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She/they (Bi)g into women I worldbuild and write @coghoundcoalition is my sideblog for that I make music under PaperCandle
I really really really like worm
[#cardboard box of worms] is my tag

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@cardboardinferno
Basic about me:
She/they (Bi)g into women I worldbuild and write @coghoundcoalition is my sideblog for that I make music under PaperCandle
I really really really like worm
[#cardboard box of worms] is my tag

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Thoughts?
1000 grams of protein
"why are trans women such overachieving mega-geniuses who can code and play any instrument? Or so beautiful she could model? Also, why are they so mean and paranoid and generally mostly hang with each other? She also has a LOT of social grace for somebody autistic. Like I genuinely wonder why they are all so similar in such similar ways."
And people wonder why we have so many chronic mental and physical health issues. They are the bullet holes that still allow you to land, even if just barely.
I know a ton of stupid trans women. Like more than I know smarter ones. That said, of the mega geniuses I know, trans women are disproportionately in that category.
We forgot about it
I once signed up to participate in a study on how depression affects memory, forgot I was meant to go do it, and when I emailed to apologise to the PhD student running it she basically told me that a) she was very used to this happening and b) the weird irony of her theoriesā correctness making it very difficult to arrange proving them had by now gone from infuriating to hysterical
I went to the Grand Canyon when I was depressed and I literally forgot the whole thing. Like, the only reason I even know I was there is that I have photographs of myself standing in front of the Grand Canyon with dead eyes but i have absolutely no memory of it
People talk about depression like itās just being sad all the time but straight up your brain stops working and sadness is just one of the many, many consequences of that
more of Eva Stratt x Ava (Iron Lung) Meeting someone from another universe who understands you and your choices completely
Also headcanon that Stratt drinks ridiculous amounts of caffeine. Ava tries it once and immediately gets hit with ten times of the caffeine she consumed in her entire life

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I really like this idea the dark side of the idea of the āunbreakable human spiritā the unhealthy side of preserving oneās self against it all walk on broken legs out of spite for the world
I feel itās an underrated idea
Yeah that is cool.
"Unbreakable human spirit." Yeah unfortunately the bad guy has that too. Next they'll come up with the Power of Friendship and we'll all be fucked.
Happy Worm day!
15 years ago today, which is wild
Literally half my life ago!
inshallah she shall be reduced to vapour
whoās gonna tell tumblr that executive dysfunction is more than Not Doing Things?
okay
these are the executive functions. impairment of these functions is executive dysfunction
Oh.
OH
Girl, help. None of my executives are functioning
i'm so good at executively functioning
whoās gonna tell tumblr that executive dysfunction is more than Not Doing Things?
okay
these are the executive functions. impairment of these functions is executive dysfunction
Oh.
OH
Girl, help. None of my executives are functioning

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see every time i see this status i get angry because iāve played through literally every scenario in rct1 and there is no place where this is a thing. there is never more than one park per map. and in rct2 you canāt make that happen i the scenario editor either. it is not remotely within the gameās functionality to simulate two discrete parks and these games were coded in assembly for christ sake so itās not like someone modded it in by adding the line āint const TOTAL_NUM_POSSIBLE_PARKS = 2;ā. there is no conceivable way this post is anything close to true and even though i know how writing all this out reflects upon me as a person and even though i know exactly how meaningless and trifling of a takedown attempt this is on some random facebook screencap with hundreds of thousands of notes im going to post it anyway because iām too petty to have any say in the matter
the poster is Karl Smallwood, he's a comedian who's made a bunch more tweets that you might know like getting a homelessguy to play skyrim and then dropping him in scandanavia with a sword. he also runs a youtube channel called Fact Fiend
tadc last act with @cardboardinferno
i was there too!
im gonna kill all yanks who get to just go meet up with other yank girls from the internet. the internet it full of yanks and they keep meeting each other without crossing international borders or dealing with language barriers and im friends or acquaintance with no trans women in poland
In honor of pride month and the iron lung movie being available to stream now, hereās some yurified Bloody Mary
In honor of pride month and the iron lung movie being available to stream now, hereās some yurified Bloody Mary
YURIOUS!!!

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The more I actively engage with my own disability and try to get diagnosed and medicated and stuff instead of just living with it in misery, the more I understand what Human Domestication Guide is actually about.
It's not just porn, it's not just kink, it's not just wish fulfillment.
In my eyes, above all, HDG is a disability narrative. It's a world where no matter what, you will be taken care of, and you will be comfortable. Most of all, do you don't have to do it yourself. "Oh but what about the cg/l stuff? That's what the rest of the kink stuff grew out of and it's not disabi-" Nothing has ever made me want to go back to being a kid like being disabled has.
Ideally when you're a kid, you'll have a support network of adults who care for you. Parents, teachers, doctors, etc. When you have something wrong with you, your teacher or whoever notices it and tells your parent "hey something's wrong with your kid." Your parents calls your doc and says "hey something's wrong with my kid" and makes an appointment. Doc take a look at you, says "hey this is what's wrong with your kid, take this medicine and it'll get better." You have no agency in this process, you are cared for without your consent.
One of my memories from when I was a kid was going into the doc's for something, and then while we were there, being told I was going to get some immunization shots. I was normally really good with shots, but being surprised by it, I couldn't handle it, and I bawled and thrashed, and begged not to get poked. But I was immunized that day, and it was for my own good, despite my resistance.
I'm an adult now. If someone notices something wrong with me, they either don't comment to not be rude, or they tell me. I have to talk to my doc and say "hey something's wrong with me." I have to take myself to appointments, schedule my own followups, find a specialist to get myself a referal to. I have to sit around in waiting rooms by myself. No one will hold my hand while I'm getting my blood drawn, or a chunk of my skin taken for a biopsy.
HDG is about care, being given the care you need, without you having to do the work for it, even if you don't want it. Everything else rises from that.
oh my gosh you get it
yeah, that! That's exactly how the disability narrative intersects with cg/l , I don't think I could've said it better myself sdjkfhgsd
YAY!!!
Oh. Oh it just clicked.
The Affini are incredibly powerful seeming beings in hard to understand ways who make efforts to communicate with Terrans and adapt to them while also often speaking to each other in ways Terrans cannot understand.
They consider that Terrans cannot truly be independent most of the time, and forcefully become the legal guardians of Terrans and that is normal.
They take care of Terrans whether they want it or not, for their own good. They have specific doctors for Terrans too.
I had not until just now realized how much the Affini are to the Terrans what adults are to children.
Like yes ofc I knew cg/l was deeply embedded. But Domestication is analogous to adoption, the language stuff can be likened to how adults usually speak to kids vs to each other, which at certain ages will often mean the kid understands what adults say to them but not what we say to each other. Adults might seem extraordinary, superhuman, able to do anything including change the weather or summon things out of thin air, to a kid.
All this stuff is written into how the Affini are. Every aspect of their interaction with Terrans is filtered through a lens that is very very similar to the one through which human adults look at children.
This is super messy and probably could be better put but yeah, I just realized this and needed to put the words to virtual paper.
YES ABSOLUTELY!!!
I've been working on another post specifically about domestication and how even in instances of humans keeping pets, the pets tend to be more childlike compared to wild or feral counterparts. We often even call the act of getting a pet adoption.
i pulled you out of the icy depths, why are you still so saturated in blood? better yet, where the hell did you come from?
(quick sketch inspired by this post by @spotforme)