triste

Thank you for never giving up on me.

I can’t fucking leave him like this.

“The toughest thing about this episode, writing-wise, was trying to find, what’s the emotional thread that’s gonna get us through? And it was like, well this should be about Barry and Fuches. You know, Barry again realizing Fuches has always been the person in his life. He was there when he got back fron Afghanistan. I love the way Stephen looks in that dream, how he looks all dark. I mean, he looks like a demon or something. But Barry, at the end of this episode, kind of realizes, like, ‘Oh, that was… that was going into the arms of the devil.” -Bill Hader, Ronny/Lily Behind-the-Scenes

 2x01 // 2x08 | “I wanted the season to be bookended by Barry coming out of darkness and then retreating into darkness… So he lives in the shadows and tried to come out into the light to live this virtuous life, and he just can’t do it. When I watch that, it’s this weird acceptance of who he is.”

I think the real first time he ever actually, I think, felt love for somebody was Eddie...

Barry Berkman + the 9 symptoms of BPD

This is the hardest story that I have ever told.

 2x01 // 2x08 | “I wanted the season to be bookended by Barry coming out of darkness and then retreating into darkness… So he lives in the shadows and tried to come out into the light to live this virtuous life, and he just can’t do it. When I watch that, it’s this weird acceptance of who he is.”

comedy = tragedy + time

EUPHORIA (2019)

the archer — taylor swift

And now, it’s time to leave and turn to dust. — The Cinematic Orchestra

mena massoud for vulcan magazine

It definitely felt like I was purposefully, and this was a decision I made at the beginning of that process, I was very defiantly putting up a defense mechanism. It was reflecting on the persona you felt had been crafted and constructed for you, and that was the first time I’d ever done that with album. The album had two sides, very weaponized songs, very angsty, and then you had the real story of the album, which was basically about love, and real love, and real friendship, and finding those things in and amongst feeling very, very misunderstood in a lot of ways in your life. This new music is much more playful, and actually inward-facing. When you get into this album, it’s much more about me as a person, no pun intended with the song title, but it’s kind of taking those walls, taking that bunker down from around you. I felt like I had to put up, because you know after awhile in certain times in career where if you say something, it’s going to be misconstrued, if you don’t misconstrued, you might as well make music and do what you do and keep your head down.

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You alright? Always.