Hello!! You can call me H, I’ve been lurking on tumblr for a while but haven’t gotten around to actually posting anything
I’m in many many fandoms and will likely post about whatever I’m currently hyperfixating on the most, but the ones I’ll likely post about currently are:
Aphmau/Aphverse
The Magnus Archives
The Murderbot Diaries
(Expect me to randomly appear in fandoms that I have never discussed before, it happens a lot)
I’ll probably mostly be rambling into the void but I might get around to posting some art when I have time to draw! I probably won’t be reblogging a lot unless I find something really interesting but who knows!
Thank you for joining me on my journey to insanity, hope you enjoy the ride :3
(Adding a tag so you can find all of my posts more easily, #abucketoh)
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(Post mb tv series ep 3 thoughts) (Obligatory: spoilers for Murderbot episode 1-3 and All Systems Red)
I’m still not sure how I feel about the changes that have been made. This episode especially, with them going to DeltFall. In the book MB is already at “my humans” territory. In the show, all of the humans are so paranoid about it and pushing its boundaries to the point where it doesn’t even consider them past doing it’s job. (evident especially in it saying “Aww thanks.. should’ve let that thing eat your wife.” when Pin Lee said Gurathin might be right). It doesn’t feel like Murderbot in that regard, funnily enough. It’s too detatched, it isn’t as protective of it’s humans as it should be at this point.
“I didn’t care. Nobody was touching my humans.” versus “I was curious.”
It’s also very evident in the fact that it outwardly lies to Mensah about what happened in the DF habitat. It doesn’t trust her. It’s closed off from her. Don’t get me wrong—it makes for fantastic drama. But it’s not Murderbot. MB at this point in the book is so absolutely gone on these humans (even Gurathin, not that it would admit it) that it’s willing to walk into a fight with two—possibly deadly—rogue SecUnit’s to protect them. TV show MB doesn’t seem to care nearly as much. It doesn’t want the humans to get hurt, but it isn’t doing this for them. And I feel like the show has taken away such a core part of what makes PresAux its humans.
Mensah doesn’t feel like Mensah, she feels inexperienced. Hell, she basically vent-dumps onto MB. and sure, she wasn’t doing too hot in the books. But she still feels like a planetary leader, she feels put together and calm, because she has to be. Because her team needs her to be. She isn’t reckless in the books like she is in the show. Everything book Mensah does is carefully calculated for the safety of her friends and family. She defaults to SecUnit because—despite its very clear rampant social anxiety—it knows what it’s doing and she knows that. There’s a barrier of mutual trust and respect, they respect eachother’s boundaries and default to eachother’s strengths. It’s what makes them work so well together and the lack of that understanding is why they’re clashing so much in the show.
It’s similar with a lot of the other preservation humans. They don’t respect boundaries. In the books, even Ratthi who’s overexcited and Gurathin who literally reveals MB’s name are both more respectful than the entirety of the character’s in the show. The show character’s are too paranoid, too overenthusiastic about getting in MB’s space, too disrespectful of its choices/opinions. and it shows in the breakdown of trust between MB and the humans. It shows in the way MB was too quick to lie to Mensah because “humans become volatile when they’re in percieved danger”. Because Mensah in the book was scared, but she held her shit together and kept everyone calm because that’s just how she is. She forces her own calm to keep order, it’s part of what makes her such a good leader of a group. TV show Mensah would probably have panicked. Maybe not to an extreme extent, but the whole group would have delved into chaos. MB was right about that.
It’s these little differences in characterisation that just make the whole group feel childish. and i get that the show is playing up their more volatile natures to edge the comedy up, but it just makes them all feel incompetent imo.
also the complete lack of feed except for the one mention with Gurathin and MB’s display has taken a huge chunk of important narrative out of this as well. The fact that MB is verbally relaying information instead of just pushing drone views into the feed or tapping requests/orders via it has honestly also caused part of this disconnect. It’s partially understandable from a TV show perspective because having your actors all stand around not talking while you CGI in feed stuff is not the way to go. But getting rid of it entirely is almost worse. MB says it best itself, “[the feed] made it impossible to lose track of someone.” Without it, the whole team feels disconnected, separated in ways that they aren’t with that feed connection. It just doesn’t work in terms of an adaptation of the books.
I think if I watched this series with no knowledge of the books I would really like it. It is funny, the characters are still loveable even though they’re fundamentally different. It’s a good show. But it’s only a decent adaptation at best.
This is to say nothing against the writers or actors or even Martha herself. It’s so hard to adapt books to media that people will watch. There are rules and regulations and time constraints and money to take into account. For all intents and purposes they did very well adapting this. I just think that in the process of trying to make it interesting, they lost quite a bit of what originally stuck with me when I read the books. Murderbot’s humanity, the way it adopted the human’s as its own because they were capable and it respected them but it knew that it still needed to protect them, and its goddamn inorganic parts (/silly).
Thinking about how ART literally haunts the narrative every time it’s not actively ‘on screen’.
“I missed ART.” Is like an incredibly common line any time MB is away from it. Even though it bitches all the time about ART being an asshole, literally every second MB is away from ART it’s thinking about it.
Sorry no Murderbot TV show reactions today or yesterday, life keeps getting in the way of my media time. A problem our protagonist understands way too well (thank you Thiago).
(Post Murderbot ep 2 thoughts) (spoilers for mb episode 2 and All Systems Red and mild spoilers for Artificial Condition)
Im really not sure how I feel about TV Gurathin. Book Gurathin is also paranoid as shit don’t get me wrong, but he never outwardly antagonized SecUnit to these extremes. It was more of a “I don’t like you, you don’t like me” and he only really spoke out when SecUnit was officially outed as rogue. I think the fact that he’s clocked it so early is for more outward drama which is so valid because TV adaptation is tough but having Gurathin be this SecUnit wary, kind of against free bots, guy just doesn’t sit right with me (I still love him don’t get me wrong, I just don’t know how to feel about it yet.)
Mensah and Bharadwaj going on the check out survey alone and the big thing with seeing visible alien remnant so early must be a TV adaptation part to add more drama and suspense but I’m interested to see where they go with it. A little upset we didn’t get to see Murderbot mother hen a whole bunch of grown adults and not loving how it makes the whole presaux team look I’m ngl? They feel a little too naive, not going as a big group, not taking their security, etc. But I understand that big changes like this have likely been made to up the suspense and make the series more visually engaging.
Congrats to Ratthi for joining the cursed(/silly) Pin Lee and Arada relationship 🙌. I hope Pin Lee gets her shit together though because girl you can’t add a whole other person to your relationship just because it makes your partner happy 😭😭.
On the topic of SecUnit’s appearance I think I figured out what’s been bothering me so much about it. It’s the fact that SecUnit, multiple times throughout all of the books, expresses its dislike for its organics. Whenever it describes itself it always talks about its inorganics (and its hair) like its robotic feet or the way it has to modify itself to appear heavily augmented rather than robotic. Its inorganics are such a huge part of its identity and how it feels about and expresses itself so taking that away almost feels like stripping away such a core part of its identity. Especially considering how much of a trans/enby allegory it is in the books, changing itself willingly with the alterations ART makes in Artificial Condition and the way it starts choosing its own clothes and feeling comfortable in its own skin. Taking away such a key part of that storyline feels wrong to me, as a trans person who relates so heavily to Murderbot in so many ways but this way especially. I think that it’s one of the creative choices that the team made that I can’t really get behind. Some of the changes are understandable and even good considering the change in media format but this specifically is just not something I can reconcile with even though I still love the show so far.
This is really good for a TV series but it’s not as strong as an adaptation of the books (for many understandable reasons). Still loving it and excited to see what they do next!
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I JUST REALISED WHY EVERYTHING FELT SO OFF. OVERSE AND VOLESCU ARE GONE. THE PRESAUX TEAM IS TOO SMALL. PIN LEE AND ARADA ARE MARRIED??? WHAT KIND OF FUCKED UP ALTERNATE UNIVERSE IS THIS???
(In all seriousness there were probably too many characters and this is a TV-adaptation thing. It’s something I’ve seen happen a lot in tv/movie adaptions because they just don’t have the screen time to spare for that many characters, it’s understandable but I’m gonna miss Overse a lot I loved her in the books.) (I loved Volescu too but we spend less time with him because he retires as he rightfully deserves to)
Also huge props to TV Ratthi because he is absolutely PULLING by becoming Pin Lee and Arada’s third. You go my guy!
(Post Murderbot ep1 reactions) ((obligatory: spoilers for ep 1 and All Systems Red))
Please be advised that I’ve only watched the first episode so these are just my thoughts from that and not on the whole season! If anything I say is bothering me gets fixed later I’ll talk about it then! So pls be kind to a little guy who just spent $14 on a Apple TV + subscription so they could finally watch this after years of not having the money to justify or time to set aside :P
I’m enjoying the show quite a bit, it’s funny and Alexander Skarsgård is delivering the perfect amount of “oh fuck oh fuck why are the humans interacting with me” facial expressions. I really appreciate the acting from all of the humans too, they feel really accurate and I love watching them interact with eachother! Ratthi is, as expected, my favourite. Love that guy.
There are a lot of changes that were made, but I can understand why those changes were made to better adapt the book for a tv series.
I’m not sure how I feel about the govmod hack/naming scene? It was good for what it was, cute and funny, but considering the nature of the reason for the hack in the book it felt almost too blasé about the whole thing. And considering how its name is a literal reminder of the terrible things that it’s done that it never wants to do again, idk. I also personally like just getting thrown right into the thick of it without a lot of context, but I understand how that can translate poorly into a TV series style. I trust Martha and the team to work it’s trauma into this in other ways and I am interested to see how this change affects the story.
That being said. Why is it just a guy? Where are its inorganics?? I mean I know it’s mostly robot on the inside given the… less than fortunate gaping hole it ended up with, but why doesn’t it have any visual inorganic parts? What happened to the stuff it had to alter to appear more human? Why does it just look like a regular human guy? I understand if there were budget concerns but (again considering the gaping hole in its side ((which was insanely impressive work btw props to the vis effects team))) I really think that getting rid of the inorganics detracts something from its character in a way that I don’t really like… it’s supposed to be Not Human, to be recognisable as a SecUnit by actual people as well as other units (given how hard it has to work on its Act-Like-A-Human code in the books and how it had to have its inorganics fixed up to look more like augments). The fact that it literally looks like a human guy without genitals takes that away completely. It has such a huge narrative importance in the books and I really don’t understand how they’re going to rectify that? It detracts something integral from the whole “it’s not a human and not trying to be” thing to make what’s supposed to be a bot/human construct just, look like a human. It’s really the only part so far that I’m having trouble adjusting to, the rest of the changes made sense given that this is a comedy tv series and they had to make changes to adjust but this one just feels like a massive change that completely alters so much of the story.
We’ll see how I feel when I get to episode 2 tomorrow. Concerns aside, I think it’s a really good show so far and I’m excited to watch the rest! :3
Every time I say I’m going to be more active on tumblr instead of stalking the tags of my hyperfixations like a rabid dog I end up posting 3x in the span of a few minutes at like 11:45 at night and then forget all about the app for two weeks.
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Reread the Serafina And The Black Cloak series recently and rediscovered middle school H’s love for weird freak cat people with too few toes and malformed collarbones. Good stuff.
No, you don’t understand, lying in bed late at night and panicking about things that I can’t do anything about until tomorrow is a great use of my time!
Me when I discover that my favourite webcomic is going to be in print soon just after I discover webtoon ad passed the entire thing and I thought I’d never get to binge read it again:
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we dont talk enough about like just how crazy it would have been to see ein at bunny hill
like imagine being aaron
when u were in your freshman year of college, your best friend/situationship was friends with and then tormented by Some Guy so u go fight him and it seems to be all fixed. he gets arrested or whatever the fuck
and THEN when you're like,,,, in your THIRTIES all your friends go missing at the lodge you would visit as a child INCLUDING your best friend now girlfriend
and then when you FIND HER SHES BEING HELD CAPTIVE AND ABUSED BY FUCKASS WEREWORLF GUY FROM HER HIGHSCHOOL ITS BEEN LIKE 15 YEARS AND HES BEEN STALKING HER THE ENTIRE TIME
what the hell
im so surprised there wasnt like a
"...wait... where do i know you from?"
"im- ein? i went to highschool with aphmau... you... beat me up"
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