eli-parkinsonâ:
Elijah wasnât sure why he suddenly was beginning to like the idea of having her as his girlfriend, especially since he hadnât ever dated anyone before. Maybe the betrothal was behind it in a way, but only in the sense that it gave him the chance to actually open up to her. His feelings that he was quickly gaining for her? That was all him and had nothing to do with their predicament. âI think you can.â At least, he hoped. âDonât forget what I told you the other night. As hard as it might be, I want you to put the betrothal out of your mind. Forget about the engagement, about the future. Think about right now in this moment, what do you want? Do you want to go on a second date? Do you want to be dating, as you put it?â He wanted to know what she wanted and that alone was a first for him. He had never really cared before about putting what someone else wanted above his own needs or wants.Â
She didnât want to be having this conversation. But, she especially didnât want to be having it in the middle of a corridor. But there really was no getting away from it. Which left the question of...what did she want? If she told him no she knew she would be doing that mostly out of stubbornness rather than it being what she actually wanted. And she was trying her best to ignore everything else. To just think about right now. But it was hard. Especially when there was so many other things at stake. Other decisions she has made that could affect everything. However, she tried to shove those thoughts aside and just focus on now. âIâve never dated anyone.â She told him. As if that was reason enough for her being hesitant to tell him even part of how she was feeling. âBut I suppose another date wouldnât be the worst thing to happen.â She confessed and cursed herself for starting to blush. She liked spending time with Elijah. And she found herself thinking about him when he wasnât around. She just didnât know what to do with those feelings.Â


















