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Current Fandoms: TWST, HSR, Genshin, ZZZ, Witch Hat Atelier, Hetalia

🍓Basic Rules

1. This is a character x reader blog. I will only write character x character when I would like to and I will not take requests for it unless specified otherwise.

2. I will not tolerate harassment of others here; be it toward them directly, their ask, or anything else it does not matter. All people are accepted here no matter nationality, ethnicity, gender or sexuality. This includes Fem!MC/Reader for TWST. 

3. Please please please always check to see if the askbox is open for requests before requesting. I have it placed not only in my bio, but on this post which will be pinned. There is nothing worse to me than having to delete or respond to an ask that came in when I was not accepting requests.

4. As stated in my introductions, I am reserved the right to refuse any ask I am sent with or without explanation.

5. Are OC’s allowed? Yes and no. See I ADORE talking about OCs in any capacity, I have SO MANY myself, but I would prefer to not have OC based requests. It’s just easier since I could botch writing them, and OCs are the creators babies!! I don’t want to mess up writing someone’s baby!

5. My askbox and private messages are always open to talk. I love interaction with followers and would really appreciate it if anyone would want talk to me!

6. Finally, the most complicated and important rule for me. Minors are allowed to interact with me and my content, but if they decide to privately speak to me they MUST make their age known immediately. Furthermore, if they read my warnings (nsfw works mostly), and continue on to read a piece I’ve written they are not my responsibility. I aim to make my page the safest space it can be, if they choose to ignore warnings I cannot stop them. However if they are actively interacting with the work (ex. they reblog it, comment on it), depending on the general age range I will block them from my page.

🍓Asking/Requesting Rules

1. Again, this is character x reader. Reader will always be assumed to use they/them pronouns if preferred gender/pronouns is/are not stated, minus special exceptions in which I will explain why the reader is using non-gender neutral pronouns. (This is most likely not going to happen, but I wanted to make it clear here in case that is something that comes up)

2. If requesting a more elaborate story/au idea, I would prefer if you messaged me privately the details of this so I can ask any questions I may need. Of course, this is less of a rule and more of a preference just to keep my askbox and blog tidy.

3. Askbox status is posted both at the top of this post and in my bio. Seriously. it’s the first thing you see... If you request when they’re closed I won’t give you the benefit of even letting you know.

🍓Content I will and will not write/Content Warnings

I do not have many boundaries when it comes to what I write. I will write nearly any AU from soulmate to yandere and more. I’ll even write random AUs readers come up with. I write nsfw and sfw; Fluff and angst; platonic and romantic; monogamous and polyamorous etc.. However there are a few big no’s for me

1. Absolutely NO rape or non-con type of requests. I understand why some people may enjoy that, I tend not to judge anyone for their interests, but this is not the place for that.

2. Dub-con is fine! Mostly, this one is a rather slippery slope. So long as it’s reasonable to assume that the reader is consenting and comfortable, then it’s fine! Previously established consent is also fine, such as with things like somnophilia or consensual non-consent. 

3. Incest. Just… no.

4. I will not write references to real life social issues. That means no homophobia, racism, misogyny and so on.  I want my blog to be as much of a safe space as absolutely possible. Triggering topics like these, especially with how serious they are, have no space in my fanfiction -- especially considering the fact that I do not feel that I would be able to handle such sensitive topics with the grace and care they deserve in a 1k or less fanfiction.

5. I would prefer to avoid the topic of emotional abuse (excluding yandere aus). I can and will write for it if it is requested, but would prefer if it was not mentioned at all.

6. I will always list content warnings at the top of my writing. If there is content that is potentially triggering, I will put it under the cut so readers can fully avoid it. If a reader so chooses to read despite the warnings, they are not my responsibility. Do not harass me for ignoring my rules and multiple warnings.

7. There is no set character limit, but the more characters included the shorter my answers will be. I also have extreme bias toward certain characters (*ahem*azul*ahem*) and that’ll probably reflect A LOT in my writing.

8. I’m not writing suicide. Yes you can request reader with mental illness and mental health issues, but do not ask me to write a suicide attempt or anything related to it. It’s super weird and I’m not going to romanticize suicide, because it’s a very serious topic I am not equipped to handle with the care it deserves.

HSR, Genshin, ZZZ Specific Rules

1. I’ll write anyone romantically in the hoyoverse games, except children. Do not send me requests asking about dating Yanqing or Klee, please? I’m more than happy to do cute drabbles about sibling or parental-like relationships, but genuinely what the fuck is wrong with you seeing very obviously young kids like that...

2. I will be writing certain characters with reference to having more melanin, if you have an issue with that leave. I don’t care how upset you are, you’re racist for being upset over representation. (Ex. Aventurine, All of Natlan’s cast, Boothill, etc.)

3. Due to many characters having sensitive content in their backstories, I will allow for social issues to be discussed with those characters. I just expect you to have sensitive language about the topics, as I won’t tolerate fetishization or romanticization of very real issues.

TWST Specific Rules

1. Finally, and probably most importantly, I will write for EVERYONE in twst. Including staff and Ortho — though Ortho will almost always be written platonically, save for special exceptions and even those will not extend past harmless fluff. My reasoning should be obvious, but I’ll explain anyway. Cannon Ortho is wayyy to childish for me to want to write anything more than platonic stuff with him, and even in this au, (according to personal headcannons) Ortho would only be around 16-17. An “older” high-school student, and he will reflect this, but it’s not something I’m okay with writing in any context other than lighthearted fluff. Clarification here.

2. I do not write student readers x staff romantically. The power dynamic is uncomfortable. I will also say here that in every single post I make NRC is an ACTUAL college. All students automatically are considered to be the age of the average western college student (typical ages being 18-22, but can be older or younger). Class schedules will reflect this when referenced, and each character will be assigned a proper major/minor when needed. Consider it a permanent college AU. Clarification here.

She's the queen of tartrus(basically cookie-underworld)

There's a new story now so I'll try not to spoil much: since willy died(rip baddie) she's in the netherworld, nether queen wants Willy to become the next ruler because she wants to roam the overworld and meet the other legendary guardians. And since Willy wants to be free she refuses, and she now has to go through a bunch of trials in order to reincarnated

Also vanilly low-key misses her and tries going to the nether world to get her back

anyways I hope this doesn't sound like bullshi I writing this during a fever ✌🏻

I’ve already been spoiled by twitter so it’s not like I care that much.

I think the newer story is really interesting, and I am so fucking happy Lily finally stood up for herself and told PV that he needs to get a grip. It’s not like she hates him or anything, but I think both of them needed to let each other go. And I’m hoping that this teaches PV something so he can help SMC properly by meeting him where he is and not forcing some idea of saving him.

All of that to say, I actually like that PV has a savior complex and I don’t dislike him. I just think he needed a fat slap to the face to get his shit together properly. I can’t wait to see how the story progresses, and I am very happy with the direction they decided to take (finally).

Have thought about reading the stories through YouTube :>?

Sorry for the wait, I’m replying between gaps in work so my responses aren’t as thought out as I’d like them to be…

I’m very flattered you went out of your way to send me an ask, even if it’s not really an ask. I’ve just been down in the dumps for a ton of reasons, so it’s nice to have some level of reassurance from everyone.

I also took a huge break from crk, it just wasn’t fun to me for a while there, but I’m back and the new story so far is…. alright? Idk the time stuff is needlessly convoluted and the new characters don’t appeal to me that much except for timekeeper cookie. I haven’t been able to catch up to where we are either because there’s a severe lack of ability to get the new jellies without spending real money (that I don’t have right now). Just kind of frustrating because i’d rather be caught up, rather than back in mediocreville.

but, i think you said in crk youre most partial to smc? if so, what variant do you like most? im partial to ad lib smc (this is just a me thing, but specifically as the actor rather than actual king. king interpretation is cute too ofc!!) and fount.

I appreciate the kind words and encouragement. I do know it’s my choice, but I’ve never been a very self-serving person even when I try. I want to write more for everything that I’m into, and cookie run is included in that (even though beast yeast 15 and the early parts of the beer story piss me off bad).

As for smc, my favorite variant would be ad lib for sure. I think the story behind it is really interesting, and while my interpretation I posted didn’t align with the cannon description, I think both are pretty neat.

But if I’m being fully honest, regular old beast of deceit shadow milk is my favorite for sure. There’s something about him that is so appealing — from his design being a lie in and of itself (blueberry despite his ingredient not being anywhere near berries/fruits 😭), the jester costume a show of his performative nature, and his personality being so over the top and fun. I like characters that put on a performance or have some grand goal they are determined to achieve (Aventurine and Phainon being the two other examples), and Shadow Milk does it with a lot a charm.

I mean, I’m rarely in a good mental state so…

Im kidding! Kind of! Not really… but anyway, I like getting asks and requests and I read every single one I get. Writing is the thing I do to relax, and I love doing it even when I’m not doing okay.

NO NO NO I WANT YOU TOO PLS KEEP WRITING YOURE MY FAV

🍓There is no garuntee I do anything more with this. I just wanted to write out the actual idea, since I enjoyed it so much. Think of it as filler between all the other things I’ve been working on (I promise I’m doing more than just crk behind the scenes 🥲)

TW: Descriptions of mental illness; SMC is VERY ooc for this au…; ESC is kind of a weirdo, but in a charming way I promise; Silent Salt Cookie wants you so bad and you do not care; kinda rushed and messy please forgive me

“He’s losing his mind, your majesty,” the healer cookie states, “I don’t believe there’s anything to do for him at this state; we can only hope he recovers on his own, or at the very least becomes lucid enough to make appearances in public again.”

You sigh, licking your lips in frustration. Across the room was your dearly beloved husband, shifty eyes observing your hushed conversation with scrutiny. The news was expected, but not what you wanted. This was the fifth healer who’d come to the palace and the fifth who’d told you the same, nothing could be done. He was hopeless.

What was the point of them if they could do nothing, really? Saying the same thing over and over, rather than making an effort to help their king. The very king who allowed their practice in the first place, who supported the medical guild financially when they were first getting their footing. You should have their heads for such disrespect toward him.

Instead of spitting that bile at him, you take a breath and nod.

“I understand. Thank you for your effort,” you dismiss, closing the bedroom door behind him.

Silence stretches a beat too long; your shoulders tense, the start of a headache coming on, and yet all you're worried about is your husband. You haven't slept properly in weeks, too busy tending to him and his fits of night terrors. Searching for any healer who might see him for the chance at an answer, only to be disappointed over and over. No one knew what was wrong; his symptoms were too confusing, conflicting with one another. One moment he was fine, the next he was mumbling about some... playwright you'd never heard of.

"Bad news?" He calls, voice scratchy from the fit of rage he'd had in the middle of your night.

You exhale, straightening yourself out before facing him, trying to be strong, "No news at all. Nothing you should worry about, my sweet."

You take his hands in yours as you sit next to him, smoothing over their tops to soothe him. Perhaps to soothe yourself. They are more delicate than yours, always have been, a silver spoon in his mouth keeping him from using them all his life. It always struck you as odd that he still chose to love you, despite just how differently your lives started. It's exactly why you are choosing him now.

He stops you by sliding his fingers between yours, squeezing them together in the gentle way you knew and loved, "You think I'm crazy."

"I think you're sick," you correct, "you're not eating, not sleeping... You mutter nonsense to yourself-- Witches, Shadow Milk, look at how weak you are."

He shifts uncomfortably at the accusations, never being one to take kindly to perception, especially not of his weaknesses. But you are his wife, and you want to be his pillar of support too. Gently, you bring your knuckles up to caress his cheek.

"I wish you would tell me what's happening to you, so I can bring you peace."

He stops you again, pulling your hand to his lips in a kiss of devotion, "You being here brings me more peace than you know, my starlight. That is all I need from you."

It is these moments he has that convince you he can be helped. Perhaps it's foolish to believe these private moments mean anything, to believe that his fracturing mind can be put back together again, but you want it to be true more than anything. You want your Shadow Milk back. At any cost.

· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·

Imagine, if you will, you are a queen. Not just any queen, but Shadow Milk Cookies queen. You weren’t baked for the royal life, your family consists of bread makers and pastry chefs, but you’d found yourself chucked into the lap of luxury by your charming husband.

And charming he was, at the start. All smooth words and sweet nothings, he knew how to work his mouth to get what he wanted from you. It was wonderful for so long, a comfortableness in the way you were treated. You never heard the whispers about you or felt any ill will, Shadow Milk kept you from it. Protected you.

Then… something happened. He became more paranoid, talking to himself about writing his own story and muttering nonsense beneath his breath. He was twitchy, irritable, and altogether clearly not in his right mind. And suddenly it was up to you to keep the kingdom up and running in your husband’s steed. He’d lost his mind, but not your devotion.

You realize just how much he shielded you from the courts and the citizens. Their words sharp and unending, degrading you and all you are purely for standing at his side. For not being worthy of your title as queen. Still, you do what you must as your husband spirals out of his mind. Being brave and strong in public, and quietly supporting him in private.

It exhausts you, it would exhaust anyone. Somehow, he still makes it worth it. In the moments of lucidity he has, he spends them doting on you to no end. You are “the only choice” he’s made, according to his words. You’re not sure what that means, not at all, but you are flattered regardless.

All the while, as your husband slips into insanity, your people don’t trust you, and your court thinks you are a joke… you have a small harem vying for your favor.

The quiet, but sturdy Silent Salt Cookie, the head of Shadow Milk’s military and a friend of yours since childhood. He has always been sweet to you, despite his stony exterior, and he brings you comfort when nights with Shadow Milk are hard. You are clueless to the fact that he has been in love with you since long before you met his king.

The priestess with pale white dough, Mystic Flour Cookie, who is patient with you as you fumble over yourself keeping your husband together. She tends to you in the evenings sometimes, when you need a moment to yourself, without being asked. You have no idea what her intentions are at any given time, but her quiet presence is enough to put you at ease.

The strong and proud Burning Spice Cookie, a general in the army and a head strategist. Despite his demeanor, you’ve found that he’s a surprisingly intelligent and gentle man when he so pleases. You love to listen to the stories he has to tell from traveling the globe, and he tells them without hesitation each time you ask.

Then, there was the strange poet. You don’t know her name, she won’t tell you it, but she pops up every once in a while to say hello. Her pretty pink dough and delicate features make you feel inadequate, but she showers you in affectionate compliments, then in the same breath gives condolences for your husband. It’s strange, though, his condition is not known to the public… and you don’t think you’ve ever seen this cookie around Shadow Milk. Not with you around, at least.

You're not too late dw!! Only 3 updates have passed!!

It’s really only been three? I feel like I dropped the game so long ago, but maybe my sense of time is skewed. I’ve been going through it after all, I don’t think I’m the most with it I could be lol.