undeadmealworm

rdr2 rockstar game devs trying to develop the relationship between john and javier through camp interactions so that there's more depth to their reunion in rdr1 and just writing the actual most homosexual interactions in gaming history

media consumption is EVIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its really hot i hate summer :( its pretty outside but its genuinely sweltering

i cannot do this

oh my god I could go for some dominoes rn

okay I'm literally fine now idk what the hell that was 😳😳😳😳😳😳

im not doing a good job at hiding this kind of thing

I am so sad

I feel like I embody the exact archetype of person that I hate and don't want to be and all my friends also hate it and secretly unspokenly acknowledge behind my back that I am this way and they hate it but they choose to tolerate me anyways for whatever reason and I think this probably comes from the really deep rooted fear I have inside me that my friends don't think I'm actually funny like jokewise but they think it's funny how much I'm willing to humiliate and embarrass myself just to try and make them want me there

very sad and I want to cry but there is a bad feeling in my stomach that says I should not

I don't know what's stopping me from going insane and killing everybody

really upset

mmmmaaayyybeeee I'll post a drawing or something later ???????

my doctor put me on meds for my nausea

I have to go to hell soon