might give you - and him - some closure..."
Some part of Chara knows they’re being deeply selfish right now. Kris misses their family, more than Chara could probably ever understand. They shouldn’t be clinging to the older teen like a child, but —
But . . .
if anyone were to understand this feeling, it would be Kris.
“when . . . when Frisk and I were on our journey, I thought so too. He. . . Declared war on humans just because Asriel died taking me to the surface. but . . .
when we talked to him. . . he only mentioned my brother. He did not talk about me, not once. I want to — see him, to talk to him, but. . .”
a pause. A sniffle. Chara scrubs their eyes.
“I am scared. It is stupid. I know this. I cannot help it.”
Chara laughs, offering a hand. “Let us go, then.”
The older child doesn’t lead them to the forest, or to the desert or the ocean; instead, Chara directs Anya to a suburb tucked away in Fibonacci ward, and to a large house with a garden tucked away.
nestled in the biggest tree is a house made of planks. There’s a ladder, and fairy lights blink from the open air window.
“We can plant them at the base here,” Chara points. “Is this acceptable, Miss Anya?”
Anya follows Chara eagerly with a bounce in her step, looking around for any sign of a big tree with a mansion in it. Or maybe the mansion is a tree. Or maybe the tree house leads to an underground secret base! Chara's cool like that, so it's got to be something neat. Tree houses can be lots of different things. It must be big if they have a garden in it!
Imagine her utter disappointment when it's not a super cool magic tree house or something and just a regular one.
It's normal...
Maybe Anya's just used to her friends having big giant houses. Chara seems happy about it though... so Anya can suck it up. Spies... have to roll with the punches. Even if said punches are the crushing reality that not every tree house is a secret base.
That only happens in cartoons.
Luckily, she's easily distracted by the prospect of gardening. The entire reason she was even there to begin with.
"Oh! Yeah! Can I dig the holes?"
It might not be fancy or cool, but it’s cozy and has fairy lights decorating the inside. It’s a place that Chara can curl up in when everything gets to be too much, and that’s what matters to them.
“Of course you can. We will need many different holes. You can use Papa Vash’s tools,” they point to the little shovel resting at the base of the tree, “and then we can plant them and cover them back up. Is that acceptable, Miss Anya?”
"Hey, kid."
"You been seemin' a li'l off lately. Somethin' on yer mind?"
He crouches beside them on the living room floor, opening up a brown paper bag and reaching in for the brownie inside. Wolfwood offers it over to them. It's got chocolate chunks in it and is still warm.
"Or just them teenage woes?"
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Chara’s always has a bad habit of keeping things to themself. They’re well aware of this, and they know that it’s not the correct route to take.
But their brain knowing something is one thing, and their heart listening is another.
Had they been more quiet than usual? Chara isn’t sure. They’ve withdrawn a little, maybe, but this isn’t anyone else’s problem. It’s their own, something they need to figure out how to atone for. Regardless, they look up at Nicolas, before looking back down. They don’t take the brownie bag, even though the thought of the extra chocolate is incredibly tempting.
“I am fine. The weather has been very hot lately. That is all, Nico.” A pause, before they quickly add reflexively, “thank you for looking out for me.”
“Vash and Nico and Kuroneko are all still doing good, yes,” Chara confirms as they scroll through their phone, before holding up some photos of their garden that they took. “I have a new friend too. Well. Sort of. She is a little girl. I have been trying to keep an eye on her so she is not lonely. Her name is Anya.”
Taking their phone back, Chara skims through some more photos, before tucking it back into their pocket.
“I am glad that you and your son are having fun. Being a ball sounds interesting. I think I know some people who may enjoy something like that.”
Queen smiles at the good news.
* Oh How Sweet * Do You Like Being The Older Sibling Now? * And It Looks Like Your Garden Is "Growing" Along Nicely * How's That Golden Flower Holding Up?
* ... * Shoot * That Reminds Me * Do You Know What Happened To The Plants At My Place? * I Should've Told Someone To Water Them In Case I Went Offline * My Bad, Chara
She hopes they're alright...
“Oh, no, she is not. . . she does not see me that way, I do not think. I am more like a babysitter. Or an older neighbor, maybe. I would be a terrible big sibling.”
The switch of topics seems to be a relief to Chara, though. They hum and roll their shoulders.
“if they are not salvageable, I can help you procure new ones. It is okay, ma’am.”

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“Oh. I see. Thank you.”
The smile on their face looks disingenuous, but really, they’re just nervous. Chara handles angry grownups probably better than kids their age should. Really, they had forgotten the matter entirely — filed it under just another interaction that proved Chara wasn’t fit for talking with most people.
But he came to apologize. The child twirls the flower crown in their hand, humming a little.
“I made a lot of these for my brother. And I make them here, now, a lot. Though I have more people to give them to here, I suppose.”
Chara’s grin reminds him of Ivan’s when they were kids… But he also remembers how the other kids in their class would make fun of Ivan’s awkward smiles, and Till tries not to let it bother him.
“Yeah? I’ve got a lot more people here too! And I used t’ get into fights with people who were mean to my friends all the time when I was your age... You must care about ‘em a lot.”
Till hesitates.
“Is your brother… here?
“. . .”
They don’t flinch, but Chara won’t look at him, either. They stare down at the half-finished flower crowns and ponder for a moment.
“no. He is not here.
It is better that way. He cried easily. This place, with so many strangers, would frighten him. It is better that he is at home.”
“. . .”
Oh, Oliver has no idea how funny he is. Chara sniffs, hums, and keeps their eyes on the horizon, too nervous to look back at their friend.
“A power, huh.
I suppose the power to turn back time would be useful. Being able to reverse mistakes or course correct to the most fruitful path would definitely reap more positives than negatives.
. . .
theoretically speaking, of course.”
Why did this feel like dejavu? Like Oliver has felt something like this happen. Time turning back, reversing mistakes and such.
"Yeah, that sounds like a cool power," He ends up saying with a nod. Must be just a feeling. Still, he can't help but feel like something like that has happened. Countless times.
"Heh, you could even cheat on tests, probably too!"
“If I went to school, certainly that would be a possibility. However, I have too much integrity to cheat. I would simply use time resets to study more so I would not have to.”
Hopefully Oliver doesn’t think too hard on that déjà vu. It’s easier to just pretend, after all.
“Theoretically. It would be very cool.”