drinking a beer in a hammock in the sun realizing maybe i don't have to hit myself with hammers every day forever just some or most days

okay I'm home alone for most of the day tomorrow let's see if I can get through all of my painting the wall

not sure why I thought this pattern would be way easier... it's not actually ;-;

Don’t forget to drink water so you can stay hydrated while you suffer

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i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable