you're in the wind, i'm in the water

The main reason I never pursued it was because a) i didn't think I was entirely cut out for it, and b) it has absolutely NO scope in my country, my only choice was to move abroad, and that's inconvenient because u should always be prepared for the possibility of coming back home

But also, for some reason I just can't write. I can't come up with words to express anything anymore, i just sit blankly. I haven't read anything in years now, hell, i can barely speak the language without worrying about grammatical errors. I'm just so numb and drained, it's like i just can't think creatively anymore (law school isn't helping lol).

I do find law very interesting, but sometimes I keep wondering if I made the right choice. I never would have gotten into a good uni abroad anyway, because my high school education was subpar by international standards lmao, I didn't have the resources and opportunities u need to do this sort of thing (I'm not just giving reasons, it might have worked out if I'd really tried, but u wouldn't understand unless u saw our textbooks lol).

Bucky fan art!!🩶 (not colored yet)