now i’m embarrassed for falling for your bullshit lies and those fake tears

everyone was right about you but i didn’t want to believe them because i thought you were better than that.

i’m actually so depressed being back home wtf i don’t like it here

i honestly don’t even think i’m ready for a relationship. i feel like i’m all over the place and just having fun and living my own life and i just don’t feel ready for the commitment with someone else. i like the idea of a relationship but in the long run i really can’t hold myself down for that right now. so i kind of fucked myself but whatever i’m just goin with the flow.

i thought i was over with choosing between people but then ANOTHER ONE has to come in and now i gotta choose but i mean... do i really have to? :/

i didn’t know you felt anything towards me but now you’re talking about what we should be and i don’t know how to feel. i didn’t think we’d end up like this

i know i shouldn’t be stressing over this bc i know it won’t even work out but like i am and it’s all i can think about and i just have no idea what’s gonna happen

i didn’t expect any of this to turn out the way it did and now i don’t know what to do

who would’ve known that my crush since i was like 10 years old who is 7 years older than me would fall for me. like woah, that came out of no where. now all i want to do is spend time with you but OF COURSE i left the day after we FINALLY confessed our feelings

if you come back to california you should hmu ;)

it sucks sharing something special with someone who lives so far away

thank you for making my last night in arkansas magical

it’s crazy how you wake up everyday not knowing if that day will change your life forever

it’s sad to say but i hope one day i’ll forget about you. i want to forget about every part of it.

if they didn’t care or love you anymore they wouldn’t talk shit. remember that.