The Motive Changes Like The Wind

I fucked up and snapped because I was emotional and they said “your response was a showing of your deeper true colors”. Feels so bad…

Need more friends who know nothing about my life to be melancholy with

I need a house pronto. This apartment is too small. Also I am stuck here and feeling lonely but I can’t be at my desk because someone is sick in the bedroom which is also my office so I feel homeless. Slept on the couch last night.

Apathy seeping in. With a touch of self loathing.

My trauma responses are fucking things up again. Sometimes I feel like I’ll never be good enough.

Feeling so comforted that I have my forever partner 🥰🥰🥰

Feeling incredibly unlovable today

I love that my partner wants to spend extra time with me since they’ll be gone fri-sat 🥺💕 life is so good

What did you do this weekend? I played D&D, snuggled my bf all day Sunday, and learned that my grandparents are millionaires 🙃 I don’t feel so guilty for not being able to pay them back right now

Probably going to start using my tumblr to vent again

I wish whenever I was in a slump it was only my burden to bear. I hate how it affects others around me 😞 I hate how I feel like I have to fake a smile sometimes to spare others from my vibes