Lottalife

Pernah sangat dekat, sampai akhirnya menjadi sangat canggung

Apa arti kata adil sesungguhnya? Tapi yang gue sadari emang bersikap adil atau setara itu sulit diwujudkan

I feel powerless and useless. I know that i cant do this, but baby, i'm sorry. I just being selfish, just for today, let me feel this

I might be little upset when someone reply my question or req with something i dont like. But yeah, its not like i need you to replace my stuff, just want to know how you behave in share house.

Hi baby, lets meet in november, will ya?

I want going back to my comfort zone. I need my home. Not a home which can't make me feeling safe

Even i dont want but i have to. Right?

I shouldn't cry over trivial things. Don't i? But i can't help it. Sometimes i just wonder what went wrong. How i supposed to do. This past 3 month i thought really hard. Idk why i'm feeling like we're not capable to each other anymore

So this is how you want me to act

Because this is first time for me either. And i'm not expecting it. Its hard for me too

At some moments i regret my decision

Am i a burden?

You just don't realize sometimes your word can hurt people

I'm not used to it

What i'm really afraid has coming. Its too soon. And i dont want to face it yet

Need time to heal.