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🎀💌 #LettersToChanlix #HannahLovesChanlix #ChanlixBestBoys • @realstraykids To the brightest stars in my sky: Hello, you guys. I can't recall the last time I wrote to you, and that's because it's been quite some time. I'd like to apologize for that because I just haven't had the motivation nor the inspiration to write. Anyway, how are you doing, my loves? I'm hoping that you're doing well, that you're healthy and happy as much as possible. Can you believe that it's been over 2 years since I've been biased to both of you? I still have a hard time wrapping my head around that because I didn't think I'd bias more than 1 member in Stray Kids. Hell, I didn't think my bias would ever change. Hyunjin, to me, seemed to be the "it" bias. Then, in late 2019, that all changed when you, Channie, snuck your way into my heart and bias list. From that point forward, I was certain that he'd always be the "it" bias. While this was true for a while, that all changed less than 2 years later. It was January 31st, 2021. Yongbokie, you found your way onto my bias list and into my heart, when I thought you'd be nothing more than my ultimate bias wrecker. But throughout these past over 2 years, I've been proud beyond comprehension to call myself not only a STAY in general - but a proud Chanlix biased STAY. While everyone in Stray Kids mean a lot to me, and I have so much love and adoration in my heart towards every member, it's different when it comes to you guys most specifically. Putting those feelings into words would be next to impossible because it wouldn't be enough - it'd never be enough. My mind races with many thoughts of what I'd like to say to you, while simultaneously going blank because you constantly leave me speechless. You're my ultimate biases, in K-pop overall and in Stray Kids, but you're also my favorite duo in the entire universe and not just in Stray Kids. Anyway, I'm ending the letter here because I'm running out of words to say. Channie and Yongbokie, I love you both to the galaxy and back. Please take care. You and the rest of Stray Kids make me STAY, forever and always. -Hannah, a proud Chanlix biased STAY💌🎀 (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CptZ8Wytijg7xq6eyLGilCXOAQNPprl5CNvZ8Q0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I'm officially 25✌❤🎂🎉🎈@realstraykids @straykids_official_jp (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Clqvnb2OeTDD9fOPqEj_LvI4DbnAuux-mznYcY0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Both of these photos (taken by @cynthia_jeanis aka my older best friend😊) were taken on Thanksgiving, almost 2 years apart. Not only that, but they were also taken at the same place, which is my older best friend's aunt's house. It had been almost 2 years since I celebrated Thanksgiving with this amazing person. We've known each other for nearly 6 years now. We met on Christmas Day of 2016. I was 19, and she was 24. When we first met, I was not into K-pop at all. My taste in music was mainly in the Alternative genre. I'll never forget the feelings I experienced when I walked into her room for the first time. To say it in the most honest way, I was caught off guard a bit. Posters of mostly BTS, some EXO, and some anime were on her walls. Then 5 days before it marked the 1 year anniversary of us meeting, I was properly introduced into K-pop with BTS by my younger best friend (@minjimri) on December 20th of 2017, and we've gotten closer since then. While yes, we could've gotten closer with a different interest we had in common, but the fact that it was K-pop means a lot more to me. She's come to be my BTS bestie, my BTS sister, the Tae to my Kook (Jungkook is 1/2 of my BTS biases), and the V to my Min (Jimin is my other BTS bias). Whenever we get the chance to hang out, a dull moment doesn't exist. She's always a joy to be around, and I hope she feels the same. But I sometimes think I'm a lot to handle haha. Even though BTS aren't my ultimate group anymore, they'll always have a special place in my heart because they were the group who got me into K-pop to start with. I miss you already, bestie. Hopefully, we can hang out again at some point. I love you so so much, and I hope you never doubt that for even a second. Forever grateful for you entering my life when times were the darkest for me. 💜 (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cle8O01NdfZpCbrmzpKGPe5qzdqfaZSU7APPb00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

☆ #LettersToSeonghwa #HannahLovesSeonghwa | @ateez_official_ ☆ I've been meaning to write a letter sooner, but it slipped my mind. But here you go, my letter to 1/2 of my ultimate biases. 💕 (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck4vMhcNgEk2OTrSYPbDyo7YDxZoGsHVWghM-Q0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

☆ #LettersToSeonghwa #HannahLovesSeonghwa 💌 @ateez_official_ ☆ Hello, my starlight. I'm sorry that it's been a long time since I last wrote to you, but I'll my hardest to make up for that now. This month on the 19th marked 3 whole years since I added Hongjoong onto my bias list where he belonged, and with you. It's still kind of hard to process that information because I never thought I'd be double biased in this group. But here I am, over 3 years, and still so damn proud to say that I'm double biased to you and Hongjoong. I wouldn't change that for anything else in this world, I really wouldn't. I know, I went through a stage of denial for 2-3 months after that day, but it was just meant to be that Hongjoong was on my bias list. He never left, but I didn't want to and couldn't admit that back then because I always thought you'd be my "it" bias, Seonghwa. While you're still on my bias list, you share that spot with Hongjoong, and I couldn't imagine myself biasing any other duo at this point. Your eyes - they shine brighter than every star in the galaxy. They shine with genuine love and adoration for the other members, as well as us ATINYs. I just want to get lost in them - as they're enchanting and absolutely breathtaking. Your smile - it makes whatever I'm dealing with seem insignificant, like it's nonexistent. Your laugh - it's serotonin running through my veins, and is full of warmth. Your voice - it's able to make me feel a variety of emotions. Sadness, comfort, joy, the list goes on. I'm starting to run out of words to say, so I'll end the letter here. I love you to the galaxy and back, Park Seonghwa. Please take care, and thank you for being on my side. No matter what, I'll always be on your side as well. -Hannah, a proud Seongjoong biased ATINY❤ (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkSEeuVNTCttiHhNqIcz-MJBemuLxC0k29oReA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

♡ #4YearsOfATEEZ #4YearsOfPirateKing #4YearsOfTreasure #HappyATEEZDay @ateez_official_ ♡ 4 years already, huh? Just...wow. While I wasn't an ATINY during that time, the fact that I found them at all is incredible. It was 2019.05.29 when I decided to look into them. All I wanted to do was learn their names and enjoy their music. Yes, both of those things happened, but I ended up falling harder than I thought was possible for these 8 talented human beings also. I've grown more and more a proud to call myself an ATINY as the years pass, as the days pass, there's just something about them. They're special, rare gems of people to find in the K-pop industry - let alone, in humanity itself. They've always worked so hard - for us ATINYs and for each other. While they constantly find ways to make us proud, I can tell they do that for each other too. I remember my first comeback with these guys vividly - it was when their third EP, One To All, came out. Them getting their first win with WAVE, and getting their second 5 days later, that was the moment I was the proudest to call myself an ATINY. They deserved it so damn much, and more. The tears I've shed because of them, the laughter they've caused to me, the smiles they've given me - it's all been worth it. Until the end of the, I'll always be proud to call myself an ATINY. Anyway, happy 4 years of ATEEZ, and here's to many more! I love you guys to the galaxy and back. Please take care, and thank you for being on my side. I hope you know that I and every other ATINY will always be on yours. -Hannah, a proud Seongjoong biased ATINY❤ (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkFOhdutUP11oFG8zsoTwXCUsAZx72FiHpgJEo0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

🎀💌#LettersToChannie #HannahLovesChannie #ChannieBestLeader ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴄʜᴀɴɴɪᴇ. ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. ɪɴ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. ᴄʜᴀɴɴɪᴇ, ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡɪꜱʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴀꜱ ꜱᴛᴀʏꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢꜱ ɪɴ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ꜱᴇᴇ? ᴀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴏ ɪꜱ ᴋɪɴᴅ, ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ, ᴄᴀʀɪɴɢ, ᴏᴘᴇɴ-ᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ, ɪɴꜱᴘɪʀɪɴɢ, ꜰᴜɴɴʏ, ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛɪɴɢ, ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ɪꜱ ᴡᴀʀᴍᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜɴ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ. ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴏꜱꜱᴇꜱꜱ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴏᴜᴛꜱʜɪɴᴇ ɪᴛ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɢᴇɴᴜɪɴᴇʟʏ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴇᴀʀꜱ. ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ, ᴡʜᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏʀ ꜱɪɴɢɪɴɢ, ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ɪꜱ ꜰᴜʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀʀᴍᴛʜ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴘᴇᴇᴄʜᴇꜱ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴀɴ'ꜱ ʀᴏᴏᴍ, ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏꜰᴛᴇɴ ᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴀɴ ɴᴏᴛ, ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴏʙʙɪɴɢ ᴍᴇꜱꜱ. 2 ᴇᴘɪꜱᴏᴅᴇꜱ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴘᴇᴇᴄʜᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ɴᴇᴀʀʟʏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ: ᴇᴘꜱɪᴏᴅᴇꜱ 15 ᴀɴᴅ 45. {ᴛᴡ⚠️} ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴘꜱɪᴏᴅᴇ 45, ᴀ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀꜱᴋᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ. ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ᴡʜʏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍꜱᴇʟᴠᴇꜱ, ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ "ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ...ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ, ʏᴇᴀʜ." ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ. ꜰʀᴏᴍ 14 ᴏɴ-ᴀɴᴅ-ᴏꜰꜰ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ 22, ɪ ʀᴇꜱᴏʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴꜱ/ꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ. ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ 2/18/2020, ᴏᴠᴇʀ 2 ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ʜᴀʟꜰ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ. ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɴɪᴇ, ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴘᴇᴇᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ. ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴠᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴄᴀʟʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴛᴏᴘ ꜰᴏʀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ. ꜱᴜʀᴇ, ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ꜱᴘᴇᴇᴄʜᴇꜱ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ, ɪꜰ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ? ᴀʙꜱᴏʟᴜᴛᴇʟʏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴏᴠᴇʀ 2 ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ʜᴀʟꜰ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀɴ ᴜʀɢᴇ. ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇᴛ, ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄʟɪᴘ, ᴏʀ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴜᴅɪᴏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴘɪꜱᴏᴅᴇ, ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴍᴇꜱꜱ. ɴᴏᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪᴛ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ɢʀᴏᴡɴ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ɪ ꜱᴛᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀʟᴀxʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ᴄʜᴀɴɴɪᴇ. ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛᴏᴍ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ꜱᴛᴀʏ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴛʀᴀʏ ᴋɪᴅꜱ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʏ, ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ. -ʜᴀɴɴᴀʜ, ᴀ ᴘʀᴏᴜᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴʟɪx ʙɪᴀꜱᴇᴅ ꜱᴛᴀʏ💌🎀 https://www.instagram.com/p/CjyuSU2t1DwgyZ_CiIgom5ZpfpSVaNBK30yjEc0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

{ #LettersToJoongie #HannahLovesJoongie 💌 @ateez_official_ } To one of my favorite human beings ever: Hello, Joongie. It sure has been a long time since I last wrote a letter to just you, hasn't it? I'd like to deeply apologize for that, but I'm going to try my best to get back into writing my letters. Anyway, cam you believe that this month on the 19th will mark 3 years since you were put back onto my bias list with Seonghwa? I'll be honest, you never actually left my bias list. You were always there, but back then, the idea of being double biased in this group...I just didn't think it would ever happen nor last long. Up until that day, I thought I'd never know who my bias in ATEEZ was. Even with being in denial for 2-3 months after that initial day, I came to the conclusion that I was meant to be double biased in this group. There are little things that just prove that it was written in the stars that I was meant to be Seongjoong biased, and I'll name some examples. Firstly, let's start with Star 1117. You said before a couple of years ago that Star 1117 was one of your favorite songs to write, and that's one of my all time favorite songs by ATEEZ, hence why my username is 1117seongjoong. You crying during shows when ATINYs in the crowd started singing it just shows how much this song means to you, which means the world to me. Especially knowing this song was written for us ATINYs. My heart gets heavy with so many emotions, but mainly happiness and sadness. What did we as ATINYs, and humanity in general, do in our past lives to deserve any of you? To deserve such a beautiful and heartfelt song like this? Now, onto my other all time favorite song by ATEEZ: THANK U. You wrote this song to Seonghwa, who happens to be my other bias in this group. This song was written for us as well, and the line "Thank you for being on my side" is proof of that. But anyway, this concludes my letter to you. I love and adore you with all my heart, Joongie. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you've done and many other ATINYs. Please take care. -Hannah, a proud Seongjoong biased ATINY❤ (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjYxGnhv8XGmask9oO4oEyEQuGX9m10csGkrAo0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

🎀💌#LettersToYongbokie #LettersToFelix #HannahLovesYongbokie #HannahLovesFelix💌🎀 To 1/2 of my favorite human beings ever: Hi there, my love. So...it's been a while since the last time I wrote to you, and I'm sorry about that. I haven't been that active on here since I mostly use TikTok, but I'll try to get back into writing my letters again because even though they're challenging to write, I enjoy doing that so much. "How can they be hard to write if you're writing to me and Chan?" That's the thing: Because it's you guys. While I have a lot that I want to say, there's only so much that can be said because overtime, words tend to lose their meaning. You were so cute during your birthday Vlive recently, which happy belated birthday to you by the way. As usual, I was as soft as one can be when it comes to you because that's exactly what I am for you and Chan...a soft stan. I do have my moments of being a hard stan, but I'm mostly soft for you. I've cried over you so many times, through edits on TikTok and photos/gifs, but it's honestly worth it. The most I've ever cried regarding you and Chan I can say for sure was seeing videos/photos of you from day 3 in Seoul for the Maniac Tour on the Explore page of Instagram. I was up all night on 5/5/2022, just bawling my eyes out on-and-off for the majority of it because I was overwhelmed with many emotions. Sadness, comfort, love, joy, and everything in between truthfully. Seeing Chan hold you as if you were a porcelain doll broke me emotionally, and it's a moment that's engraved in my head forever. It still brings me to tears, even several months later because it was a moment when I knew you two were my ultimate biases. I didn't go to sleep until 20 until 6 in the morning (6:40 AM), and I was lucky that I didn't have to work on that day because my eyes were swollen quite a bit. I felt better though. Anyway, this concludes my letter to you. I love and adore you with all my heart, Yongbokie. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you've done for me and many other STAYs. You and the rest of Stray Kids make me STAY, forever and always. -Hannah, a proud Chanlix biased STAY🖤 @realstraykids (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Citll6NNZFtrN2DbkqRF5NpGwmqPVrX_YLRoFE0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#LettersToYongbokie #LettersToFelix #HappyYongbokieDay #HappyFelixDay #SKZ #StrayKids #STAY #LeeFelix #FelixLee #LeeYongbok 💛🎁☀️🎉🎂 @realstraykids @straykids_official_jp (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CigYr1ntps5wYhlF7yKDOZrUMMxcdKQud-phOc0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

My thoughts on the Saviour II music video that @blackveilbrides came out with recently: As a BVB Army member who has loved Saviour since I was in 9th grade/Freshman year of high school almost 10 years ago, I was excited and curious about how Saviour II was going to sound. Andy's voice now with the newer instrumental of Saviour is so beautiful. It didn't hit me right away, but when it did hit me later on in the song, it hit me hard. Finding out the story behind it is heartfelt and heartbreaking at the same time. (TW) Listening to Saviour hits me for a different reason than why it hit me the first time hearing it because when I first found it as a 14 year old, I was in a dark place mentally. While I still have depression and social/generalized anxiety, I no longer deal with suicidal thoughts nor struggle with self-harm. I've been clean since February 18th of 2020, and I stopped having those thoughts for good a little over a year ago. It hits me different now almost 10 years later as a 24 year old woman because it reminds me of how far I've come since not only high school, but also since my dad passed away nearly 6 years ago on October 1st of 2016. This group, and especially Saviour, were the strength that I needed to get through high school. That's why to this day, Saviour is my all time favorite BVB song and Set The World On Fire is my all time favorite BVB album. Every album/EP is absolutely incredible and masterpieces, but Set The World On Fire is the album I hold closest to my heart, and will for the rest of my life. This is a reason why I want to get Saviour as my first tattoo on my arm someday, and possibly some lyrics from the song too. Anyway, please check out the Saviour II music video because it's a work of art. That's all for now. -Hannah, a proud member of the BVB Army🤘🖤 (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiQ9Bn5tJ0dLPWiXm3sLCIM8FBc9ggzb6u4Nh00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

♡I know it's been quite some time since I've posted on here, and I'm really sorry about that. But anyway, I want to talk about my feelings on Chan and Felix finally being able to go back home to Australia. My first thought is that I wish JYP could've given them more time to stay, at least a week or 2. They hadn't seen their families in so long and it's just unfair that JYP only gave them 2 days with them. Next, Chan and his dog (Berry) on his recent episode of Chan's Room (172). When he picked her up, and turned around to reveal her, I started bawling my eyes out for a couple of reasons. Firstly, Berry is one of the most precious dogs ever. Secondly, he was finally able to see her again after being away from her for around/over 3 years. I was overwhelmed with a lot of happiness at their reunion because it was long overdue for it. Chan seemed so damn happy, and it showed in his eyes because they just lit up at hearing/seeing Berry. Him and his sister (Hannah, who has the same name as me) bickering was just funny and wholesome because it's great that they were still close despite Chan being away from her for so long. Episode 172 of Chan's Room is undoubtedly my favorite episode because it's the cutest, softest one I've ever watched. At some point, I hope that JYP lets them stay with their families in Australia longer because they don't get to see them as much as the other members get to see theirs. Anyway, that's all for my thoughts. I love Chan, Felix, and the rest of Stray Kids with all my heart and soul. They make me STAY, forever and always. -Hannah, a proud Chanlix biased STAY♡ @realstraykids @straykids_official_jp (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch8YKUetd8rKdLORY4zGYkKy36uq53By7v91zE0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

The story of why Saviour became my all time favorite BVB song. This story does mention topics that may be sensitive to a certain audience. I know it's sudden that I changed my account up again, and I'm really sorry, but I'll always have a special place in my heart for K-pop. @blackveilbrides (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChYXllStlNi6NPadH_bQC02dTxX44fXG7gWnso0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

This is something I didn't think that I was going to do, and it's been something that I've thought about for the past 2-3 days or so. Let me just get this off of my chest. If you've known me before late December 2017, you would know that I was very much into Alternative music. After getting into K-pop, I thought I was "over" that kind of music. As I've been listening to Black Veil Brides and AndyBLACK a lot these past 2-3 days however, this is certainly not the case. I loved BVB since I was 14, in my 9th grade/Freshman year of high school, and I've never stopped loving them. These guys helped me tremendously push through high school, thanks to Saviour (from their 2011 album, Set the World on Fire), which has been my all time favorite song by them for nearly 10 years. And with AndyBLACK, I fell in love with his solo music in January 2015 when I saw the music video for They Don't Need To Understand. For me, The Shadow Side is the more superior album by him. I still know every word to the songs on that album, even after over 6 years since its release. Beyond My Reach is my favorite song of all time by him, especially after hearing it live on 6/27/2017 at Warped Tour in Nashville. @andyblack definitely didn't disappoint. He's such an incredible performer, and even more handsome in person. When he said that Nashville was his favorite place to perform at the time, I was freaking tf out because I WAS THERE. The fact that I got to see the person I've crushed hard on since the age of 14 as a Freshman in high school perform live being a 19 year old student at a technical school, I still miss it greatly and never forget it. It was inarguably one of the happiest days of my life. Anyway, I think I've made my point haha. I'm really sorry that this happened out of nowhere. I hope you all understand. I'll always love K-pop though, I promise. -Hannah🖤 (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChQkv6MtUu8xpgZ3RNe_Ri_ByFEwuoWP6FrtR00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Going to sleep since it's currently 1:47 in the morning, and I've had yet to fall asleep✌ Seongjoong own my entire heart and soul, always💕 (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cgli8CjuQqPWuSt3bKOzBzFYTssOvmfGkpso3w0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

💌 #LettersToJoongie | @ateez_official_ 💌 Finally wrote a letter to Joongie. It's a bit lengthy, but I hope you don't mind that. (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CglDrZlNlgp8iJNmpY4Wvpa4GLx4WF8_KiFEJ80/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

💌 #LettersToSeonghwa | @ateez_official_ 💌 Yes, I wrote to Seonghwa again. And no, I'm not shamed that I did that either. He deserves all the love and appreciation in this often cruel world. (at Clarksville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgdtO5iunZqNzYe9v7fPoydKo5gFW78G2V5bL80/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=