oops how did i forget that trying to reach out to people only makes it worse

oh god it's his birthday tomorrow

too jealous of a person to keep friends too opinionated of a person to keep friends don't like people enough to keep friends. walking red flag

i have such a habit of going thru my mutuals blogs to find stuff to reblog and then i end up reblogging a post by someone i have blocked. whoops

god i think i need to start taking my lamotrigine again

really really really really can't stand the way people look at me!!!!!!!

something feels off something feels wrong and it's annoying me so much

really starting to realise i'm pretty much fine in any weather so long as there's no wind. like it literally got down to -40°F where i live in january and i was outside just fine and there was no wind. but it will be 65 or 90 or whatever and if there's wind i'm gonna be pissed off

not to sound pretentious but this really shouldn't be a pretentious ass take anyway seriously i'm so sick of trying to have conversations about media with people who want to engage with it as if it's not fictional 🫩 i dooooon't caaaaare how you'd feel about this shit irl let's discuss it within the context of. fiction. thank u

so much time on my hands and all of it being wasted!

yay i love feeling paralysed

i'm so sick of waiting i just don't want to look like this anymore asap. like. now 🤮