floating with the stars

I know that I’m not pretty and not even smart. My stomach is sticking out because I like burgers, pizza, and donuts.. I’m not that tall enough to look at directly in your eyes.. but even though I’m like this.. I just want to say I like you so much. I know I’m not the girl that you like. You look at me and I can see that you smile every time I say something that you like and say “you’re really are my friend” Yep. I heard it correctly I’m only your friend. At first, something stabs me in my chest and let me want to stay silent for a while and think about things..but when you ask me if I’m okay. I’ll say,“I’m okay. Don’t worry.”

Yes. I should be okay but my heart won’t let me. I’m so dissapointed…but not towards you. I’m quite dissapointed with myself because I know you’ll never like me back yet every time you smile, I can’t help but to fall.

I know that I’m not the girl you want. I hope someday that you'll find the girl that will let you smile, hug you while you play your games, kiss you when your sad, cook you delicious food, buy things that will suprise you and most especially let feel that you’re the most important person in the world.

I’ll be by your side until you find that person.