Just Be

I used to have a crush on a girl on Tumblr and I can't remember her name it's been over a decade.

Don't forget I'm the one who loved you when you didn't love yourself. When you thought you were fat and ugly I LOVED YOU. Then you lost a few pounds and all of a sudden I'm not enough for you. Fuck that.

Your lifestyle choices are dumb af now. Letting me go was the dumbest decision you ever made. No betraying me was the dumbest decision you ever made. And my dumbest decision was allowing you to still be a part of my life.

I miss looking into your eyes while I'm inside you

I loved you on your darkest, meanest days. I stayed. Bc I loved you and I believed in you. And I still do but it's not the same.

What a shallow ass hoe

Her titties in my face would heal me

I can't trust you and that's the worst of all

I never fell out of love with you no matter how you treated me.

I was your first, but I wanted you to be my last.

You make me feel terrible about myself. You make me question things I wouldn't have questioned before. All because of a few things you said to me and breaking your loyalty. How could you do this to us? It all feels like a lie now.

I just want to be chosen, forever.