I catch you on sneaking a glance on me as I watch TV, snacking.
There is a lot to look at. Thanks to your help, I gained a considerable amount of weight recently, nearing 40 pounds. My belly rounds out in my lap and my love handles bulge at my sides. My chin plunges into a roll of fat whenever I lower my head. My thighs spread on the couch, thick and heavy. Even my upper arms feel plump as they plunge into rolls under my armpits.
I blush, feeling the hotness of your gaze. I tug at the hem of my t-shirt which rides up my belly. You are examining each of my rolls, each soft point. Self-consciously, I reach into my packet of chips, only to find it empty. I blush deeper.
"Craving another snack?" you ask, smirking.
Embarrassed, I nod, yet again feeling my new double chin forming.
You reach for a box full of donuts. You sit beside me and open it. There are six treats inside. You hover the first donut over my mouth.
"Open up," you say, knowing very well how crazy these words drive me.
I shiver. "I'm a bit too full for all of these," I mumble.
"Nonsense. You are never too full for anything these days."
I bite my lip. This is too true. I open my mouth obediently, and you shove the donut inside. It's glazed with chocolate, sickly sweet and fluffy. I gulp it down in one go. Better to start fast before my stomach realizes how full it really is.
"Another one." You take the second donut, one with colourful sprinkles. I open my mouth again and chew furiously, my cheeks bulging. The donut lands heavily in my belly.
"You're getting so nice and fat," you say, reaching for the third donut. "You're doing so very, very well."
My cheeks turn crimson. "You're taking such good care of me."
"You bet I am. Now, open wide."
Third donut, covered with icing sugar, lands inside my mouth, the sugar peppering my plump lips. I'm really starting to get full. I force a gulp.
"Let me..." I pant. "Let me catch my breath."
You hand me a bottle of apple juice. I drink gratefully. It's always juice, never water. Hydration is key, but I can't afford not to be consuming any calories while I do it. While I drink, I slowly massage my belly which started to hang lower between my legs.
"Okay, I'm ready," I say. You reach for the fourth donut. This one looks plain, but I know it has cream inside. It's rich, heavy. It leaves a sweet mess inside my mouth. My belly gurgles. It's getting tight now.
"Good job," you praise. "Imagine how much fatter you'll grow after today."
"Aren't I a bit too fat?" I ask timidly. "I mean, I technically just became obese..."
You click your tongue. "Silly you. These are made-up categories. You could be so much fatter, my dumpling. Open up."
It's the fifth donut. Sticky and sweet jelly is stuffed inside it, and I take my time with chewing it. My t-shirt now completely exposes my bloated belly. I groan slightly as I swallow.
"Just one more," you say, but it doesn't fool me. The last donut is an everything: it has chocolate, sprinkles, and cream inside. A caloric bomb. A good conclusion to the feast.
How many calories have I even consumed today? 5,000? 6,000? Lately, I stopped counting. You do it for me, anyway.
You trace your fingers over my belly, and I whimper. Your hand lands on the hem of my pants, buried somewhere under my belly. You tug at it.
"Are these getting snug?" you ask.
"Yeah," I breathe out. "I've been only wearing them... huff... for three months."
You smile so sweetly that I know I'm in trouble. "Am I right in thinking that if you outgrow them, you'll have to find a special plus size store?"
I nod again, embarrassed and so, so turned on. "Yeah. They don't make them larger than 2XL."
"Well then," you say, "why don't you eat the last donut."
I open my mouth. The triple sweetness assaults my senses. Painfully slowly, I chew and gulp it down. My belly surges forward. You immediately give it your attention, massaging and provoking burps from me, easing up my discomfort. God, I ate so much. I'm so full. So full, fat, and heavy.
You hover over me. Your next words, you whisper right into my ear.
"I'm going to order some takeout. I want these pants outgrown by the end of the week."
I shiver. Slowly, I realize just how huge you want me.
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