she/her/hers twenty-fun š„šš§ always has her nose stuck in a book or in fanfics on her phone. got a soft heart for some complex characters with daddy issues
i like to type in lowercase letters because it is pleasing to my eyes. i like pink, um, a lot. i love musicals. i think that cookie dough ice cream is the best. my comfort characters tend to be people with daddy issues, and who need to be hugged. i defend my favorite characters more than i would for myself. i am the biggest shirley temple fan, with maraschino cherries, a fanatic. and iām a taylor swift enthusiast. my current hyper fixation is currently pjo (again- this is a reoccuring era for me) -
(also, that any type of discrimination is unwanted on this page. if you are mean, i donāt like you.)
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i say iām the biggest new moon girl because iām such a jacob girl, but eclipse always leaves me yearning for jacob black too so honestly i think iām just the biggest enthusiast for jacob black on a screen.
itās been years and iām still pissed over the line of steveās thatās been glazed over and over again.
i love steveās dream of having kids so much (get rid of the with nancy bit bc thatās so stupid and thatās what i consider canon) that manās an only child whose parents didnāt give him the kind of love or attention heās craved and so of course he gives that to the kids tenfold and wants kids so that he could give them his undivided attention and unconditional love, support and affection.
however, itās a miscalculation on someoneās part in the writing team because canonically steve doesnāt care about six kids- he cares for dustin, lucas, max, mike, el, erica, and will. that makes seven in total. both erica sinclair and will byers are apart of the equation. i will not take either erasure, because steve has multiple scenes with erica and deeply cares for will whether or not theyāve shared enough screen time together, that man felt for will so much that he was crying for will in s5. not to mention that he has more scenes with erica sinclair than most of the kids, safe for dustin. but itās seven not six kids. itās been pissing me off since s4 urghh.
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been only a month since stranger thingsā finale was released- resurgence of steve harrington and future fics has never been more needed to fill that very void, thank goodness for ao3 + tumblr.
maddie saying āthanks for everything you said earlier and today, all that you guys are doing. itās easy to forget people are there for you when you get stuck all the time.ā
and xavierās immediate response of āalways. i owe it to you.ā and then the instant reassurance, saying āiām here if you need anything and that āiām a call away.ā ?? and her ask of staying at his place because she was uncomfortable in her own home, but sheās comfortable going to his house?? i love my fav exes to friends who understand each other more than people think.
like this??? this is the guy the fandom hated and stated was this awful character?? the one constantly making amends and who literally is willing to lay his life on the line for his ex, and her friends?? well now, two of his exes but you get the point. who he strictly just platonically cares for??? anyway- as i said, i reserve my right in gatekeeping him because i liked him since the first season i watched school spirits for the very first time, my intuition has never failed me.
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has an editor edited steve harrington to the king has lost his crown by abba yet??
it is so seasons 1-2 coded, itās been in my personal steve playlist for years,,, iām just askingā¦. for a friend, yeah- definitely for a friend and no other ulterior motivesā¦
so i am very much, deeply, avidly a steve harrington girl who loves her man down, but more so- i am nancy wheelerās biggest defender.
in this fandom it feels very black and white, youāre either a stancy shipper or youāre a steve and or nancy glazer who blames the opposing character for their breakup- and that sickens me. the mischaracterization of both steve and nancy and the pointing the finger at either of them is so wrong to me.
both steve and nancy- had their faults in the relationship- itās why it fell apart, also because they arenāt compatible as a ship. there, iām not sorry. i say this as someone who loves both of them so much, you can not like them together if you truly understand both of them as the characters they are at their core. they want different things, and always had.
however, the erasure of both characters development starting while theyāre in the relationship breaks me. steve didnāt start progressing after their breakup, neither did nancy.
it was actually during their relationship that both of them grew into the later versions of themselves, in little fragments and slivers- itās also what creates the cracks in their tension and breakthrough of not being compatible with one another. their breakup expanded both of them to be their best which couldāve lead to being hesitant friends who know one another more deeply than they did when they were together (duffers taking away any aspect of platonic! stancy really puts a damper on the potential that both of them couldāve really had) ( i loved season 4 so much, but the revamping of feelings being tossed around and then steve flat out saying it had me smacking my hand over my head- because no, he didnāt have feelings for her anymore up until his admittance and also, heād never try to get between her and jonathan even if he didnāt.) ( season 4 would be higher on my list- had not the stancy of it all ruined my overall feelings on season 4 bc urghhh )
people often tend to forget that steve after getting rightfully pummeled to the ground by jonathan after steve made fun of jonathan, talked crap about will and joyce, was initially trying to make it right by going to the byersā house to formally own up and apologize to jonathan. he had no motivation from nancy to do that, and he wasnāt doing it for her- he truly felt bad and on his own terms was trying to make it up for the sake of making amends on his wrongs. he had no clue about nancyās whereabouts and the only reason he went back to getting mad at jonathan was over his concern about nancyās injuries because he thought, that jonathan mightāve hurt her. heās genuinely concerned for both jonathan and nancy after finding out about the demogorgon, opting to go right back into the byersā home instead of going back to his car and getting out of dodge. he saves both jonathan and nancy from the demogorgon in s1. not to mention once he realizes heās moved in with the wrong crowd, scenes before that heās eliminating both tommy and carol out of his life, calling them both out and leaving them and their toxicity that had a hold on him, behind him. he also is the one to pay for and get the new camera for jonathan during christmas, itās nancy who gives it to him.
nancy, my girl, they just donāt know you- this fandom needs a reminder of who my my fav girl is, iām happy to give it. nancyās not some popular girl that fell for an outcast and thatās why āshe changed for the betterā i hate that take so much, urgh. there is literal evidence of her once being ānerdyā, the party talks about how she used to run and dress up for d and d campaigns with the boys when they were both younger. the kids, wrongly, think sheās chanced since āthat douchebag steve harringtonā, when probably? she was growing into her own person and wanted to do things on her own, steve mightāve been a part of that- sheās a young teenager, steve mightāve been her first relationship, it helps to explain why she wasnāt sure if they were dating, and why she was so nervous over going over to his house for that āpartyā and why she wanted her best friend to come to that gathering. she cared about barbās uncomfortableness, but she- also was uncomfortable about that party. she chooses and loves her friends, not once caring over any kind of popularity, barb and her are always close to one another, she never ditched her friends, until the one time she did and lived to regret it for the rest of her life. she calls tommy h and carol and the thought of hanging out with them āgrossā. the mischaracterization of her as a āmean girlā PROVEN FALSE. she mightāve been a moody teen, unreasonably dismissive with dustinās pizza slice offering, but donāt let one scene define her as a whole. my girl stuck by barb, put her foot down when it mattered (i.e. any time she narrows her head at tommy and carol and their stupid antics, adamant on only studying, taking the flash cards away from steve in the hallway, fighting for barb all throughout the seasons). she also refused to talk bad about jonathan, even when the rest of that group of steveās friends were, choosing to go over to jonathan to talk about will and the missing posters, not even glancing back at steve or barb, sheās always held her ground and steve didnāt diminish that, ever. thatās not why their relationship failed-.
not to mention, they were both trying to be supportive of the other even when inside, they already knew they were sinking, both breaking on the inside. steve tried his best to be supportive of nancy with the dinners at barbās parents, was trying to help her her mind off barb at tinaās halloween, and nancy was trying to help him through his senior year and his conflictions and insecurities, all while handling the situation at hand of knowing of what happened to barb, and will and both were scared at their wits end, steve wanting to try to go back to the āold normalā while nancy wanted to change the narrative and wanting to make the people responsible for the demogorgon getting barb in the upside down, pay- and thatās the actual, literal reason for their breakup. not one of them taking something seriously and the other not, not because steve was āignoring the problemā, not because nancy was āblaming steve getting over barb because she felt guilty and projectingā. they broke up and stayed broken up because they had different ways of coping what they were involved in and that proved how wrong they always were going to be together, they didnāt want to face the music until there was no other way of going back. itās certainly not because they didnāt love one another, but they both had an ideal of the other and werenāt in love with the othersā real or raw self. which is the perfect opening for my exes to friends agenda but none of us got that and thus, closure over the unreasonableness over the messy storyline for steve and nancy in seasons 4 and 5.
pjo season 2 finale thoughts,, iām distraught (spoiler warning for finale + future plot lines in seasons 3-5 bc i read the books and love speculating + also for being slightly insane over my fav camp traitor (but iām a self aware luke! girlā)
the absolute chaos a hermes kid brings to the table is wild. chris, youāre so lucky i just happen to have an affinity for misguided cabin 11 people, or else!!
the spy thing being brought at full atttention by luke slyly mentioning he knew that tyson was a poseidon child while on the princess andromeda, then chris blabbing and his cover story to then the actual reveal was astonishing, bravo pjo writing team- that was so well done. i was itching for chris scenes this entire season not expecting it to be revealed this quickly.
the instant blaming of katie was such an excellent choice. katie gardner mention, my girl!! ((give me my stoll twins next i beg)) (iāve got the biggest soft spot for cabin 11 kids, itās an actual problem- stealer of my heart though is still luke, a girlās got a brand that sheās carried for 9 years)
also, also, also,,,
chris being so aggressive and mean to clarisse was a slap in the face- oh my word. i knew where it was going and i was still wincing my head off, ouch!!
the āluke always had my backā and the knowing of whatās bound to occur in hopefully season 4 is killing me slowlyā
my luke and chris sibling heart, dude!! ugh šš
(i want more of them next season, before pjo season 4 destroys me- itāll make the knife go deeper into my soul but i need the sibling interactions)
the deep voiced āpercy!! no fleece to heal you this time.ā out of lukeās mouth to percy was so book! luke shaken and throttled from the sea of monsters book- it floored me and had me chastising myself for giggling and kicking my feet (( i fell for book! luke several times between books 1-5, i can not be stopped or helped)
the using percy as a literal punching bag to take out his anger on, from what happened with thalia, and probably his own anger with his crew, luke castellan that excessive wrath and rage will be the end of you (i say as if i havenāt already known of what happens with and to him) (kronos stay out of my manās brain and body!!)
MR. D WITH THE DAM GUITAR AND BLATANTLY NOT CARING ABOUT TANTALUS HELP?!?! -
thalia grace, the demigod you are. you are so back and iām so ready for season 3 just to see you. the hug with annabeth cured some sadness, not all but some. her asking where luke was- donāt bring it up around me, that hurt. i am the exact opposite of a thaluke shipper but that was plain hurtful, slap to my heart actually, poor girl has 0 clue and then wonāt be able to fathom it. sheās about to see the worst of him next season; (excited to see her make him fall off a cliff though, he deserved that and more- and thatās coming from a really gigantic book! luke girl, ok?!?!??)
((i already miss luke, this is so bad- middle school me is wide awake, urghhh))
i like desperately need to know how luke just vanished (did he use backbiter? what about his crew, did they go back in their black vans?) and escaped and whoās left on his crew. or should i say,, krew? get it, bc kronos? iāll stop now. (this is a coping mechanism- come back to me my sweet, beloved, golden boy of camp half blood) also the very fact that thereās more tension being built between luke as a leader vs. allison who was so ready to tear down thaliaās tree and (who we can assume??) was eagerly waiting her turn to attack annabeth with the bow and arrow?? yikes, luke get her!!
TYSON SAVING PERCY- THATāS THE BEST BOY!! HIM THANKING POSEIDON- like dude you should be given the keys to elysium actually. THE THANKING POSEIDON FOR PERCY I CAN NOT- BIGGEST SWEETHEART IN THIS SERIES.
the. zeus. plotline. the āi donāt want to be your daughter, and i will never be your weapon.ā YEAH GET HIM AGAIN, AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!
chiron just willy-nilly telling percy that like ālol, more to rest on your shoulders plus your impending anxiety about thinking youāre the demigod in the great prophecy and giving you all of that responsibility if itās actually thalia haha- good luckā TWEAKING. if luke found out that truth then holy hades is that going to be the driving force of letting and leaning in to kronosā evilness and the plans kronos has for him in the near future and his persuasion tactic while trying to get thalia to join him in titanās curse.
12 year old me, youāre livid and estatic at your first book boyfriend rn-
šØwarning: future implications of spoilers for potentially s3-s5 while i speak on my fav idiot, ex- hermesā camp half blood counselor šØ
spoiler for season two, episode seven of pjo
lukeās little soft voice towards annabeth vs. the way he speaks to his crew is so special to me.
annabeth is his soft spot, thatās still his baby sister.
not to mention heās still being merciful, he only hurt percy because he knew the fleece could heal him (stabbing him still gutted me though) he chose to yell at his crew when they wanted to attack percy, tyson and annabeth a few episodes ago.
kronos will punish him for that, heās twisting what luke knows and using all his strengths against him and i knew that when first reading the series, but showing all that stress, turmoil and hesitance to truly trust kronos actually might kill me.
funny how when luke gets rightfully pissed and questions kronos (which like, babe- you shouldāve known what you were dealing with when you took up on his offer and let him persuade you by the pure rage you felt) thatās when kronos literally attacks him and his mind, every nudge in the right direction, kronos is making sure itās taken away from luke. thatās why kronos ordered the hit on annabeth through allison, why he started hurting lukeās head and mind when the pieces were connecting (finally) for luke.
heās so tragic, so doomed, caught up in the right things for all the wrong reasons. weāre only on season 2,, itās going to get more dark for him and iām so not ready to see it being adaptedā this is going to SHATTER MY DAM SOUL.
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something so special in stranger things is that through every single resurgence of each new season we got, each new era, people once again go back to the characters they were attached to since the first season. and there is something so soft and serendipitous about getting to relive some parts of you from ten years ago and finding common ground between you then to yourself now.
first and foremost i am a tyson apologist safe for that he doesnāt even need to be sorry for anything ANYTHING. this is what happens when youāre the best hero, sweetest guy, and a full hearted cutie!!! bc first of all thatās the best boy in pjo. i donāt care.
like yes, iām so down bad for luke castellan and there is no other character i will fold for like i do for him (iām so in love with luke- itās such a problem. like i know whatāll happen bc i was a book reader before any adaptation but i canāt help it.) but tyson? tysonās my actual number 1 because he can do no wrong, ever, in any lifetime. that guy is just that guy. tyson is so brother to me and iām an only child.