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trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.

"Someone once said that truth is something secret and inexplicable; instead of having logical sense, this inaccessible truth possesses an ultimate meaning that explains everything, or will explain everything…" - Non, or the Vain Glory of Command (Manoel de Oliveira, 1990)

The springtime of life demands ready hopes: banners, stars, crosses, sickles and hammers. But the shell of dogma lacks what matters, and so I threw away the easy copes.

Then I reaped the full fruits of my own youth; wolfish, I ate both the sweet and bitter. I found no sense in vomit or glitter, gained nothing in turning away from truth.

My eyes now gaze at what lies past the dark, my soul is an oblation to the night as the flaying of deceit carries on.

Hello June