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Gotta plan gotta date just have to wait it out

I'll never stop hating myself for not being surprised at their suicide but it's still not as much as I hate myself for still being alive while they're gone

It is... far past time to end this

Lmao

I can't believe I'm so reactionary drunk. I failed my sobriety. I've had v few things of wine vs rum. I'm scared I'm relapsing even though th3 only reason I'm drinking is bc I don't have pot. God I hate this

Suicidal and in the mix of dark thoughts but guess who would rather be an emotional void than seek help from friends!!!!

Feeling Unsafe but don't really know why nd I don't have the spoons to reach out to someone

Just saw a ramsay/Sansa fan art and now I legitimately want to kms

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

yesterday was me being three months sober and now I just want to drink myself into a stupor

If I could have a consistent mood for an hour maybe that'd be nice

ppl don't care about me why can't I just die

Anyway what the fuck were you doing here

Goddammit you had someone who cared about you so much but you're so obsessed with being in a fucking relationship you missed it

I'm literally going to end up dead before you talk to me again hope it puts you through hell