一緒に遊びませんか~? ❤️

My skin was heated and my pussy was wet and throbbing as my arousal grew--a sex dream, I thought through the haze of sleep. I had to wake up and beg Seokjin to help me out. "Seokjin," I moaned as I woke up. In my wakefulness, the sensations between my legs hit me with clarity--that familiar and intense feeling of Seokjin's fingers spreading my folds and Seokjin's divine lips on my clit. Whimpering from the pleasure, I tugged off the blanket and tangled my hand in Seokjin's hair. -🌸

"Goodnight, I love you..." I murmured, snuggling at Seokjin's side and laying my head on his chest. There were many issues for us to tackle, and two sets of strict parents to face--not to mention scrutiny from the public once this "scandal" was revealed, but I wasn't scared about the future anymore, now that he promised to face it with me. I went to sleep, my dreams filled with the prettiest baby with my eyes and Seokjin's lips. -🌸

I giggled. "Don't worry, if I were to invite anyone, it would only be Misa." I told Seokjin. My bestfriend had known about us from the beginning. "But she'll probably be with Yoongi until tomorrow. So I'm all yours." I said, giving Seokjin another cake-sweetened kiss. The beer made me feel warm and sleepy, and I found myself snuggling closer and closer against him. "I don't think I can stay awake longer, honey... Good thing we'll have tomorrow," I said with a small yawn. -🌸

I smiled, glad that my little hinting didn't dampen Seokjin's mood. Much as I wanted a baby, I was willing to wait for him to be secure about our future. "Probably just spend time at home and bake and relax or something. If you're doing something that is." I traced Seokjin's jaw with my finger before pressing a kiss against it. "But if you can hang out with me, then I'd like that. You've been away from me for too long." -🌸

Blushing again, I lightly slapped Seokjin's chest at his suggestive comment before eating the forkful of cake. "Hmm, it's good," I mumbled, kissing him so the sweetness of the cake mingled with that of his lips. "I also prefer your taste. Although it always seems a waste to swallow... I'd rather have you filling me up." I kissed him again before feeding him the strawberry cheesecake. -🌸

I shook my head, scrunching my nose a little. "It's bitter. And... I think I drank too much too, because my mood was..." I blushed, remembering how weepy I was just moments ago. I ate quickly so we could polish off the pizza, excitedly tugging the breakfast tray close to us and plopping into Seokjin's lap because of my tipsiness. "Can I just stay here?" I mumbled, laying my head on his shoulder as I languidly offered him a forkful of white chocolate mousse. -🌸

I lifted my head to take a bite, now that I truly have an appetite. Holding Seokjin's wrist, I manipulate the pizza slice to his mouth as well, giggling a bit. I leaned against his chest again, stroking it with one hand. "Jinnie... we'll have our pretty baby someday, won't we?" I asked in a small voice. I didn't want to pressure him, and I knew our situation was complicated, but I wanted assurance that we would have the child I longed for. -🌸

My heart was close to breaking when Seokjin pulled me in for a kiss. "R-Really?" I gasped into the kiss, responding fiercely until I was out of breath. When I pulled away I held his hands between my face, looking into his eyes. "Jinnie, I promise you, we'll have such a happy family. I know our parents will eventually accept it when they see." I pecked his lips repeatedly before throwing my arms around his neck and nuzzling into his chest. "I love you so much." -🌸

(1/2) "And you don't think I'm going through hardships right now?" I asked him. "Seokjin... as time goes by I get more and more scared that I'll wake up one day to find out that you've been engaged to someone else. And that's what's going to happen, because you'd never disappoint your parents. Especially not for me..." I put away the mug before I could spill it, and sat at the edge of the bed with my hands on my knees. -🌸

(1/2) Seokjin's response was colder than I ever expected--more hurtful than I ever expected. "You do know I love you, right?" I said, struggling to keep my voice from shaking. "I fell in love with you... Not when you approached me during my coming-of-age party, and you took my virginity in the dressing room, but during the long time we shared after that..." I took a deep breath. "I'm never going to marry someone else, you're the one I want. And I don't want to see you marry someone else." -🌸

(1/2) The alcohol brought down my inhibitions and put me in a chatty mood. "Seojoon and his wife just had another baby, didn't they?" I asked, biting into the slice that Seokjin held up, a trail of mozzarella peeking from the corner of my mouth. "Babies are a lot of work... But they seem happy, happily married..." I took another mug of beer and took a long gulp. My vision was starting to whirl, but the ache in my heart didn't even dull one bit. -🌸

"I did..." I mumbled against Seokjin's chest. "And I'll miss you even more in the future..." I whispered under my breath. While I'd normally be teasing and riling him up, I clung to him, breathing in his scent and basking in his warmth. When a bellhop brought the delivery, I hurriedly took a slice--eager to eat so I could drink. I had soon drained my first mug of beer. Feeling bubbly, I kissed Seokjin's chest; not wanting him to smell my beer breath. "This is yummy~" -🌸

"Sounds perfect," I murmured. I looked through the room service menu while he was on the call. Afterwards, I leaned up to press a kiss on his chin, then nuzzled against his chest again. "I can't decide if I want a strawberry cheesecake or a white chocolate mousse... can I have both, Jinnie?" I was all too-aware of Seokjin's hand on my ass, but it didn't give me as much pleasure as it usually did. I hugged him tighter, as if afraid that he would disappear. -🌸

I blinked, certain that Seokjin was about to say what I wanted to hear. When he changed the subject, I snuggled against his chest so he wouldn't see my face, in case it betrayed my heartbreak. "Definitely, I wasn't able to eat much at that ball... How about pizza and beer? From that bar your friend owns, they'd deliver if you asked for sure. Their caramel beer is incredible." It was an alcoholic drink I could take, and I wanted to be tipsy tonight." -🌸

I smiled at the sight of the presents--Seokjin really knew how to spoil me. And more than that, it always made me happy when he remembered me. "Thank you, Jinnie... They're beautiful. I think I'll wear this one now." I took a lingerie set and went to the bathroom to change, returning in a pink set of sheer lace, with a translucent negligee. Pulling him down by the lapels of his robe, I kissed him, whispering against his lips: "You know you're the best present of all, don't you?" -🌸

"The prettiest..." I turned in Seokjin's arms, tracing his face. "With my eyes and your nose... and definitely, your lips..." I swallowed hard, the longing for an actual *commitment* with him was almost too much. Before I could say anything stupid, I leaned up and kissed him deeply then wrapped my arms around his neck, burying my face in the crook of it. When the ache passed, I looked at him with a forced smile. "You said you got me something from your business trip?" -🌸

"I've been on the pill since the first time we did this," I quipped. "You came inside then too... and I really liked it." I winked at Seokjin. As we settled in the tub, I sat between his legs and rested against his chest. One hand idly rubbed at my flat belly as I imagined what it would be like if he put a baby in me. "Maybe I should go off it, a baby of ours would be really pretty." I said it like a joke, but I honestly meant it. -🌸