♡｡* nobody loves a fat girl *｡♡

I told you that you saved me 

I know I’m nothing special but I know I broke your heart. You loved me when my world was crashing down while yours was already in rubble. You took me in from the cold world and let me live within the warmth of your arms. You took my tears away by insisting you already had cried them for me. You gave me the last dying ember from the fire that was your life and watched me spark into a wild fire that burned down everything surrounding us. You watched as my flames leaped away and let behind only the sharp smell of smoke that cut you like daggers. Although suffocating by my toxic love you always knew I would return to save you right before you would choke on your final breath. You knew that I had loved but I was outgrowing the tiny world you had created to keep me safe. You grew bitter with resent and as I began to blaze on stronger you couldn’t resist but to try to put me out. I begged you please stop, I was growing, I was finally able to survive on my own. You told me you couldn’t, you needed me to keep you warm. You were smothering me, you were putting out the flames you yourself had ignited. You wanted this for me I yelled at you from over the flames. You fueled my fire, you taught what it meant to have passion. You told me stories about the way my eyes should light up and how I should never allow anyone to dull my spark. You created me and swore one day I would be happy and now that, that day has come you are trying to reduce me to ashes. You are lonely and instead of embracing my light, you are trying to bring me back to the same darkness we once shared. I love you, I love you, I love you, I screamed as the fire consumed me, but it is time for our love to burn out.