escapism

i need to have a make out session with someone but in a really messy and sloppy way

always an angel never a god

I must be paying for some sins i committed in my previous life because the universe makes sure to let me taste love and snatches it right away when i dare think I could be loved. She waits for me to fall for the trap. She lays the bait so insidiously. It’s never going to stop

*Develops feelings for someone* I've made a huge mistake.

feeling pretty doomed by the narrative rn.

It killed me to walk away.

How do you walk away from this?

Feeling safe in someone's energy is a different type of intimacy. That peace of mind and security is very underrated and I cannot emphasize this enough.

i feel safe with him

and i just want to scream, "i have so much to offer, so much love to give!" but all i hear is the silence of all the people that don't want it.

Me? Yearning and pining? *nervous laughter* What makes you think that? *turns around and trips, all the yearning and pining pouring out on the ground like blood*