Bryant 19 Amanda still bullies me

Mario is a jerk. [video]

It always perplexes me how I went from being so autistic that i was in a horse riding program in Pickerington specifically meant for kids with autism, and being so anti- social that i never thought i would be able to learn how to carry on a normal conversation (which was a skill i picked up on...

I was browsing through Skype messages with my ex-boyfriend on my old school laptop, and I came to realize something. It actually takes A LOT of my restraint to not go out of my way to make my ex-boyfriend’s life a living hell. His justification behind cheating on me several times and his poor attempt to make himself out to be the victim makes me so angry. Unfortunately with the people I hang out with and talk to, his name always seems to pop up at some point or another. I can honestly say that he was the first boy I ever truly loved, and with the trust I had given him, he decided to completely shit on my heart. We broke up quite a few months ago, but the scars are still there. I have a difficult time trusting the past couple of boys I’ve dated, and he still pops up in my dreams every once in awhile, acting as a reminder for all of the time and energy I wasted trying to make that dumb kid happy. He left me with some baggage that will take a while for me to leave behind, and until that transition occurs, I will unfortunately feel nothing but resentment and hate towards him. It’s a waste of energy, but I don’t know how else I’m supposed to feel about someone who acts with such little remorse for his actions yet once promised me that he would make up for any hurt that he caused. I must’ve been blind. 

WHO GAVE YOU THE DAMN RIGHT TO BE SO SEXY I AM WEAK IN MY KNEES AND I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME SENSELESS WITH YOUR THICK TAIL