hiatus

tag followers you want to know better !

NAME: dev STAR SIGN: capricorn - big surprise! HEIGHT: 5′3 WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME? ...which one?  PUT YOUR SPOTIFY ON SHUFFLE. WHAT ARE THE FIRST 6 SONGS THAT POPPED UP?

i don’t use spotify often but the last 6 songs i listened to were

boy with love - bts

shibuya marble texture -pccs- - hypnosis mic

mood indigo - cheeze

we are - wee won jae

think about’ chu - sam kim & loco

icarus - elijah nang

EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU? yes. it was mostly as a joke since i wrote a song back in exchange. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR? i don’t think i remember playing air guitar since i have actual instruments right here. WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH? not sure. can’t think of one off the top of my head. WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE; SOUND YOU LOVE? hate: harsh plosive sounds in speech by my ears, unprepared | love : the little pitter patter when a dog is coming up to you DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? this house is haunted. things always fall off and i watch them. it’s not even scary at this point i’ve just accepted that i have a spiritual roommate and they’re a bit of a prick. HOW ABOUT ALIENS? the universe is unexplored. i say aliens are there until proven not. DO YOU DRIVE? nope. i’m pretty good at mario kart but that’s it IF SO, HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED? n/a WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? i’m an english student. i don’t know. DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE? absolutely hate it WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? US. please watch it. i need more people to talk about it with. WHAT’S THE WORST INJURY YOU’VE EVER HAD? let’s see. i’ve been stabbed twice. had multiple operations and honestly idk at this point. DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW? HYPNOSIS MIC.  DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE YOU WRONG? i give one chance and then i’m over it. i’ve been fucked over by too many people to care. IN A RELATIONSHIP? engaged to @ulixean

      — it was almost strange how such MINOR things could make another’s day. him , calling her princess. her , offering him her thighs as a place of refuge. if only every aspect of life could be so soft & simple. the weight of his head upon her lap even felt NATURAL , like it was an expected spot for hifumi to be. she had never minded having a man in her lap. though his revelation on the other hand , was something she did mind. funny how he could urge her to look after herself when it was clear as day he was just as bad — if not WORSE. “ hmm , a hypocrite i see. ” she scolded sternly.

      though soon the woman couldn’t hold back a short laugh at his rearrangement of her hand. nails combing through brunette locks immediately in an ABSENTMINDED fashion. “ well ,running my fingers through your hair definitely wouldn’t feel as nice on your end if i didn’t have any NAILS. so remember that in the future when somebody hires you to KILL me. ” digits nimbly curling around his hair to give it a small tug backwards as a warning before she softened& reverted back into gentle strokes. “ i think it depends on your experiences. ” she replied honestly. “ not all , but a lot of people i know that are turned on by being hurt & degraded are usually the ones who have lead either a very BORING or very privileged life. ” the power of lust sure was something to behold. “ i think i’ve been KICKED DOWN too many times to be okay with men treating me like garbage in the bedroom too , i don’t deserve that. ” bomi was a woman so sure of herself. she knew what she deserved & what she DIDN’T which would have been incredible had life not continued to slam her with the latter. but at least she knew none the less , some didn’t even have that much. “ — you know , if you’re tired you can SLEEP as long as you need , i’ve got no place to be. ”

    how amazing she is, leaving him as weak as a water in her graceful tenderness. if only he had the time to lie with her forever, though their occupations beg to separate them. even if tired lids threaten to shut at any moment, he wants to balance in the soft suspension between an unknowing doze and the blessing of her presence. awake is good enough for him.

    "it's not like this every day. i promise." shifting himself, he turns to tuck an arm around her, a poor attempt at a hug with what little strength he has - she's probably swiped up the rest of it anyways. "but would you hate me if i said i wouldn't mind it if it meant staying like this with you a bit more often?" he sighs in resignation to her soft touch, unresolved to make an argument with her. as he listens to her however, the urge to hold her a little tighter twitches in his hand, even if he can't give such fears away so readily. not when he's just sworn not to baby her so.

    "i wouldn't take the job if you were a target."

     too quiet, he wishes that he'd had a few more words to say. so how does she make the tug of his hair feel like the bite of winter? sudden coldness reminds him of her danger, though he had once forgotten that she's just as every bit dangerous as another target. of course he can't see her like that. not when he refuses to see it. every word seems to claw deeper into the past he'd kept so secretly. boring. privileged. a suspicious man would've only thought she'd known everything about him at this point. it's a wonder that anyone could ever hope to sleep after hearing such... warnings. and even after all of this, he can't help but marvel at her with simply...