Ruth serbel/reader
The candlelight flickered across the grand library of the World Tower, casting shadows over the shelves stacked with ancient tomes. Ruth sat at a table, poring over a thick manuscript on advanced mana stabilization, but his mind was only half on the words in front of him.
you were seated across from him, your quill scratching against parchment as you took notes from an open book. you looked as you always didâcompletely at ease, chin propped on one hand, And yet, Ruth could not focus. The words of the other students in the tower dining hall earlier that day which he refused to believe rang in his head.
"Did you hear? That nobleman-whatâs his name-has sent a proposal to ___!" "she hasnât answered yet, but everyone says sheâs considering it." "Imagine! A duchess before she even finishes her studies."
He had nearly choked on his tea.
Now, he sat stiffly, fingers drumming against the table as he tried to ignore the gnawing irritation in his chest.
Itâs none of my business. But it was his business. Somehow.
He cleared his throat. âSo.â
you barely glanced up. âSo?â
Ruth shifted in his chair. âThat man, the one who keeps hovering around you. Whatâs his deal?â
you blinked at him, tilting your head. âWhat man?â
He rolled his eyes. âThe nobleman. Blond, annoying. Always finds some excuse to speak to you.â
âOh.â you finally seemed to register what he was talking about. âYou mean Lord Kaelen?â
Ruth made an impatient noise. âYes. Him. What does he want?â
you dipped your quill back into the inkwell, voice completely casual. âHe wants to marry me.â
Ruth dropped his quill. It rolled off the table. âWhat?!" His voice came out louder than intended, drawing a few irritated looks from nearby students.
you raised an eyebrow, unimpressed by his reaction. âYou donât have to shout.â
He ignored that. âBut-but youâre still a student here! You havenât even finished your education yet!â
you shrugged. âYou know most ladies donât finish their education before theyâre married.â
Ruth gaped at you, utterly scandalized. âThatâs idiotic.â you smiled, amused by his reaction. âOh, I agree.â
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. âSo what, youâre just considering it?â
you leaned back in your chair, eyeing him curiously. âWhatâs it to you?â
That made him falter. âI-â Ruth hesitated, suddenly aware of how ridiculous he must sound. He couldnât tell you the truth, because he didnât even know the truth. All he knew was that the thought of some nobleman taking you away, of you becoming someoneâs wife- set his nerves on edge in a way he couldnât explain.
He scowled, fumbling for an excuse. âI just think itâs a waste of your talent. Thatâs all.â
you studied him for a moment longer, your eyes gleaming with something unreadable. Then, to his immense relief, you simply shrugged. âWell, of course Iâm not going to marry him.â
Ruth blinked. âYouâre not?â
âNo.â you smiled, reaching over to grab the fallen quill from the floor and handing it back to him. âI have far more important things to do than be some dukeâs little ornament.â
Ruth took the quill from you, but his fingers barely registered it. His heartbeat was still hammering wildly, and he didnât know why. All he knew was that relief flooded him at your words.
you returned to your book, as if the conversation had been nothing of consequence. But Ruth sat there for a long time, staring at you, the unfamiliar feeling twisting inside him like a knot he didnât know how to untangle.















