the year is 2037

clicking not interested on something used to mean they stopped showing it to you

forget age gaps or differences in rank or whatever the most potently dangerous power dynamic in any relationship is "people like you more than me"

genuinely nothing is more corrosive to love, respect, or trust than the insecurity of forever being second and last in line. of always being the plus one but never invited; always tolerated on their behalf but never wanted on your own. of knowing that nobody's jealousy or admiration is about you at all, only your place at their side. you tell them that you feel like you only exist when you're with them, and they laugh, charmed, but it isn't a figure of speech. it's not enough that they love you best if everyone else loves them better.

okay some people are misinterpreting this as talking about people who treat you like a pity project and like they're doing you a favour by choosing you. this isn't necessarily about relationships made toxic by people who don't value you enough. this is about knowing that you're socially disposable and being unable to accept the love that you're offered because you resent how much your life depends on it.

I yearn 4 curiosity + connection

as a woman you're always too young or too old for things because the perfect age is when you're a man

when men are mean to me it makes my pussy dry and you are scaring me omg

You do not get to make me suffer just because you had to

Sorry you’re gonna have to drag me kicking and screaming off the thirty year old social reject woman website. These are my people

Every time I see my phone I’m like Grr my worst enemy. Hope someone I love texted me