Macklin Celebrini x gf!reader
Read Pt. 1 here & Pt. 2 here
Summary: You and Macklin finally take the next step of being intimate again after everything
CW: 18+, smut, riding, dirty talk, mentions of cheating and insecurity, no use of y/n, no specific mention of any body type, not beta read
Song: My Moon My Man - Feist
Authors note: Hi friends!! I am so sorry this took so long to come out, but I hope you all enjoy it! I edited this super quick so there might be some errors but hopefully nothing major. Please let me know what you think, love yall <3
It takes a long time before you even allowed Mack to kiss you on the lips after he cheated on you. It took countless apologies, numerous nights crying in each other's arms, and whispered promises, you finally let yourself kiss him.ย
Really the last couple months you had been guarding the intimate parts of yourself. Too scared to fully let yourself be vulnerable with him after what he did. It was actually a spur of the moment when you kissed him. He was about to walk out the door to head to practice and you just planted a chaste kiss on his lips as a goodbye. You would be lying to yourself if you didn't say you missed being kissed, held, touched.
And god in reality you were horny, you missed the way his thick cock stretched you out. The way his tongue swirled around your clit, and the way his long fingers curled up to perfectly hit the spot that gives you so much pleasure. Despite wanting him like that, your brain and body couldn't give yourself like that to him yet.ย
Everytime you even let yourself think of the possibility of you and Mack having sex again you felt yourself close off emotionally and physically.ย
You try not to be insecure about it, because really you loved yourself and your body, but it was hard not to feel a sliver of doubt when Mack kissed another girl.ย
Did he not find you attractive anymore? Did he want something else? You try to push those thoughts away but you just canโt help that they are literally screaming at you.ย
But youโre proud of the work you and Mack have done. Youโve started to trust him when he goes on away games, and you feel like things are finally in a good place again. If you guys were back to being intimate again it would be like nothing changed.ย
Thatโs why you decided tonightโs the night, Mack had practice this morning and had a game tomorrow then a long weekend away from you. If you donโt do it now itโs going to feel like forever until you can.ย
There's a pit in your stomach from how nervous you are, itโs been so long itโs almost like you have to learn how to be intimate with him again. You look over to Mack, whoโs next to you in the bed. Eyebrows furrowed while looking at his iPad.ย
You drop the book youโve been โreadingโ into your lap and gently touch his arm to get his attention. Noticing you, he puts his iPad down and smiles at you. He smiles at you like youโve hung all the stars in the sky for him. The light shines behind his eyes making what you're about to say much easier.ย
โMack, can we talk about something?โ You ask in a quiet tone, not wanting to scare him off.ย
Turning to face you completely, his smile drops and immediately he asks โWhatโs wrong? Are you okay?โย
You find it so endearing how easily he worries about you, but you need to push through and talk about whatโs been on your mind.ย
Placing your hand in his you look at him and say โI appreciate how patient and understanding youโve been about us waiting to have sex. I also know that itโs been months and I think I am finally at the point where I want to try again. It might not be perfect or we might even need to stop but, godโฆMack Iโve missed you and I want us to have what we used to beforeโย
He looks completely blindsided but also relieved? โOh my god baby, I thought you were gonna drop this big bomb on me that you realized you wanted something else, and were going to leave meโ his big brown eyes watering at the thought.ย
โNo, no, no babe itโs the opposite, I want us to get back to how things were before. Iโm sorry you were scared.โ You say as you pull him into a tight hug. You would be lying if you hadnโt said these past few months hadnโt been difficult for both of you.ย
You in constant fight or flight mode worried that Mack was cheating on you anytime he was away and Mack in constant fear that you would leave him, realize what a huge mistake he had made and never come back.ย
Grabbing his face you give him a quick peck on the lips, nothing sexual in nature but something to show him that you are still here.ย
โWe donโt have to do anything if you donโt want to or if you still need more time. Iโm more than okay to keep waitingโ Macklin says while holding you.ย
You shake your head and tell him โIโm tired of waiting, I want this if you want this. I want us to tryโย
โOkay,โฆokayย baby, of course I want this, god I always want youโ he says tenderly, and even just his simple words have you already melting on the inside.ย
You let him lean in and kiss you, his hands falling to your waist and yours immediately shooting up to his chest, fists tightening around the fabric of his sleep shirt.ย
His tongue gently entering your mouth makes you squirm, you want more but you're worried if you move too fast it's going to overwhelm you.
You let your hands trail up his shoulders to tangle in his hair.ย Slightly pulling at the brown locks. You are practically in his lap by now, lips locked, tongues swirling around each other. You are so desperate you can't help but grind your hips down onto his lap and you can feel how hard he's getting from the tiniest bit of friction.ย
You're wearing a long night shirt and underwear, placing your thighs on full display for him. His hands wander down to the hem of your shirt, questioning if he can take it off. You nod and soon the fabric is pulled over your head and all you are left in is your panties.ย
The look on Mack's face is priceless. He hasn't seen you naked in so long that you're sure he's somewhat forgotten what you look like underneath clothes. You hear his breath catch and his hands fly up to grab at your boobs.
โFuck you have no idea how much I missed theseโ he says before placing his hot mouth on your left breast and sucks
Pleasure shoots through you, and you throw your head back in response. You let him take his time alternating which tit he gives attention to. Licking, sucking, he even leaves small bruises on your chest.
You can feel yourself getting wetter by the second, you need to feel his skin on yours. Moving your hands you pull his shirt off of him, so now his bare chest is presented to you. His milky skin, beauty marks, and toned chest is now pressed against you and you feel so close to him.
You're getting desperate to get him out of his pants and into you. And if this was any other time, you would take your time with it. Have him eat you out until you're nice and open for him but you need to feel him stretch you out. You need to feel the burn that you've craved for so long.ย
โPlease, please fuck meโ you ask so pliantly that you almost have tears in your eyes.ย
He looks taken aback and quickly replies โno baby I want to take care of you, I don't want to hurt youโ.
Shaking your head you respond โyou won't hurt me, please I need this, need to feel it for days while you are goneโย
His eyes darken at your words and he's immediately throwing you off him to shimmy his shorts and underwear off. It slaps across his tummy and he gives himself a few quick strokes to relieve some of the tension he's feeling in his balls.
It's been a while since you've seen him fully naked like this and your mouth practically waters at the sight of him leaking at the tip.ย
He positions himself against the headboard of your bed and motions with his fingers to come sit on his lap. Pulling off your panties you quickly crawl to him and hover over his cock.
Bringing his lips to yours he murmurs in-between kisses โgod you're so perfect, can't believe I almost lost youโ. You can feel the strain in his words, how much he means them. This gives you the confidence to lean on his shoulder and grab his cock from behind, rubbing it through your folds. โFuckโ he hisses out. Loving the sensation of the tip of his cock sliding through your wetness.ย
Deciding you have had enough you place the tip of his cock at your entrance, and slowly begin to slide down his length. At this point your arms are wrapped around him, nails digging into his skin. Fuck the stretch burns but it also feels so so good.ย
You hide your face in his neck and let him slide you down his cock. You're whimpering from the pain, the pleasure, you feel overwhelmed in the best way possible. โShh baby, you're almost there. Doing so good, sitting on my cock with no prepโ he whispers in your hair.ย
You nod in his neck and feel himself finally bottom out. You feel so fucking full, the position giving him perfect access to your G-spot.ย
โMackโฆ,Mack fuck me, need it so badโ you moan out. Grabbing his jaw and kissing his lips gingerly.
Grabbing your hips he guides you in a back and forth motion, โfuck your so fucking tightโ he says through gritted teeth. โGonna make you cum on my cock, make up for all the times I couldn't give this to youโย
You want to cry from how good this feels, how good his words are hitting. Mack wasn't normally one for dirty talk but you think he knows you need it at this moment.ย
Grounding your knees in a sturdy position you grab his shoulders and start to bounce as best as possible on his cock. The sound of skin slapping fills the air, his hard cock applying a constant pressure on your G-spot and you feel like you could come just like this.ย
โNghโฆ you're so pretty like this, riding my cock, make yourself cumโ he grunts out, hands still at your hips guiding you up and down.
Your thighs are starting to burn but you can feel your release so close, you have to chase it. You can't rub your clit in this position though and you get frustrated and Mack can tell.ย
He plants both feet on the bed and starts to fuck up into you. Your arms give out so now your head is laying on his shoulder. But your hand can finally reach between your legs and rapidly rub at your clit. You can tell Mack is getting close from the way his thrusts have gotten harder, faster, the beads of sweat running down his face and his eyes closed all indicate that.ย
Just a little more you think to yourself you can almost taste it. One particular hard thrust and hand on your clit has you cumming so hard you almost black out. You moan in his ear and completely go pliant. Letting him use you however he needs to get himself off.ย
He pulls out of you and strokes himself fast, head thrown back he groans out โmmhmm cummingโ and you feel his hot release spread all over your ass.ย
You feel a sense of clarity wash over you. Not once did you feel some type of way when you guys were having sex, and in reality you hope this means more positive progression in your relationship.ย
Grabbing your face, Mack makes you look at him โyou know I love you with all my heart, right?โย You nod, because you did know, maybe you hadn't always, but in this moment you knew.
