i want her completely undone before i've even gotten close to where she needs me.
starting at her mouth. kissing her slow. one hand cupping her face. the other resting warm on her waist. feeling her lean into it immediately. learning her mouth. the way she kisses back. the way she makes a small sound when i press a little deeper. the way her hand finds my arm and holds on.
pulling back just enough to look at her properly.
taking her in. all of her. watching her get slightly shy under my gaze.
a soft smile. a little uncertain. "hi."
"you're so beautiful." said with every bit of meaning behind it. watching something flicker in her expression. "i just want you to know that before we do anything else. you're so beautiful."
her dropping her gaze slightly.
tipping her chin back up gently. "i mean it. please, look at me..."
her eyes finding mine. wet slightly at the edges already.
"so so beautiful." pressing a kiss to her mouth again. slow and warm. "so soft." another kiss. feeling her exhale against my lips.
moving to her cheek. her jaw. taking my time. pressing my mouth to every part of her face like i'm memorizing it. her temple. the corner of her eye. the bridge of her nose. feeling her go softer with every kiss.
finding her neck. pressing my lips to her pulse. feeling it flutter. feeling her tilt her head back immediately. giving me more without thinking about it.
"so pretty." against her neck. hands moving slow over her sides. her waist. learning the shape of her. "so soft here." pressing a kiss lower. her collarbone. "and here." her shoulder. "and here."
moving down her arm slowly. all the way to the inside of her elbow. pressing my mouth there. feeling her shiver. down to her wrist. her palm. pressing a kiss to each finger. hearing a small moan escape her lips.
pressing kisses back up her arm. her shoulder. finding her mouth again briefly. then moving to her chest.
warm kisses across it. feeling her breath catch. kissing her like every part of her is exactly where my mouth is supposed to be.
"you feel so good." pressing my lips to her chest. her sternum. "so soft." moving slowly. thoroughly. finding her nipples with my mouth gently. feeling her whole body react immediately. her back arching slightly. a sharp inhale.
learning what she likes. the pressure. the pace. switching between them. taking my time. feeling her get more and more restless under me. her hips shifting. her hands finding my hair and gripping softly.
"mommy—" breathless already. "please—"
"not yet." pressing a last kiss there. moving lower.
her stomach. slow deliberate kisses all the way across it. feeling her shake under my lips. feeling her hands move from my hair to the sheets.
"so soft here." kissing lower. her sides. feeling her ribs expand under my mouth with every shaky breath. "so pretty. i love it here." pressing my lips to her hip. one side then the other. "your hips." kissing them again. "i love them so much. i can't stop kissing them."
her hand finding my hair again. needing to touch me.
"you feel so good under my hands." moving to her inner thighs. pressing kisses there. feeling her shiver. feeling her legs shift slightly. opening for me without meaning to. "so soft everywhere i touch you."
learning her here too. how sensitive she is. how she trembles when i get close to where she needs me and veer away. how her breathing gets more unsteady every time.
"please." barely there. thighs pressing toward me. "please mommy i need—"
"i know." finally moving where she needs me. hand finding her slowly. carefully. feeling her gasp the second i touch her. starting slow. the lightest pressure. barely anything.
"oh god—" hips tilting up immediately. "that's— please don't stop—"
"i'm not stopping." keeping the same pace. learning her. every small response. every change in her breathing. finding that spot and staying right there.
settling over her. weight careful and warm. pressing my mouth to her neck. her jaw. finding her mouth.
kissing her deep while my hand keeps its rhythm. feeling her moan into it. her arms coming around me. pulling me closer.
"so good." against her lips. "you feel so good. you're so beautiful. so perfect right now."
her crying slightly now. just tears sliding down quietly. not from anything bad. from how present i am. how much attention she's receiving. how safe she feels.
wiping her cheek with my thumb without stopping. pressing a kiss where the tear was.
building her up. working her steady. feeling her get closer. the way she writhes and shakes. the way her hips start moving more desperately. the way her sounds get smaller and more broken.
getting her right to the edge.
a devastated sound. "please— please no— i was so close—"
"i know." pressing a kiss to her jaw. her neck. rubbing slow circles on her hip. "i know sweetheart. just a little longer. you're doing so beautifully."
"please—" tears now. real ones. frustrated and desperate. "please mommy please i need to cum please—"
"i know you do." so warm. pressing a kiss to her temple. her cheek. "you're being so good. so patient. so beautiful. i promise i'll let you cum soon."
letting her come back down slightly. keeping my hand still but present. pressing kisses to her face while she breathes.
starting again. properly this time. steady. focused. completely devoted to her.
"you feel so good" not stopping. watching her face. "so soft. your body is so beautiful. every single part of it. i love the way you feel. i love the way you respond to me. i love all of it."
"mommy—" grabbing at me. "mommy i'm gonna— i'm so close—"
"i've got you." moving faster now. "cum for me. you're doing so good. i've got you."
the sound she makes. the way her whole body shudders. the way she grips me and pulls me closer like she needs to feel me there while it happens. working her through every single second of it.
bringing my fingers to my mouth. holding her gaze. tasting her slowly.
"so good." so warm. leaning down and kissing her. slow and deep. moaning softly into her mouth. pulling back slightly. "you taste so good. so sweet. so perfect."
her making a small needy sound.
cupping her face in both hands. thumbs stroking her cheeks slow and warm.
just looking at her for a moment. taking her in completely.
eyes wet. cheeks warm. lips soft. "hi."
pressing a kiss to her forehead. her nose. her left cheek. her right cheek. the corner of her mouth. her chin. back to her mouth. slow and gentle.
a long soft pause. "like. so much. so good. i don't even know how to explain it."
"yeah?" stroking her cheeks. "what do you need right now? anything. tell me."
thinking about it. genuinely thinking about it. "water. and just. you close. that's all."
"always." pressing a kiss to her forehead. "water first. five seconds. i promise."
getting up.
coming back as fast as i can. sitting beside her. helping her sit up gently. holding the glass for her. watching her drink. pressing a kiss to her forehead. her cheek.
setting the glass down. lying back. pulling her into me properly. her head on my chest. body tucked against mine. warm and settled.
hand finding her hair. stroking slow.
"you're so beautiful." cooed reassuringly at her. "i need you to really hear that. not just right now. always. your body is so beautiful. the way you feel. the way you trusted me tonight. all of it."
her pressing closer. fingers curling in my shirt.
"your body is so beautiful." rubbing her back slow. "every part of it. every soft place. every curve. i love it. i love being close to it. i love the way it feels under my hands." pressing a kiss to her hair. "i'm so grateful you let me have this tonight. so grateful you trusted me with you."
a sound against my chest.
her exhaling all the way.
staying like that. rubbing her back. stroking her hair. pressing soft kisses to her head. letting the silence be warm and easy between them.
her breathing evening out slowly.
"thank you." barely there eventually.
pressing a long kiss to her hair.
"thank you for letting me."
