CarolDallonFan

I really like this idea the dark side of the idea of the “unbreakable human spirit” the unhealthy side of preserving one’s self against it all walk on broken legs out of spite for the world

15 years ago today, which is wild

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In my eyes, above all, HDG is a disability narrative. It's a world where no matter what, you will be taken care of, and you will be comfortable. Most of all, do you don't have to do it yourself. "Oh but what about the cg/l stuff? That's what the rest of the kink stuff grew out of and it's not disabi-" Nothing has ever made me want to go back to being a kid like being disabled has.

Ideally when you're a kid, you'll have a support network of adults who care for you. Parents, teachers, doctors, etc. When you have something wrong with you, your teacher or whoever notices it and tells your parent "hey something's wrong with your kid." Your parents calls your doc and says "hey something's wrong with my kid" and makes an appointment. Doc take a look at you, says "hey this is what's wrong with your kid, take this medicine and it'll get better." You have no agency in this process, you are cared for without your consent.

One of my memories from when I was a kid was going into the doc's for something, and then while we were there, being told I was going to get some immunization shots. I was normally really good with shots, but being surprised by it, I couldn't handle it, and I bawled and thrashed, and begged not to get poked. But I was immunized that day, and it was for my own good, despite my resistance.

I'm an adult now. If someone notices something wrong with me, they either don't comment to not be rude, or they tell me. I have to talk to my doc and say "hey something's wrong with me." I have to take myself to appointments, schedule my own followups, find a specialist to get myself a referal to. I have to sit around in waiting rooms by myself. No one will hold my hand while I'm getting my blood drawn, or a chunk of my skin taken for a biopsy.

The Affini are incredibly powerful seeming beings in hard to understand ways who make efforts to communicate with Terrans and adapt to them while also often speaking to each other in ways Terrans cannot understand.

They consider that Terrans cannot truly be independent most of the time, and forcefully become the legal guardians of Terrans and that is normal.

They take care of Terrans whether they want it or not, for their own good. They have specific doctors for Terrans too.

I had not until just now realized how much the Affini are to the Terrans what adults are to children.

Like yes ofc I knew cg/l was deeply embedded. But Domestication is analogous to adoption, the language stuff can be likened to how adults usually speak to kids vs to each other, which at certain ages will often mean the kid understands what adults say to them but not what we say to each other. Adults might seem extraordinary, superhuman, able to do anything including change the weather or summon things out of thin air, to a kid.

All this stuff is written into how the Affini are. Every aspect of their interaction with Terrans is filtered through a lens that is very very similar to the one through which human adults look at children.

i pulled you out of the icy depths, why are you still so saturated in blood? better yet, where the hell did you come from?