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not terminally ill as in we’ve exhausted all treatment options, but terminally ill as in they won’t give me advanced treatments due to “behavioral issues”

telling my cardiologist I fell off

hey i cant afford my heart failure meds this month that reduce the risk of me having lethal arrhythmias again. they’re 120. message me for payment apps if you’d like to help 🥲💖

racked up more than a million dollars worth of medical debt in last year alone… and that was still me neglecting a lot of my care.

im in the way, im in the way, im in the way of you

running around with a clock ticking above my head, i wish it would ring. instead im hurting everyone i love with this waiting. they say some time is better than none but i can’t stop feeling like it’s already rung.