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Melancholy… the shadow that follows

I’m meeting my friend tonight. That must be a reason to wake up. There is fresh coffee in the kitchen. The sun is out. It’s all nice and quiet. All you need to do is to brush your teeth, make your bed and pray. Why does it seem easy for everyone, but not me? Why did I open my eyes and spend my morning aimlessly staring at the wall? How do you talk about the need to be swallowed by your bed because you see no point in getting up? I wrote about it in a poem before. My bed is still declining the call. How unkind! How inconsiderate of it to refuse to put me out of my misery! So, I go back to sleep and the dance starts again until a strong enough justification to live pulls me up. It calls: here are my arms wide open. Here’s another day.

* April 6th

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wayba3

A teacher and his aquarium

aroaessidhe

aro & ace books: where they already know they're aspec (YA)

whether they're 100% out and happy in their identity, or still closeted or working through pressures from amatonormativity. Leaning toward contemporary books that use the words here, where it's unambiguous (though sometimes not explored in depth). There's many books (especially fantasy) where the information is presented omnisciently, or they're somewhere in the grey area of knowing something's different but not what it means.

contemporary

Dear Wendy - 2 aroaces

Shapes of Love - aroace girl

Love Points To You - ace girl, demi girl LI

Wren Martin Ruins It All - ace boy

You Don't Have A Shot - ace girl

Lets Talk About Love - ace girl

The Rhythm of My Soul - aroace girl & boy

The Evolving Truth of Ever-Stronger Will - demi-aroace agender

The Many Half-Lived Lives of Sam Sylvester - acespec nonbinary

Someone To Daydream About - demiro girl

Aces Wild - ace boy, other ace SCs

Bad At Love - demi boy

Arden Grey - ace girl

Take Me To Your Nerdy Leader - aroallo girl

Tash Hearts Tolstoy - ace girl

Love Letters for Joy - ace girl

Switchback - aroace girl

contemporary fantasy/paranormal

Elatsoe - aroace girl

Funeral Girl - (aro?)ace girl

Godly Heathens - demiro nonbinary

Earthbound Hearts - ace girl

We Were Restless Things - ace girl

A Snake Falls To Earth - ace girl

Now Entering Addamsville - ace girl

fantasy

The Hanging Bones - aroace girl

Beneath The Citadel - ace girl

What We Devour - ace girl

Bloody Spade - greyace girl, aroallo boy & demi-aroace girl

Belle Revolte - ace girl

sci-fi

The Sound of Stars - demisexual girl

Coldwire - demisexual girl

A Stage Over Ruthless Stars - aro boy

middle grade books where they already know: Asking for a Friend, Sal And Gabi Break The Universe, Ravenfall

#aspec books / aspec database / tumblr masterpost

info included here is brief! please see my database for full details of the books 13/7/26

yexerrr

rumors and confessions

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I'm unwell.

clearlynotmena

bi panic

heartstopperthoughts

So I like to do this thing where I headcanon different Osemanverse characters from different stories as best friends, just based on their personalities and who I think would really get on.

Nick and Jason - v chill and loyal friends

Lucas and Mac - kinda insecure assholes

Tao and Angel - outgoing and opinionated

Juliet and Tara - smiley mom friends

Darcy and Pip - chaotic lesbians

Rooney and Becky - insecure sweethearts who pretend that they have their lives together when they’re really just falling apart

Georgia and Aled - quietest one in the friend group

Elle and Carys - both have badass energy

Jimmy and Charlie - anxious muffins with trauma

Frances and Michael - quirky oddball babes

Tori and Rowan - overprotective and loyal

Dan and Lister - a bit rough around the edges but honestly just big ol’ teddy bears

#tori and rowan but also georgia and aled

heartstopperthoughts

Julio and Jane are the original Osemanverse romance

esotericectasy

I give a fuck, I give lots of fucks. Im a prostitute of feelings.

flowers-in-book

you can tell a person is in a dark place when tumblr means a lot to them

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liefst

Every day is a miniature house of worship

quotespile

“My world, my Earth is a ruin. A planet spoiled by the human species. We multiplied and fought and gobbled until there was nothing left, and then we died. We controlled neither appetite nor violence; we did not adapt. We destroyed ourselves. But we destroyed the world first.”

— Ursula K. Le Guin, The Dispossessed

I thought I had what it takes to let go

I didn’t

Resentment is resting behind my teeth.

***

Yasi replied: gnawing on resentment like a dog with a bone.

#sarah #mine #writing

Sinking deep into the earth

Wishing my mother lost me in a misbirth

I lie down with wounds

festering under my flesh

I bled on every opened arms

A trail of my fragments is all that’s left

On the cup of tea we had

On the conversation that has never ended

My tears on your sofa

My face in your memory

Alluding to a life that was half lived

I was here

Don’t forget me.

**

I’m jaded

Lend me your shoulder.

#sarah #poetry #writing #mine

theblackberryhimself

Obsession and the Backrooms movie are not barbenheimer. Heartstopper and The Odyssey, however,

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Hi

ceruleanheaven

all that and i havent killed myself yet i must really love this stupid fucking life

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