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——— * stcrbcys / ❪ dorian . ❫
“it wasn’t that bad.” he chuckled softly as he tried to stop her from being so down on herself. he knew that much like him she actually really loved what they did, it was other people that didn’t which caused them to be where they were. for her it was her mother and for him it was his father. he did his best not to look when she gestured to her body but he failed. cynthia had always been very sexual since he’d met her and it made other’s feel as though they could treat her like an object to take out their desires on and he always tried his best to not do that. she was a person, a beautiful person but still a person. “um, yeah…” he replies softly as she mentions his father. he moved to sit in a chair at one of the vanities before he continued. “we got into it really bad earlier this year and it ended with me dropping music and starting to fight again like he’d always wanted. then he got sick and… yeah.” he trialed off not really wanting to say the words but he knew that she’d understand. “so now I’m trying to run the gym while fighting, working here, and paying off all the very angry people that he owed.” he used her wording as he chuckled softly. “what about blind casting? use a fake name and let them see your talent before they judge you based on your name?”
“ it was pretty fucking awful. ” she continues with a hint of tease in her voice. the small smirk on her face falters slightly at the news of his father. it was upsetting that the two had a falling out, for she would have been by his side through it all. but at the same time; cynthia isn’t sure how she’d behave whilst playing the grieving friend role. especially with dorian. “ i’m sorry to hear that, dor. i hope things get, um, better. ” she says awkwardly, cringing at how those words came out. letting out a small sigh, the girl mimics his actions and takes a seat at her own vanity, it being directly next to where he sits, “ i’ve tried it all. it’s fine, really. i’m getting use to living like this anyways. it’s not so bad when you block everyone out and just focus on yourself. and with security like you, i know i’m not going to have to worry about my safety. ” the smirk resurfaces and she looks over at him, tucking a strand of her dark hair behind a pierced ear.
𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 !
For the tough-hearted who wants incredible angst that could fit either a platonic and/or romantic scenarios. Feel free to change the pronouns / sentence structure according to your preferences! TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of deaths.
i. leaving / left.
“Wait, you’re leaving…?”
“[Name] just told me. You’re gonna leave?”
“…where are you going?”
“I didn’t wanna believe [Name], but you’re really leaving, huh.”
“I don’t understand why you didn’t tell me sooner.”
“I don’t know what to say, do you want me to wish you good luck or something? ‘Cause I hate this. I hate every part of this.”
“I don’t… I don’t want to let you go.”
“Please don’t go.”
“Why can’t you stay?”
“Is it because of me? Am I not enough?”
“Did I do something wrong?”
“You have to let go of me.”
“No, no, just — just one second longer, please. Let me hug you for one more second—”
“No, don’t tell me it’s okay, it’s not okay, you’re leaving me!”
“…will you be gone long?”
“You won’t come back, will you?”
“There’s the train / plane / taxi. I — I gotta go.”
“You’re really not saying goodbye?”
“All you left me was a letter, saying you’re sorry. You’re pathetic.”
“If you love me, please don’t go.”
“I’m really trying not to put my abandonment issues on you, but I’m fucking scared, okay? I’m scared you’ll leave. And you are.”
ii. dying / died.
“Wait, wait, wait, hold on. Hold on. This can’t be real, can it? You can’t be… You can’t be dying.”
“This is some sick joke, right? You’re not really sick. This is some kind of prank? ‘Cause— cause this isn’t funny, [Name], you can’t—”
“No, no, no, I love you, please — please come back.”
“No, please, no. Don’t fall asleep. No, open your eyes, come on, look at me—”
“I wish we had more time.”
“Every day I come in here knowing that one of these days that damn bed will be empty and every time, I feel like screaming and wishing I could tell the universe to take me instead, but they won’t. It’s you. They’re taking you. So tell me how I’m supposed to live with that?”
“You die, I die.”
“I don’t think I can go home knowing I won’t see you around anymore.”
“You’ll be fine. You’ll be okay. You’re just a little cold. Right?”
“I’m sorry I didn’t do much before. I would’ve taken you everywhere. I would’ve loved you right.”
“I wish you could’ve just broken my heart in the normal way. At least you’d be alive.”
“I’m telling the nurse I’m staying by your side tonight. I don’t care if it’s not allowed, I’ll fight them.”
“We’re running out of time.”
“Anything’s better than this. Than you, gone. What am I supposed to do without you, huh?”
“Listen to me, you are the most important person in my life. I’m sorry you’re going through this.”
“I don’t want you to see me like this…”
“If you must die, die knowing your life was my life’s best part.”
“Maybe in another life.”
“The doctors said I don’t have much time left. I - I’m sorry.”
“I just saw you. You were — you were laughing. You can’t be gone.”
iii. separating / separated.
“So, this is it, huh?”
“…for all it’s worth, I loved you. So much.”
“I’m sorry for what I did.”
“You deserve better. You always have.”
“Tell me this isn’t you breaking up with me.”
“I still remember the first time I saw you…”
“Please don’t cry, please, I—”
“C’mon baby, don’t — don’t make this harder than it is.”
“Don’t cry with me, stupid. I thought this was mutual.”
“I can’t believe you’re breaking my heart like this.”
“We had a good run, didn’t we? We really loved each other, right?”
“IT’S OVER, DO YOU HEAR ME?! WE’RE DONE!”
“If you show your face around me the second time, I will kill you.”
“Who would’ve thought we’d ended up here. Hating each other.”
“We were… we were so in love.”
“It’s not even about the other person, it’s us okay? It’s us. We’re a problem.”
“I don’t wanna hurt you. Not more than this. I’m sorry.”
iv. miscommunication.
“You fucking ignored me. You didn’t even tell me why!”
“So now that you’re in deep shit, you suddenly remember me again? How convenient!”
“Fuck you! FUCK YOU! I NEEDED YOU! AND YOU WEREN’T THERE!”
“I don’t know why we stopped talking. I wish you would just tell me.”
“You won’t even look me in the eyes anymore.”
“Did I really hurt you that bad? I didn’t know.”
“You never said anything! Every time you’re angry or sad, you just kept it in!”
“I never knew what you were thinking.”
“I’m so tired of reaching out only to realise I’m grasping on thin air.”
“Why can’t we just talk like we used to?”
“Things were so easy back then.”
“You’re not the same person I knew.”
“…I still care about you, you know.”
“You just left. I didn’t why. I didn’t know what happened.”
“I wish things were different.”
“You’re giving me the cold shoulder again. How typical.”
“You know what you did wrong? You didn’t believe me.”
“I just wanted you to be there. I just wanted to know that I wasn’t alone. And you failed.”
“Look, can we… can we not talk about this now? Please?”
“I’ve been trying to talk to you, but it’s like I’M TALKING TO A BRICK WALL!”
v. betrayal / betrayed.
“I trusted you.”
“You trust me? Honey, that’s your fault.”
“You’re looking at me like I’m your biggest mistake. I already know I am.”
“You fucking manipulated me. You made me believe you.”
“So all those times we spent together? That was, what, for show?”
“I thought… I thought we were friends.”
“I thought we had something special.”
“You were like a brother to me!”
“I never really had anybody before. But then you came. I shouldn’t have known even you would screw me over.”
“SCREW YOU! DON’T EVER SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME AGAIN!”
“You’re not even moving. You’re THAT shocked that I did this to you? You must’ve really trusted me.”
“I — I didn’t want to. But I had to.”
“It wasn’t easy, you know? I… I really liked you.”
“Oh, stop playing victim. You had this coming.”
“You’ve always treated me like shit! And now you’re surprised I would do this to you?!”
“It wasn’t all fake, what we had. You were just not my endgame.”
“I can’t believe I shared my food with you. Turned out, you’re just a scheming scumbag, like the rest of them!”
“It’s my fault. I put my faith in you. They warned me not to.”
“Believe you? Yeah. The last time I did went SO well.”
“I’d rather walk into an ongoing traffic than to trust you again.”
“I let you into my life and you did this…? I should’ve known.”
“Please tell me this isn’t true. You wouldn’t do this to me, would you? Would you?”
vi. misc scenarios.
[Text] I hate you.
[Text] I keep calling you hoping you’d pick up. Or text you, hoping you’d reply. But I know you won’t.
[Text] I’ve still got your stuff. What should I do about it?
[Text] I wish I could say I hate you, but we both know I’m lying.
[Text] I don’t wanna fight, I wanna see you.
[Text] I know we’re not talking, but I miss you.
[Text] Dumbass. I’ve always loved you. Leaving you was the hardest thing I ever did.
[Text] I wish it didn’t end the way it did.
[Text] I’ll always have your back. Even after everything, okay? Always.
usually, sloan carrington never had any leisure time. she was either focused on her studies or on her sport; both taking up the majority of her days. but today was different— she had tennis practice early at six this morning, classes following and her homework being completed before noon. in a house as big as her’s and sebastian’s, one would assume that she’d have plenty of ways to keep herself occupied but that is far from the truth. this is one of those rare times where the wealthy blond was bored. acting quickly, she calls her best and probably on girl friend alexandria graham to come spend the night with her; deciding that there was nothing wrong with having a girl’s night. plus, she gets to spend time with one of the very few people she genuinely enjoys being around. it’s a win-win situation.
phone is held in hand, cherry lips puckering as she poses for a video to later post on her social media. sloan stares at herself in her vanity with a confidence glint in her eyes, head tilting to the side slightly as her hair falls over her shoulder like a blond waterfall. a pink hearts filter is added to match her lipstick, bubbly laugh vibrating from her throat as she records herself for a few brief seconds before ending it. “ don’t i look good in this, lexi? ” voice breaks the silence in the room, she turns to face the brunette who seems to be glaring at her with what looks like judgement. “ oh, don’t give me that look. come, take one with me. ” beckoning the other to join her, she pats the rectangular vanity stool she is currently seated on. / @ethcrevls

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“ mmm we need to get back to studying. ” though she doesn’t break away from him, fingers gripping onto his bicep as she continues to make herself comfortable on his lap. lips dance on the skin of mateo’s neck before meeting his. they kiss sensually for a few seconds before she pulls back breathlessly, a content expression painting itself onto her delicate features. “ i’m being serious, mat. you know how professor hastings is. ” and even though she doesn’t want to, sloan slips from his arms and sits besides his figure on the silky sheets of her bed.
reaching for her textbook, the female is interrupted by the ping! of her cellphone and the screen lighting up for a brief second— indicating that she has just received a new message. the device sits between them, and as soon as she reads who the message is from; she knows what’s about to follow. james: hey, want to meet up tonight? let me know before 9. they’ve danced this dance before, with mateo’s aggressive outbursts and sloan feeding gasoline to it to make the flames grow even hotter. making him mad, jealous, got a reaction out of her that no one else could ever dream of getting. that’s why she enjoyed it so much.
“ maybe i should go. see what fun he has in store for me. ” words are said nonchalantly, knowing this will only get a bigger rise out of him. the blond waits for the ticking time bomb beside her to go off—— wanting to so desperately be impacted by the explosion. / @melodramctics
——— * smokedfires / ❪ sebastian . ❫
@champagns / sloan & sebastian.
“don’t you think it’s peculiar?” he lowered his eyebrows as he spun his body around and rested up against the marble-topped island that stood in the center of the kitchen. before explaining himself further, he took a quick sip of water from his bottle. sebastian was now starting to regain a steady breathing pattern again from the game of tennis that he just shared with his sister.
carrington against carrington–––– something that neither took lightly. the two of them competing was a thing of the past and they avoided it at all costs when possible. and despite the hint of competition that loomed over them in their day to day life, what with class ranking and social status, sebastian made sure that if a rare occasion of a lose-win situation went on between himself and sloan, the playing field was level. they were twins, one and the same, so they either accomplished everything together or nothing what at all. however, more often than not, sebastian didn’t have to try all that hard to have mercy on his sister. in fact, he put in little to no effort on most aspects. one of those being tennis.
“when i lose a match, i get an odd feeling in the pit of my stomach. sadness, i assume? or perhaps jealousy.“ if only sebastian felt anything but anger and hatred, because then it would’ve been less of a task to describe an unfamilar emotion that he wasn’t truly experiencing in the slightest. "the same feeling i could imagine our dear james gets when he sees you with that vermin you refer to as a boyfriend. is that still going on, by the way?”
blond hair is neatly resting in a plait, loose golden strands coated with sweat stick to the fair yet blushed skin of her cheeks and neck. it was currently fifty-three degrees in middlebury; the frostiness of the cold air has been nipping at her arms and legs all afternoon as she and sebastian indulged themselves in a friendly game of tennis out in their courtyard. she enjoyed playing with her brother, as he was the only person who could really challenge her athletic skills. the competitive nature within the two resulted in very interesting and entertaining matches.
humming lightly, she opens the refrigerator doors and begins to look for her half-eaten fruit salad from breakfast. eyes light up at it’s sight and she takes it in her hand, closing the doors behind her as she sets the small container on the surface of the island sebastian was currently seated on. “ get down, you’re getting your loser sweat all over it. ” sloan teases, popping a small cube of pineapple into her mouth. she reorganizes the fruits by what they are; separating the grapes from the melons and so on so forth.
at the mention of her boyfriend, the blond can’t help but let out a small yet amused laugh. “ jealousy. envy. that’s a new one, seb. if it’s true then you should take some classes from him. ” she pauses, searching his face to see if the features change to match his mood. they don’t; and she isn’t surprised at the slightest. “ vermin? that’s a little harsh, hmm? even for you. of course it’s still going on; the sex is great. ” licking her teeth, she follows up by eating another dice of fruit with a mischievous glint on her eyes.
——— * gloamvng / ❪ james . ❫
there was something about her, something about all of them really, but about sloan in particular that james couldn’t explain. she was unlike anyone he’d met before, which maybe wasn’t so difficult when he came from such a mundane town, but he’s sure that it wouldn’t make a difference. it was an infatuation, if anything, an extreme fascination for who she was and the things she did. he wanted to know everything about her, and, if he was being really indulgent, he secretly believed that maybe they were the same.
james had gone to the library in hopes of getting ahead on his translations when he spotted that flaxen head of hair that had become immediately recognizable to him despite only knowing her for a few short months. he walked towards her table, tucking his book under his arm. “sloan.” he greeted, taking the seat across from her. the library was crowded but sloan’s table was empty— none of the other students even dared to take up the same space. “where’s sebastian?” he cared only because it was so rare to see them without one another, to get a moment alone with sloan like this. / @champagns
hazel eyes read the fine print of her novel gingerly, trying to analyze and memorize as much as the information as possible so that it could be used later on in an argumentative essay. sloan is intrigued as the story continues; characters evolving and arcs developing, the plot and the writing completely transporting her into another world. it was beautiful. index finger comes up to wet itself on the tip of her tongue before delicately turning to a new page, curious eyes ready to engross themselves into the storyline. however, she’s interrupted by a very familiar voice that makes the ends of her rosy colored lips tip into a flirty smile.
“ james. ” name is practically purred out as he takes the seat athwart to hers, novel in hand now being forgotten as she takes his presence in. there was something about the new boy that piqued sloan’s interest. was it the naive eyes and innocent smile? the way he so humbly carried himself around the hampden campus? she’s uncertain what the exact quality is; and she’s so curious to find out. “ he mentioned earlier that he was going to stop by professor richard’s office before heading home. so i am assuming that’s where he is. may i ask why you ask for him? ”
sloan carrington & instagram .

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