For my newest followers and probably anyone who just follows my blog without reading bio.
(06/2026) I am currently loopy due to pain medication, sorry if I say weird things I'm trying very hard to be coherent.
(Edited 2025)
I'm a transmasc, nebula romantic, pansexual, currently monogamous.
I'm disabled, have mobility issues at times, and perpetual fatigue syndrome, so I'm usually exhausted and unable to do much other than sleep or low energy activities.
I'm an adult content creator when I have energy and I love making cosplays and doing face paint, I forget to upload a lot of my work on here or I simply don't because the photoshoot isn't PG and this is mainly my wholesome space.
I write fanfictions on occasion and try my best to grow as a person and only write healthy ships, but sometimes I use fanfiction to write about trauma in ways that I can work through it.
I also have some original stories I'm writing and they are my pride and joy and will likely be finished in like 30 years since I have problems focusing.
Anyway that's the short version of get to know me as your Tumblr mutual.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
it would be so nice if you were allowed to start working on projects before you hit the 12 hour until deadline mark but sadly itâs not possible with our current technology. scientists are hard at work but for now this is one of the limitations we must face as a people
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
I am sooo tempted to get Warhammer books as french translations, read them as my way to start re-learning french with a translator at one hand and a dictionary at the other, and develop zero grasp between what vocabulary is regular french and what is Warhammer, and if I ever encounter a native speaker I give them psychic damage.
I am motivated to learn french for the same reason I learned english: they won't learn my language to understand me, and I'm chewing a hole through the language barrier to bite them.
Also it also just occurred to me that I can change the language on the online magic the gathering app to french. Time to relive how it felt like to play english games as a child with no idea what any of the text says.
High moment of my French career came when I was in France and realized I knew how to say things like âairstrikeâ and âplatoonâ but not âcan I sit hereâ on the train. Highly recommend language learning through sci fi media itâs very entertaining.
I love when people make do with whatever random vocabulary they have. I once was in a pub in spain and was asked if I have a girlfriend. I had neither the desire nor the words to explain that I'm gay, so I raised the pint I was holding and said "I do not need women. This beer is my wife."
In response to the rising cost of living, a lack of job options, and decreased educational opportunities, a consortium of leading mental health experts met this week and advised struggling Americans to try crying about it like a little baby. âWhether inflation is making it hard for you to afford groceries or youâre drowning in medical debt, we highly recommend you try bawling your eyes out and going âwah wah wah,ââ said Anthony Marlow, a psychologist at Case Western Reserve University who explained that just five minutes per day of wallowing in their problems and saying âIâm a poor widdle baby, Iâm a poor widdle babyâ could give distressed Americans a much-needed break.
Brown was a really cool 1930s pulp sci-fi magazine artist. This one isnât sci-fi, but it still might be my favorite work of his! Which is an odd thing to find myself saying, given that â as longtime readers may have noticed over the 13 years Iâve run this blog â I really like sci-fi art.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
Are you responsible for the "with mama" trend that happened here or were you joining in?
Knowing you it could be anything
nope! this was the origin of mamaposting
and this one of the earliest instances of it being applied to animals
I just love the meme and hopped on the bandwagon with glee. I really didn't even mean to make that thread mamaposting, I just wanted to see everyone's favorite animals. I didn't realize everyone would happily copy the format and include their own with mamas (or without mama, with papa, etc depending on the animal)
You can miss people living or dead simply by feeling you are lacking their presence. You can feel grief at a loss of getting to know someone better simply due to circumstances.
I miss my Grandpa there is so much I will never get to know about him, but every time I look at tomatoes I think of his little garden and how much it thrived.
Pornhub sends letter to congress urging against age verification on websites, but instead wants OS verification
TL;DR
Porn hub sent letters to multiple elected officials, asking them not to do age verification for websites, claiming that it would be ineffective and risk privacy
Porn hub instead wants age verification at the OS level
They actually unblock a previously blocked country for IOS users when Apple updated their systems to have age verification (for the UK)
OS age verification can easily be bypassed with open source OSâs and the data still can be leaked
Porn hub just wants to toss the blame and responsibility onto someone else so they donât have work too hard
full thing
âPornhub sent a letter to various U.S. governors, attorneys general, and state repsâ
This letter goes over how age verification is ineffective and unable to be fully enforced
With them using stuff like VPNs as a way to bypass these laws
As well as mentioning how it puts you and your childâs data at risk of data leaks
What porn hub wants
They want OS systems like âApple, Microsoft, and Googleâ to have their parental control settings at the source and by default
With adults being able to verify their ages later on
With Porn hub even unblocking the UK (at least for IOS) after Apple enabled device-level filters on devices with iOS 26.4
This type of proposal has a name âthe Parents Decide Act (H.R. 8250), introduced this spring.
It would require every operating system provider to collect and confirm a userâs birth date to set up or use a device, no opt-out for adults, and to build a system letting any app developer pull that verified birth date.
The FTC would write the rules later for how the verification actually happens.â
Why it wonât work
Stuff like Linux and other open source OSâs can easily avoid this because itâs hard to mandate
There would still be data leaks of your personal information
And as âprotecting children onlineâ points out, this will only narrow the checkpoints of age verification
For websites, you could avoid some of them, but with OS age verification,
âEvery device, phone, tablet, computer, game console, becomes the checkpoint before anything else happens on it.
Every app downstream, from a search engine to an AI chatbot to a social media platform, can be built to pull that same verified signal.â
Why do this?
To avoid liability, thatâs the whole reason why
Same thing META is doing, their shoving the blame and responsibility onto a different group so they seem innocent and so they can walk away without doing any real work
âEach time the checkpoint moves up a layer, fewer companies have to build it, and the company asking for the move gets to hand off the liability, the cost, and the data risk to whoeverâs above them.
Follow whoâs asking to move verification up a layer, and you generally find whoever benefits most from someone else building the surveillance system.â
An open letter to lawmakers, a shift to operating-system age checks, and the questions parents should be asking.
When I was little I had a dream where I was in a white room, like a void. There was nothing within it, just another person across from me. They were taller than me, long black hair, in a black coat and a white collared shirt. I didn't recognize them. However despite knowing that this was a stranger, I felt safe around them. Back then I didn't have any big goals in life. I was always told that if I do well I'd have a stable job, a nice place and lots of loved ones. I just wanted to live a normal life, but I didn't really understand what "normal" really was outside of tv. Even though I hadn't yet talked to the person I somehow knew if anyone knew what normal could be it would be them. So I went up to the stranger and asked them if they knew what living a normal life was like. They hesitated before telling me they never quite figured it out.
Several years later I'm a senior in high school. I became goth, dying my hair and dressing up. One night when I fell asleep and ended up in the white room again. I found myself wearing my favorite outfit, a white collared shirt and a black overcoat. I saw a child across the room from me. I realized the child was the younger me. The child asked me the same question I had asked years ago and I hesitated just like before. I had always wanted to live a normal life, not really having any high expectations for my future. Everything that felt like could be normal in my life would always somehow get derailed and it was always out of my control. Things like family struggles or the economy ruining any chances of college or affording my own place. I ended up giving up the idea of living a normal life, so I didn't really know how to answer the question. I ended up just telling the younger me the truth, that I never figured it out. I just try to make the most out of whatever happens and that's all there is to it. I figured I shouldn't tell younger me that last part. It's good to have hope for the future even if its not the one you want.
I haven't returned to the white room since then. I still think about it a lot.
For my 6th year T anniversary in gonna be taking my motorcycle endorsement class. I can't believe it's gonna be 6 years since I actually started T, I'm still very feminine since I'm always on a low dose and I had to go on and off due to problems with administration, but I've had top surgery, I know what I want and I'm not compromising on bottom surgery, and I am so much closer than I thought I'd get to being who I wanna see every time I look in the mirror.
I'm already so happy when I wear my favorite shirts and I see them fit me exactly how I want, I cried the first time I put my favorite shirt on after surgery and saw myself exactly how I had hoped I'd see it.
Lately I'm eating more regularly and I'm hoping to put on muscles in the next few years, then I'll be a cool biker dude covered in tats and still very feminine and I'm fine with that.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
As my "I am aware that this is insane and irrational and therefore nobody can criticise me" of the day, I get irrationally pissed off by people who suck at eating.
"uguuu waah why am I feeling so yucky ;____; no I did eat today, I ate a slice of dry toast 15 hours ago, that's solid so that counts as a meal" bitch shut the fuck up if you hate chewing and swallowing that much get yourself a goddamn feeding tube. actually no I know your address, I'm coming over and I'm grabbing a garden hose from the hardware store on the way. I've never installed one before but we're about to learn together.
Say what you will, but I never hear people who forget to go to the bathroom get all cutesy and giggly about it. Nobody gets all "oopsie woopsie I ignored my body cues and peed the bed again đ„șđ„șđ„ș my little body can't hold all this pee and I'm tinkling myself every other day đđ«Ł" when they talk about having issues like that.
Right so. People with incontinence issues aren't ignoring their cues. Not how that works. Also, whether or not an issue should be taken seriously is not stored in how annoying people are about it. You're still being an ableist asshole.
I'm an eating disorder survivor, I used to skip meals and would get sick trying to eat. This post isn't about people who are disabled and need help, its about the people who have "uwu"ified their aversion to eating and made it their personality.
If someone is struggling with an eating disorder they need help, but they likely aren't going "Teehee I had a mint in my water this morning which counts as a vegetable, oh woopsie I fainted since thats all I had 15 hours ago. No I don't want anything to eat or drink." Thats someone ignoring their bodies clear signs it needs nutrients, which is why incontinence was brought up as a parallel, this behavior is someone intentionally ignoring their bodies warning signs, unlike someone with incontinence the point they were making is that people don't generally "uwu I ignored my body and purposely defecated." the way that people get away with "uwu"ing not eating and being a fainting risk.
This type of person needs to go to an eating disorder clinic cause refeeding syndrome could kill them if they decide to stop acting this way. Its a choice though, not just forgeting to eat like adhd can do, but willingly not eating and then making their situation worse by continuing to not eat when they faint.
Please everyone learn more about the sings of eating disorders, mine went under the radar even though I was looking like a skeleton.
You're correct, yes, this is my bad. I've already specified elsewhere that this was sleep deprived induced stupidity and that I don't normally piss on the poor that hard.
Agreed, also! Eating disorder awareness is very very important.