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i'll be honest i'm still trying to spend less time on tumblr and the reason isn't exactly a social media detox but because the paranoid delusions are here and i wish i could be more open about it in public (or even with friends) but unfortunately it's easy to take advantage of. i think it's important to talk about though since it's my reality and i would usually delete everything and wipe every trace of myself when it happens but i don't want that to happen to this blog. i damage control by being less active but i still draw every day, i hope you understand. my skill in drawing may periodically change, my demeanor may suddenly be hostile, i'm sorry in advance. but i'm not going anywhere, despite everything it's always still me, and in some ways, i just have to dare to be seen