Beezy Queen

"You know what terrifies me the most?" she paused as she gazed at me while tears began to flood her eyes. "No matter how much you love me now, you could wake up one morning- or go on a walk one afternoon, or sit alone in your car after your shift is over in the evening, or lie down at night before you go to sleep and think to yourself "Holy crap, I don't love her anymore."

Water Diet

“Empty your mind of all thoughts. Let your heart be at peace.”

“I was scared of him. What he does to me. I wondered for so long if he was real, or if I was in a never ending dream. I couldn’t understand anyone liking me like he does. I’m scared because one day, he will leave. And then I would be right back where I started. So, when he told me he loved me, I ran. I ran and ran and ran unitl my legs caved from beneath me and I found the cool ground just like everytime. I couldn’t go through the tender hurt of love again. Because boys don’t come running back to you in the middle of the night and admit they’ve still been madly in love with you the whole time. One day they decide that you aren’t enough, that they can find someone better. And that’s it. It’s like you never happened. Like you were just another face in the crowd to a realist. The hopeless romantic you once were had been crushed like an egg in the palm of your lovers hand.”