even anxious pups need the moon

Thank you divorce for all you've done for music

happy if you have scholarly inclinations there is usually something wrong with your sexuality july

with sincerity i come to blog with you guys. with gratitude i make some new post.

Reblog and put in the tags which bands/artists you've listened to the most, lately

Tonight I'm thinking about Shane getting anxious and overwhelmed in a social situation – not enough that it's noticable to most people, but Ilya can see that he's Freaking Out – and Ilya just slowly running his hand up the back of Shane's neck until his fingers are tangled into his hair, and tugging just hard enough that it hurts a bit, like holding a kitten by the scruff of its neck. The message is clear: even if you don't feel like you are, I'm in control and I've got you. Shane instantly relaxes.

happy decade to the horrible beast i have wrought

Okay so the fantasy is I’m a (helpless, naive) bellboy and you’re a (strong, confident) guest at the hotel I work at and you get so horribly turned on by my (waifish, vulnerable) nature that you (sure of yourself, knows better than I do) have no choice but to take advantage of me even if I say no. this is what I came up with after having you here for less than 10 minutes though give me more time and we can do even more fun stuff that I come up with.

like the old saying goes rpf allegations don’t come out of nowhere u were doing something w someone. it’s time to look inwards

ilya’s most deeply held fantasy is like getting to do a only half-joking rap performance for shane and svetlana in his living room and shane’s most deeply held fantasy is ilya spitting in his mouth after calling him a whore