With Hirano recently worrying that he's stopping Kagiura from moving on, I like to remember that if Kagiura did move/show signs of moving on, Hirano wouldn't like it. I know people have reiterated this point before, but the Kagi-kun he's fond of is the one who's in love with him etc etc. So what happens when that version of Kagiura is fading? I imagine he has to ask himself what the alternative is. He doesn't want Kagiura stuck on someone who doesn't love him back. But he inevitably doesn't want to lose the Kagiura who is in love with him. I don't think he would ever ask Kagiura to keep loving him without any return because he cares too much about him, I think.
Like, "The you I love most is the one who loves me" is a crazier statement the more I stare at it. Forget NEEDY. At face value, this is GREEDY. The only way Hirano can get over this hurdle is by letting go of the Kagi-kun he's fond of. Things have to change more, except, unlike the recent changes that have him thinking "This isn't so bad," it would mean Kagiura is slipping away from him and toward his "next", which he's been keeping him from all this time. Is he willing to do that? Is he willing to let go of Kagiura for this to happen? No, he isn't. We know he isn't.
Hirano probably wouldn't stop it from happening if it did, but i think he'd be devastated. Because no matter what, he DOES love Kagiura (no one is shocked). That love runs deep. That love wants Kagiura close, and that love wants Kagiura to love him too.








