idk about life

I am hoping that someone will come along the way and sweep me off my feet

I should have never said anything

R apologized to me so there’s that but i also spoke to ri and not sure what i want anymore

Also i fucked up with my friend. Not r, because he is an emotionally immature dipshit, but my girl J

Hot tall girl turned out to be everything wrong rn

I got to meet this new girl who feels too close to home but hot

I just want a tall beautiful girl to seduce me

I do that bad bad thing where i keep snooping on my ex’s social media and then feel hurt by it 👀

I feel like shit and i wish she were there to comfort me

I miss my girl

I feel like i fucked up

I’m waiting for her to block me cuz i can’t do it lol

I did it. Broke up. I am free

I have decided and it wounds me

I feel like I’m in pain and it’s hard for me to focus and I cant do it until this big thing is over