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okay im a liar heres another for the tag bc i saw some stuff on twt and while i see where it comes from i also dont rly agree with them
mikotos report =/= "he grew up without trauma". tldr above but ill put more details on my own opinions under the cut, the main focal point is many people have also pointed out reports are often inconsistent/seem to either over exaggerate certain things or just pull shit out of their ass. whether this is an intentional thing on milgrams writing team (i.e. jackalope attempting to sway votes/clearly being biased against them as he was in the intro.) or REALLY bad consistency writing is up in the air but its been said
"his home life was normal" everyone and their dogs are posting the "i grew up without a dad because he chose work over family apparently" screenshot
2. "he excelled/was talented in school" so was i! i have DID with like four subsystems because the abuse did not magically stop just because i was getting good grades. i like. genuinely do not understand why this is a point people are trying to argue about. the first one yeah but when people are frequently abused into performing good "or else" it feels weird seeing a handful of ppl view this as the definitive "he wasnt traumatized" thing ??
3. 'he had a lot of friends" are we talking elementary school friends or college friends because it literally does not matter how many friends he had as an adult if he still had no support system as a child. even IF he had a lot of friends as a child it doesnt change much because a 7 yr old is not going to magically save their friend from abusive houses as much as they'd want to. nuance under cut i havve a LOOOT to say about this
i also wanna point out with the above point of him saying his life was constantly having to manage peoples moods/only finding out he was getting pranked after it was spoiled/etc and his VD having "my body was already broken before" in response to es questioning about his company definitely is a red flag.
cut for size/yapping
regarding him getting along w ppl, i know it was just a stray/very VERY misguided given her narrow vision, but i also think mahiru saying he seemed shallow had merit. i dont think its that mikoto doesnt care about the people hes trying to get along with, rather "even though hes nice, his attempts to appease people largely stem from self preservation/avoiding scary bad moods rather then steming from wanting to genuinely get closer to them." this doesnt mean i think mikoto is manipulating ppl or anything it is quite literally "well yeah i want to be nice and people deserve to be happy but also im scared if i leave them in a bad mood they'll take it out on me or someone nearby so its better if i help manage it." i think its fair to say someone whos knee jerk reaction to someone in a bad mood is to either avoid or "fix it' as fast as possible to avoid being hurt can probably be labeled a trauma response
also with point 3, going onto what i meant by the reports wordage being weird, "friends" here is bugging me because. do you mean FRIENDS friends, like people who would actively ask mikoto to hang out with them, or "friends" as in people who mikoto got along with, but would only hang out with him if he happened to be there/friends out of convenience (i.e. "well i got no one else to talk to Hey hows it going guy"). there is a massive difference here. mikoto still trying to be on good terms w kotoko even in t3 has merit in proving the use of the word friends here might be Very Very Deceptive
being autistic in highschool while struggling with mental illness is my personal hands on experience with understanding the use of 'friends' esp in regards to school is very, very fickle.
theres more evidence of mikoto having early trauma from his fawning behavior than evidence debunking it and i REAAALLY dont like people using all the above stuff as "evidence" when you can seemingly grow up totally normal and fine just as i did only for you to find out that kid was actually being put in the torture nexus every thursday/friday when their parents were in a bad mood and it severely damaged them as a person.
i reiterate i do not like the lack of mikoto childhood in t3. i think its fine to hate that we dont even get like, tidbits about how growing up without a dad mightve affected him or whether there was an actual reason that wasnt work that pushed that (or how if its true then how would mikoto have handled having to tell his mom he wouldnt be coming home because of clocking into work for the 100th day in a row consecutively. thats what im most pissed off about)
but i also equally do not like some of y'all taking the report not only 100% literal/at face value, but indirectly saying some of the things mikoto was supposedly blessed with means he couldnt have been traumatized because i need yall to understand how that would feel to someone like me who is very much unpacking that Wow i was actually HEAVILY abused and i just brushed it off as minor neglect until literally last month. same way i feel like a lot of ppl ignore signs of neglect in yunos family based off how her family canonically avoided talking about what had happened + yunos aptitude for 'reading the room' and very clear mental health issues regarding depression/impulsive behavior/etc while a big part of her character is wanting someone to scold her for being bad on top of that, i really truly think its not a stretch to say stuff like that is an indication smth isnt going right and thats yunos form of trying to beg someone to notice what shes going through/could be a sign of abuse
i dont. really have high hopes the interros are gonna reveal Anything to be honest the report not even mentioning his mom or sister and overfocusing on work genuinely just drove any hope i had away but at the very least i want people to Consider some of these things before saying things willy nilly. i am just one person and while some others who have gone through similar to me might not be that offended/hurt by ppl implying we're too "lucky" to have been abused, i think theres also others who would use that to further downplay their trauma and i think its fair to at the Very Least ask for consideration for those people
it can also stand to say i think mikoto resonating with so many survivors of trauma of some kind with his specific trauma responses definitely infers the writing had lended to that and the main reason so many people are disappointed is because all that was built up (and STILL was being built up if you look at the T3 lyrics/VD things i bring up) dont really seem like theyre gonna go anywhere. like at all.
so No i dont think his report means he doesnt have trauma. if we wanna get really copey with it maybe his report being so work focused is a direct result of his memory issues being so bad he genuinely can only think of work and thats why its like that (shidous massive guilt complex leading him to genuinely believe he killed dozens of people when he literally just told ppl "hey this patient is in brain death theyre fundamentally never coming back" and only killed the one guy as the biggest stretch example) but ultimately i think it really is just between intentional misdirection by the writers (the person writing the reports is biased/wants to push bias) or just genuinely really bad writing
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