10|07|15 - THE END
I can't wait till Sunday and do the update about 'the boy and I' ... It's OVER and DONE with. It's so not healthy to be in such a 'relationship' where your not even in a proper official relationship. He was so toxic for me and as much as I resent myself for saying this... I do still very much love him but I HATE him at the same time also. He is very patronising and just a bully. Arg... I'm just so angry at myself for even letting it get this far.. I have told him to leave me alone, to stop calling me, stop messaging me but he hasn't and he won't. He will message me and I won't reply then he will message again something that he knows will grate me and I feel I have to message back in order to defend myself and get the last word so to speak. I think my rant is pretty much over.. I want to keep it short and clean other wise I could really go into one and I don't want to!!! Peace & love xox














